Skulls-With-Sunflowers

Tatianna or Tati | She/They | 28 | INFJ | Chaotic Neutral or Chaotic Good (Depending on my mood)

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Major Life Update

Gods I keep forgetting this exists (the only way I know I have it is because I have friends on here that still use it). Every time I say I’m going to update this thing, I don’t and really freaking want to but with all the events that happened compared to last year to now and I’m finally setting up my own space and being in a better mental state than before (thank gods).

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I’m sorry, I can’t come into work today. I didn’t get a long rest and god gave me a point of exhaustion. All my skill checks are at disadvantage.

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Art Commission made by my friend @gatorgoongrease of my lovely Dungeons and Dragons character, Xanaphia Nailo who is a high elf cleric of Selune. Go check him out on twitter if you have a twitter. Their art is lovely and thank you again Goon for doing this ❤️.

Gatorgoongrease’s Twitter: https://x.com/gatorGOONgrease

Gatorgoongrease’s Tumblr: @gatorgoongrease

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Me: *Is feeling sad from a recent event*

Brain: That sucks but like at least we have Baldur’s Gate 3?

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15 Questions / Get to Know Me

15 Questions, 15 People (I do not know Fifteen People on here so have a Get to Know Me)

tagged by the darling sweetheart @bunni-bun 💖

1) Are you named after anyone?

No not really, my mom always liked the name Tatianna for me.

2) When was the last time you cried?

The last time I think I cried was when my boyfriend's mother passed away last year. She was like a second mom to me.

3) Do you have kids?

No not yet, but I would like to eventually in the future.

4) What sports do you play/have you played?

I attempted soccer as a kid but that didn’t work so I really didn’t do much sports. I did swimming but that was more of a hobby rather than a sport. If we are going by being in band and classifying marching band as a sport. I did that for two years.

5) Do you use sarcasm?

I would like to say I do not but everyone around me says I do especially when I am annoyed at someone I can't stand so yeah...

6) What's the first thing you notice about people?

I will admit I am drawn to people’s eyes first. So I will notice eyes. I also am drawn by those that smile or are very expressive in how they talk and act.

7) What's your eye color?

Dark Brown

8) Scary movies or happy endings?

As much as I love happy endings in anything, I have to admit I also have a love for the gruesome horror of scary movies as terrifying as it sounds

9) Any talents?

I have a whole variety of different talents but I don’t use them much. I played in symphonic band since I was in sixth grade, did marching band for two years in high school. I play Tuba, Trombone, and Alto Saxophone. I draw but I need to practice it more and write.

10) Where were you born?

I was born in New York but I moved down here when I was young with my mom.

11) What are your hobbies?

My hobby list is also varied. Dungeons and Dragons, drawing characters, writing stories, playing video games (it’s currently Baldur’s Gate 3), and reading.

12) Do you have any pets?

I have one cat that is a Siberian name Rayne (yes spelled like that instead of Rain).

13) How tall are you?

i'm 5'5. Not too tall and not too short.

14) What was your favorite subject in school?

My favorite subject in school was history. Anything in history would catch my eye especially the politics and wars that happened. As gruesome as that sounds I liked learning about it.

15) What is your dream job?

My dream job is becoming a Kindergarten Teacher. I’m currently in pursue of getting my masters for it as I already have my bachelors.

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2023 man what a wild ride you have been. I lost someone who was a part of my second family and another mom. My mom was in the hospital twice but lived. I also cried because people I thought I could see as my friends last year aren’t but I also found a new one and she’s amazing (Cyndy darling I’m looking at you ❤️). I face my dad and his family and I saw what he was like. I am happy that learned who he really was. I also got reconnected with my half-sister and it feels so good. My boyfriend’s nephew also called me Aunt so that feels awesome as well!

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Ever have those moments where you just want to scream and curse at the world but your voice can’t? That’s how I feel. Let it be close to the holidays and already I’m wishing this year to end. Gods I just want the new year to begin so I can set this year on fire and move on with my life. I’m tired and overworked and I just want a nap maybe a vacation too.

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mixed up between playing baldurs gate 3, reading baldurs gate 3 fanfics or looking at baldurs gate 3 on tumblr

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If this isn’t me especially with my three play throughs of the darn game. Two of which are single play throughs and one is a multiplayer with my partner. I been so tempted to also write fanfics of my tav x certain characters.

[ocprompts]

how did your oc and their parents get along?

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So when it comes to her parents, Xanaphia has mixed feelings depending on which parent she is referring to in general. She on one hand she adores her mother and would go to the ends of the world for her mother, Queen Saranya. It is nothing but positivity when it comes to talking about her mother and those around her will notice right away that she loves her mother and respects her based on her adoring tone. She has so much respect when it comes to her mom.

When it comes to her father, King Balthazar oh the other hand she is very cold and distant towards her father. It is gotten to the point with them that Xanaphia doesn’t even refer to her as her father as such but more as his title King Balthazar or just even plain Balthazar. If anyone mentions him to her she just shrugs and goes “Oh, him. Yeah I don’t talk to him anymore” and is non-chalant about it. Unlike her mother whom is constantly being updated on her life and adventuring, Xanaphia doesn’t update her father on anything that happens.

Don’t get her wrong she still loves them both but she obviously love her mother more than her father.

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Got to love my partner and how so chill he is when it comes to sudden changes or surprises. I’m with my mom in the physical rehab place with my partner and I suddenly go to the nurse who’s in my mom’s room with us:

Me: So my fiancé and I are wondering how my mom is doing and when she will get out of here.

My mom: 👀

My partner: 👀

Me: … (Thinking: Oh heck I accidently said fiancé and I’m not even engaged…yet)

My partner (Going with the flow): Yeah she’s a little nervous wreck.

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On making gifts

It's a love-hate relationship when it comes to creating things for people because I start getting nervous and thinking that my designing of gifts for others is inadequate. I though love to create things for others because it brings me joy to see those happy with the gifts I made them.

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It’s hard sometimes

It’s hard sometimes seeing your partner’s father treat you like their own daughter and love you like one when your own dad rather not acknowledge your existence all because you and him don’t see eye to eye and call out on his mistakes.

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3rd Day of SuperCon

Super late update but third day of SuperCon was fun. I got to finish chilling with my friends and walk around. Got some gifts for my friends and see their reaction to it. I didn’t get to play too much Dungeons and Dragons so it was a chill day mostly. We got to grab Starbucks and go home.

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Day 2 of SuperCon

Day two was a blast. I got almost everything I wanted and suprised my partner and friends with gifts. Today was a better day and I’m excited to see the final day.

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1st Day of SuperCon

First day of SuperCon was a success. It had some hiccup here and there with certain drama filled stuff but overall it was a good day. I can’t wait for tomrrow and hang out with my friend and her little group of LARPERS

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Auntie Upgrade!

You know your significant other’s family accept you and loves you like your family when your partner’s nephew casually just calls you their aunt out loud to their friends.

[ocprompts]

which oc do you hate the most? 

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The biggest oc I hate currently is my oc named Balthazar.