[skybabyy56]

I remember this feeling of heartache. I remember it all too well. I never thought you would be the one to gift me this misery. Now I’m in a position where I don’t know which way is up, which way is down. I am numb. I can’t even feel my heart anymore. I am slipping into who I once was and I feel disgusting. Why don’t you want me anymore? I just want us to fix it instead of walking away. Are we going to take some time and then fix it? Are you just saying we’re taking a break to spare my feelings? I’m already hurting so if you’re actually done, just rip off the bandaid. I’d do anything for you, anytime, anywhere. I miss you. Whatever is going on in your head is a small battle, I just wish you’d let me help you fight it.

[skybabyy56]

You came to me with pain in your eyes. You told me you’re not good enough, that I deserve better, that I deserve someone who can love me the way I deserve to be loved. I say that’s bullshit. You are enough. You have always been enough. My heart feels like it’s been torn from my chest. My body feels like I’ve had the flu for weeks. My head feels like it’s been slammed against a wall one too many times. I’m cold, empty and I haven’t stopped shaking. You are home to me. But now I am homeless. You don’t want me. I don’t know what I did. All I know is, I want to do whatever it takes to make us whole again. You’re my best friend. Please don’t go.

[skybabyy56]

God please help me, I can’t lose this man. He’s the love of my life. Help me do better, I want to be better.

[alien]

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[the-book-diaries]

“…You can’t pick out the pieces you like and leave the rest. Being part of the whole thing, that’s the blessing.”

—

Natalie Babbitt, Tuck Everlasting

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[skybabyy56]

Why do I feel like I’m never enough? Why do I feel as if you’re pulling away? Why was everything absolutely perfect, just for it to feel like my world is crashing down around me? I’m trying to focus. I’m trying to get through the day without breaking. I’m trying to put a brave face on so no one will know I’m hurting. I’m trying. What happened? When we talk about how we’re feeling, I try my hardest to go straight to the point, but you keep talking in circles. I don’t know what’s going on because you’re not being clear. Tell me how to fix this. Tell me what you want me to do, I’ll do it. I don’t want to lose you. My heart is breaking, but I don’t think you even realize. I spent the whole night crying and praying that we will be okay. I don’t want anything other than you. I miss how we were. I miss how we acted, how we looked into each others eyes with so much love, how we always made it known that we were in love with each other. What happened? I’m scared. I’m scared that you’ll walk away. I’m scared that this will just be it, that you’ll be the one that got away. We can’t let this fail. We have to keep pushing, I just need to know that you feel the same. I’m so sorry for whatever I did that pushed you away.

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[poems-and-word]

“I forgot everything. Your lips were so beautiful.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, Lipstick- A College Comedy (via books-n-quotes)

[antiguy]

Cycles

We were strangers.

We were friends.

We were lovers.

Now, let’s go back

to where it all began.

[ajw-poetry]

Nightingale.

You are what every poet seeks,

The reason we write and the one in our dreams.

You taught me to feel alive,

Told me

“Behind every breath is the

Meaning of life”.

My heart so full,

It could burst at the seam.

Until the night memories became poison for me.

As you went away,

My heart in your hand,

I learned love is not as simple as I believed.

Love isn’t always gentle,

Kind or easy.

Love is something you can’t describe -

What every author tries to write, but

Never captures the feeling inside.

You gave me a stepping stone,

A pathway to walk where I could

Create

Beautifully.

And the day you went away

My inspiration followed dutifully.

As if

You

Were the one allowing me to write,

The force connecting my

Pen to my mind.

Now in your absence,

So goes my rhythm -

The cadence of your voice no longer in the picture.

Your smile now a fading memory.

My last words to you,

“I hope you find peace”.

And when you do,

Please remember me.

Sing to me through the silence of my sleep,

Laugh with me so hard we can’t breathe.

Until next time our souls meet,

Goodnight -

To an angel,

Prematurely freed.

[zehrasky]

I fell in love

With the corny jokes you make,

The funny laughs,

The comforting silence.

I fell in love with your smiles

But seeing them today,

I know, I know for sure that

They are slowly killing me.

a.t.v

[poems-and-word]

“All I do is live in memories I’m trying to forget.”

— Trauma, The Story of a Loner (via books-n-quotes)

[poems-and-word]

“A taste of honey is worse than none at all.”

— Smokey Robinson, I Second That Emotion (via music-and-quotes)

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