I Want To Meet My Goals

Height: 4’11 Hw:117lbs(53kg) Cw:110lbs(50kg)Gw:100lbs(45kg)Ugw:88lbs(40kg) 🏳️‍🌈

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Hi! I’m trying to find a fic on ao3 where stiles and (I think) Derek plan a new training session where stiles and the non-werewolves hide around the preserve with different obstacles surrounding them for the rest of the pack to find them. I know that one of the obstacles was a field of wolfbane flowers surrounding one of the girls I can’t remember who. But I know that stiles is the last to be found and that he used runes drawn of tree to hide. Derek doesn’t participate bc it would be too easy for him. Please help me find it I’ve spent hours going through my history 😭😭😭

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

RANT/VENT

Tw anxiety disorder mention

Okay so I’m kinda upset. Well more frustrated then anything. So I literally like straight up told me mother that I think I have anxiety like social or generalized anxiety and I’ve taken online screening test that all have the same result saying that I most likely have an anxiety disorder. Yet when i told my mother that I think o have anxiety or at least should get it checked out she told me that “oh don’t worry I get anxiety too” and to “ just drink water”. Um what. Like yes I recognize that we could both be suffering from some issues but I’m asking you to get me some help so wtf?? This makes me super frustrated bc I want to get help bc I know it’s affecting my badly but I can’t do anything about it.

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

TWWWW DONT READ OF YOU GET TRIGGED EASILY

Guess what just happened

Mother thinks I’m depressed and cutting :/

I mean technically true, but do I want her to know?

No. Well then guess it’s time to hide my shit and have all my family members know bc my mom loves to gossip about her children:)

*insert lip biting fboy face*

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Yk I would love to do like 48 hour fasts but I can’t bc people would notice which sucks ass. The only time I can do 24 hour fasts are only on very specific days and even then sometimes someone catches me not eating so I have to eat so they don’t think I have a ed.

:( this makes me upset

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

You know what sucks? I work out often bc I have cheer practice and bc of that I got a fat ass. Like I’m trying to lose weight but I can’t tell if a pair of pants doing fit me bc of my ass or bc I’m fat. Like the waist will be big on me but so tight on my butt. Does anyone one else have this problem???

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I feel like shit. I fell of track bc I gained 5lbs after I hit my Lw and i just kept on gaining. FUCK ME. God I fucked up but Ik I have to make this right and lose all the weight. It doesn’t even make sense tho cuz I was always under 1000 cals a day and I was intermittent fast so wtfffff???? Anyways does anybody have any tips to lose some weight before summer?

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Is it just me or does the song happier by marshmallow and Bastille hit different

Like it’s upbeat but so fucking sad

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Okay does anyone’s stomach go

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Like it’s flat on the top but then there’s a little pouch on the bottom????

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I just read an article that said if you don’t have enough calories then you can gain weight and I think that’s what happened to me but I’m too scared to increase:(((

I really want to get my Goal weight by summer tho so I might have to do that and exercise more

This is gonna be tough but if I really want my gw then I will get it

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Okay so I intermittent fast and restrict but I’m still gaining??? Like hello you’re supposed to do the opposite body? Anyways does anybody know why this is happening?

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I’m so scared

I’m going on a trip to my family’s cabin for a week and I don’t know what I’m going to do when my family makes me eat with them or when they buy food.

Any tips? I can’t say I’m not hungry bc then they’ll force me to eat

[callistomist-deactivated2020091]

I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe. 

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Distractions;

Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts. 

-Draw something

-This website translates the time into colours.

-Create your own galaxy.

-Play flowing.

-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like. 

-Listen to music.

-Calm.

-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.

Sleep issues; 

- 8 hour sleep music.

-Rainy mood. 

-Meditation.

-Coping with nightmares.

-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.

-Calm

-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively. 

 Uncomfortable with silence; 

-Rainy mood.

-10 hours of rain and thunder.

-3 hours of rain and thunder.

-Human heartbeat.

-Rainforest.

-Sound of rain on a tin roof.

-Autumn wind.

-Rain on a tent

-Traffic in the rain.

-Soft traffic. 

-Fan.

-Train.

-Simply noise.

-My noise.

-Rainy cafe.

Anxiety; 

-How to stop worrying. 

