kenan yildiz reading: ideal type + as a boyfriend
hi hi! i decided to do a reading on kenan today as i got a couple requests about him. i'm not too familiar with him and ngl i do find it insane how he's so much younger than me but here it is regardless. hope you enjoy!
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10 of pentacles, 4 of swords, 2 of pentacles, the star rx, the high priestess | advocate, peacock, yin: intuition, trust, patience, spirituality and receptivity
immediately i feel like who his parents approve of plays a huge role in who he likes/prefers. i see that parental or familial acceptance is huge to him and is a deal breaker, he might even be into someone who reminds him of his family or they have a similar background or upbringing. i know he's mixed, so he might seek refuge or find similarity with someone who has a mixed or unique background like him. with the 10 of pentacles as well, he's not into flings and wants to only be in a relationship when he sees there's a potential for something long term. i'm also sensing he might have some attachment issues or mummy issues, so he could go for older people who fill that void for him. again he's 19 so i largely think he's still figuring himself out and he doesn't seem to prioritise love at the moment, so in this moment his ideal type is someone who can fit into his schedule or familial dynamics. he seems to like predictable people, people who can be taken at face value and essentially what you see is what you get. i feel that he doesn't have the best attention span lmao, so he wants someone patient with him and act as a sort of guide. with the 4 of swords, he seems to want someone who's very calm and able to set his mind at ease. other people might see this person as quite introverted or easily satisfied, but i'm sensing that it balances kenan's energy quite well, because he reads as a restless mind. with the 2 of pentacles, he wants someone who can balance multiple priorities at once, someone who's used to taking care of others but also can take care of themselves. sort of a domesticated energy and oddly enough i feel he could want someone who is like the eldest in their family because usually these people are used to taking care of others and focusing on playing multiple roles at once. he could want someone who can be his support system and take care of him at the same time. with the star rx, i feel that he could want someone who's not in the spotlight, someone who may seem unassuming and doesn't necessarily crave fame. you know how some couples enjoy being the centre of attention or being labelled as a "power couple", i feel like kenan is the opposite of that and just wants a "normal" relationship whatever that means to him. with the high priestess on the bottom, religion is a huge factor for him or some sort of spiritual pull. honestly, i wouldn't even be surprised if his parents end up setting him up down the line lmao, but yeah he wants someone who shares the same faith or beliefs with him. with this card on the bottom too, it definitely tells me that he has an idea of what he wants his person to be but doesn't have the fine details down which will ultimately come with experience.
from his oracle pull, i can definitely see he is into someone who is incredibly feminine with their energy. since he is also a taurus it doesn't surprise me that he wants someone to spoil, so the energy of his 3 oracle cards really radiate someone who is more of a receiver, and their role of giving is more of the nurturing emotional giver rather than material. the advocate card reminds me of someone who uses their voice or power to uplift others, understanding that they might be able to influence to help those in need. someone who's a philanthropist or is outspoken about charity seems to really speak to him. the peacock card describes someone who can assimilate and digest all experiences in life, someone who doesn't hold grudges or resentment. i also feel that this energy describes someone who is confident, kind and has a lot of inner beauty that radiates out, they accept themselves and others wholeheartedly. the yin card encompasses all the feminine energy with the astrological signs, so all water signs and earth signs embody this energy. he wants someone who can protect him, yet also nurture him which again comes back to that idea of the maternal role. he wants someone who is patient with him and willing to act as his guide, as sometimes he can be over his own head and he needs a presence in order to ground and balance his energy. with his energy, i wanna reiterate that he is still SO young so he's still figuring himself out. although i do see certain aspects that seems to be the foundation of who envisions his ideal type to be (e.g: his parents approval), he still has so much growth to experience so i won't be surprised if this changes in the next 2-5 years.
3 of pentacles rx, 4 of wands, 6 of swords, the fool rx, 5 of cups rx | child: orphan, dragonfly, house four: cultural and family roots, home, peace and comfort
when i was pulling this spread, i kept hearing that he's not present at all times which reinforces the restless message i picked up from the previous spread. in my opinion, i get the vibe that he can be quite possessive at times with the 3 of pentacles rx, it makes sense due to his taurus sun and venus. with the 6 swords, it tells me he won't often be the overly present boyfriend. it makes sense given that his occupation often causes him to travel and be away for periods. i'm getting the image that kenan could be someone who struggles with object permanence (random i know) but let me explain, the vision i get that ties into the definition of this card is how he could struggle with being fully present in something if it's not something he often interacts with daily. so for example, he could struggle with being present in a relationship if it was a long-distance thing because it's not something that is in front of him explicitly (i hope i'm making sense). he reads as someone who struggles to multitask, and it could be due to his age. like he still needs time and experience to balance his work and personal life. with the fool rx, i feel like kenan could be someone who struggles with letting go of faults. like he could unknowingly be someone who has grudges or stays longer than necessary in an unhealthy relationship. i'm not sure if he's an only child, but his energy gives me the feeling that he is. i see that he's quite hard on himself, and forgiveness is a big theme that he's learning right now. he has a large fear of failure, which ties into why i think he struggles to leave relationships or connections when needed. i think it all ties into his age again. he's not even 20 yet, so he's still figuring it out.
kenan could have a tendency to be hyperindependent and struggle to ask for help. partly due to him needing to conquer his fears due to his survival, and how he's learnt to be independent for a while now. the dragonfly card describes kenan as a light that emits joyful and restless energy, he seems to be caught up in his own head and constantly thinks about the big picture/future. he does have a lot of wisdom within himself, but it's like he needs the experience to use those pearls of wisdom. with house four, it tells me that he prides himself on his home life as a partner. he could prefer doing more domesticated things or what people see as "mundane". he places a lot of importance on his and his loved ones' comfort, so he could be really into providing a space or haven that focuses on peace and a sense of belonging. he seems to be really tied to his roots, so his german/turkish upbringing could be really prevalent in his home life.
so that’s it for the reading! let me know if you have any feedback, questions or requests! my askbox is always open for a chat as well <3 sending you love and light always :) hope you enjoyed!
