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When listening to “Walkin On Water” does anybody else look upwards and sing “Crashing waves but I’ll never fall” at Seungmin’s part near the end like how he does in the music video

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I don’t know what thoughts to trust because my brain will twist and exaggerate things to the point it starts making false memories

This doesn’t just happen with me and the things that I’ve done because my brain couldn’t just stop there no it also makes sure that I carefully analyze everybody and their actions and their words and I feel guilty on their behalf

The feeling when you perceive something as odd and your brain is like “yeah this was done with malice” but nobody else seems to think so is actually such a weird feeling it makes me feel insane like was this thing that happened actually gross or what because why is everybody laughing was this not meant to be taken seriously

It is actually exhausting and so scary I do not remember the last time I’ve had even a moment of peace not even in my sleep bro I always have nightmares

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I’m so tired of this

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seo changbin in Stray Kids "RUN IT" M/V

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THIS & THAT ALBUM PREVIEWS YAYAYAYAYAYA

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I TOOK A SCREENSHOT OF PRETTY MUCH ALMOST EVERY FRAME IN THE THIS & THAT TRAILER I’M SO EXCITED BRO I LOVE THIS CONCEPT

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THIS & THAT TRAILER DROP OH MY GOSH I’M SO EXCITED I LOVE THIS CONCEPT

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This post includes things like me talking about my experience with OCD and anxiety and stuff along those lines like real event OCD and my thought process and things that could potentially be triggering so if you plan to read this then proceed with caution because there’s a lot

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Expressing my thoughts and my feelings is difficult when you’re awkward and everything is all scattered inside of your mind and hidden and crinkled into a paper ball that has been scribbled on and drowned out by the voice in your head twisting every word and making everything what it’s not and it will hold on tight to any amount of discomfort and distress and anxiety you may be feeling because of the way you may have perceived something and no matter the amount of researching and reassurance and analyzing every detail the feeling that something just does not seem right will forever linger and it makes you feel trapped in your own body and it makes you feel scared to tell anyone about said thoughts because you are scared on how they might react and it’s terrifying and it makes it so you do not ever trust your own judgment because you genuinely do not know if your brain is making it out to be absolutely not what it is or if your worry is valid because that is exactly what happened but again you can’t ask anyone about these things because you really just don’t know if you’re overthinking it or not because saying these things that you’re worrying about either makes you feel like you’re confessing for something that you’ve done that you think might be genuinely terrible or it seems like you’re accusing somebody else of doing something genuinely terrible even if the intention was not ill nor malicious but you can’t figure out if what was done was actually bad because once again your brain likes to turn something that could’ve been completely harmless and not done with any malicious intent into something where your brain believes you or that person should be locked away forever like I genuinely do not know what to believe when something seems weird in a bad way but nobody else seemed to think so because maybe it was never meant to be that way

Like my past actions haunt me to this day and they genuinely make me believe that I deserve the death sentence but how do I know if I can’t tell anyone about these things because I see these actions as terrible and I feel like a monster even the rare chance that I do tell somebody because it’s my last resort (kinda why I’m posting this because my brain is currently refusing to move on from something even though I’ve already gathered everything I could to come to a conclusion) because I’m freaking out and I need to know if what I did made me a bad person (which they have always reassured me that it’s okay) I still can not believe anything they tell me because in my mind I believe that I’m the worst person out there and I’m terrible and I still feel that way it sends me into a panic attack thinking about my past actions because I genuinely don’t know if I deserve to be here anymore after what I’ve done I feel so guilty and I really just don’t know what to do anymore this is an endless cycle and I think I genuinely need help

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I HAVEN’T SEE ANYONE TALK ABOUT THESE SEUNGMIN LOOKS

HE IS SO COOL

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I LOVED THIS CLIP SO MUCH I TURNED IT INTO A GIF

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I CAN’T SLEEP….

THINKING ABOUT NEW STRAY KIDS VIDEO

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I AM HYPED I AM SO HYPED THE NEW STRAY KIDS VIDEO ON THEIR YOUTUBE IS SO OH MY GOSH I’M SO EXCITED

I FEEL SO INSPIRED I NEED TO DRAW THIS WHAT WHAT WHAT

I AM PACING AROUND RIGHT NOW.

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I am frustrated I am overwhelmed I am upset

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