A boy I was in love with for a very long time is going to change schools this summer.After that I will never see him again.I know that I will forever think about him and what could’ve been, he will be a shadow of the fate that might was ment for me in another live.Always staying in the back of my mind.We will forever be unfinished buisness.But I also know that I won’t swallow my pride and reach out, it’s been going on to much.I will miss him so much, it feels like everything is going to change without him, this runs deeper.I am so afraid of forgetting him.But is it better to be shattered by the memories of someone who you will never see again than to shatter on the fact you forgot the person once so dear to you?I will forever yearn for the memories we’ve missed making.Haunted by the fading picture of him and the faint sound of his voice.Until I have forgotten him and there’s nothing left but a shadow.I don’t want him to leave, I can’t accept that fact that he’ll just simply be gone.I will never see him again.I hope he doesn’t forgets me and that I’ll stick to his mind the same way he does to mine.I rally don’t want him to be gone.I hope things will change in the next few months left for us.I hope he’ll see and he will reach for me one last time.It had already been bad, my heart aching for him and our soultie stretched to its limit and I don’t know how it will be when we go to separate schools, in different parts of the city, without even a possibility of accidentally running into each other.I don’t wanna get bad again.I don’t want to lose him.
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