-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.

-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques. 

-Self-help strategies for anxiety. 

-Helping a friend with anxiety. 

-All about worrying.

-8 myths about anxiety. 

Sad, angry and depressed/depression; 

-“I’m always sad”

-Feeling sad.

-Going through trauma.

-“I’m always angry”.

-Anger management. 

-All about anger.

-National helplines and websites.

-Self-help strategies for depression.

-Dealing with depression at work.

-Dealing with depression at school.

Isolation and loneliness; 

-Pets and mental health.

-All about loneliness. 

-“I feel so alone”

-10 more ideas to help with loneliness. 

-How to deal with loneliness.

 Self-harm;

-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.

-146 things to do besides self-harm.

-More alternatives to self-harm.

-Self-harm alternatives.

-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.

-Getting rid of scars.  

Addiction; 

-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.

-What is addiction?

-All about alcohol and addiction.

-The facts about drug addiction.

 Eating disorders; 

-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.

-Eating disorder treatments. 

-Support services for eating disorders. 

-Self-help tips with eating disorders.

-Eating disorder recovery. 

-Recovering from an eating disorder. 

-100+ reasons to recover. 

-Understanding and managing eating disorders. 

 Dealing with self-hatred;  

-3 ways to ease self-loathing. 

-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.

-Self-hatred resources.

-10 step plan to deal with self-hate. 

 Suicidal; 

-International suicide hotlines (1)  (2)

-Preventing suicide. 

-Reasons to stay alive.

-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.

-Coping with suicidal ideation.  

 Schizophrenia;

-All about schizophrenia.  

-Helping a person with schizophrenia.  

-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.  

-Delusions and hallucinations.  

OCD;

-Managing your OCD at home. 

-Overcoming OCD.

-How to cope with OCD. 

-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments. 

Borderline personality disorder; 

-Helping someone with BPD. 

-All about personality disorders.

-Treatment for BPD.

Abuse; 

-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships. 

-Emotional abuse

-Overcoming sexual abuse. 

-Hotlines services. 

-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship. 

-Domestic violence support. 

-Signs of an abusive relationship. 

-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship. 

-Surviving abuse. 

-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed. 

-Sexual assault support.

-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused. 

 Bullying;

-How to stand up against bullying.

-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.

-How to help stop people bullying you. 

 Loss and grief; 

-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.

-Grieving for a stranger. 

-Common reactions to death. 

-Working through grief.

(Other loss and grief)

-Moving away from friends and family. 

-Coping with a breakup.

 Getting help; 

-Seeking help early. 

-All about psychological treatments. 

-Types of help.

-All about age and confidentiality. 

Things you need to remember; 

- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.

-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not. 

- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this. 

-You are not alone. 

-You are enough. 

-You are important. 

-You are worth it. 

-You are strong. 

-You are not a failure, 

-Good people exist. 

-Reaching out shows strength. 

-Breathe. 

-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you. 

-Give yourself credit. 

-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones. 

-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend. 

-Focus on the things you can change. 

-Let go of toxic people. 

-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do. 

-Try not to beat yourself up. 

-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next. 

-You are not a bother.

-Your existence is more than your appearance. 

-You are smart. 

-You are loved. 

-You are wanted. 

-You are needed. 

-Better days are coming. 

-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright. 

-You have more potential than you think. 

- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.

Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Rebloging to remind myself

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I was doing so fucking good until today where I binged the moment I got home from freaking school 😡😡 the only way I kinda (keyword kinda) redeemed myself was that I purged after

But anyways still fuck me

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I just realized that summer is coming soon so i REALLY need to lose the weight bc my cheerleading gym is really hot so we take our shirts off but I’m so fat so I don’t do that but I really don’t want to pass out from the heat so idk what to dooooo

My god that was a mess but the point still stands that I need to get skinny so I’m not as insecure when it’s summer

Yk I really wish that I looked like all the thinspo I see here ;(

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

I’ve been doing this and my abs are so sore.

It’s the third day too💀but like I’ll do anything to get that body tho

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[actualsideburns]

Cant hurt

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

PLEASE

[sl-ex-error-dontfindmeplz]

Looked in a mirror and I feel and look fat :)

Fuck me