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Akira ! system+nd ! kinda vent blog

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INTRODUCTION ||

Akira || host

keywords: creative, obnoxious, sensitive

18 yrs old

genderfluid

he/they/it

virgo

infp

pansexual, polyamorous

nd (autistic) + bipolar + osdd

likes: fashion, music (indie rock, emo, scene, weirdcore), watching anime, gurocore

dislikes: useless violence, crowds, loud noises and milk

hobbies: drawing, sewing and singing

triggers: su1c1d3, sh, bullying, sa, homophobia

main kins: - akira fudo (dmcb),

- 2d (gorillaz)

- spinel (steven universe)

- kazutora hanemiya (tokyo revengers)

- kokichi ouma(drv3)

- sal fisher(sally face)

- sunny (omori)

- karamatsu matsuno (osomatsu-san)

Draken || protector, gatekeeper, ish

keywords: observant, empathic, respectful

21 yrs old

male

he/him

taurus

esfj

achillean

likes: music (trap metal, grunge, alt rock), helping, walk alone, dogs

dislikes: disrespect, cowards, liars

hobbies: working out, reading

triggers: none

main kins: none

Jimin || protector, caretaker

keywords: stoic, calm, consistent

18 yrs old

male

he/him

capricorn

istf

pansexual

likes: goth music (post-punk, batcave, new wave...), coffee, rain, nighttime, folklore

dislikes: noise, hot weather, peer pressure, bright colors, stupidity

hobbies: reading, drawing, cryptology

triggers: none

main kins: - rantarou amami (drv3)

- ryo asuka (devilman)

- levi ackerman (snk)

- mitsuya takashi (tokyo revengers)

- dirk strider (homestuck)

- louis (beastars)

Omori || trauma holder, persecutor, little

keywords: cold, silent, watching

10-12 yrs old

male

he/him

cancer

???

bi

selective mutism

likes: silence, rainy days, boba tea, animals

dislikes: religions, ideologies, crowds, loud noises, people, being outside

hobbies: sleeping

triggers: su1c1d3, sh, religion

main kins: none

Dee || trauma holder, persecutor

keywords: curious, clever, insecure

16 yrs old

demiboy

he/they

???

intj

bi

nd (autistic)

likes: music (nu metal, punk rock, screamo) occultism, history, cemeteries, watching animes

dislikes: foolishness, wasting time, rom coms

hobbies: reading, philosophy, psychology

triggers: bullying, alcohol, drugs

main kins: - ryo asuka (dmcb)

- alastor (hazbin hotel)

- kaneki ken (tokyo ghoul)

Izels || nonhuman alter, caretaker

keywords: ethereal, detached, gentle

???

nonbinary

it/sylv/leaf/tree/forest

gemini ?

enfp

asexual

likes: nature in general, art, sunbathing, rain, tea, plants, green witchcraft, folklore

dislikes: pollution, violence, sour and/or spicy food, meat

hobbies: dance, singing, gardening

triggers: none

main kins: - legolas (lotr)

- howl pendragon (howl's moving castle)

- basil (omori)

- pearl (steven universe)

- kanaya maryam (homestuck)

Dave || trauma holder

keywords: lonely, irony, chill

17 yrs old

male

he/him

sagittarius

infp

???pansexual???achillean???

likes: music (alt rock, hiphop, breakcore, scene, pretty much anything), energy drinks, animes, video games, cryptids, ✨apple juice✨

dislikes: bullying, peer pressure, homophobia, violence, peppers, hot weather

hobbies: mixing, music

triggers: sa, homophobia, blood, hospitals

main kins: - ibuki mioda (drv2)

- larry johnson (sally face)

- chifuyu matsuno (tokyo revengers)

- blitzo (helluva boss)

- nagito komaeda (drv2)

Popee || little

keywords: sweet, naive, loving

9-11 yrs old

female

she/her

virgo

enfp

panromantic, ace

likes: vocaloids, animes, lolita fashion, mlp, dogs, plushies

dislikes: crowds, sudden loud noises, bugs, spicy food, oignons, being in the dark

triggers: blood, hospitals

hobbies: drawing, para para, dance

main kins : - pinkie pie (mlp)

- deku (bnha)

- juuzou suzuya (tokyo ghoul)

- jyushimatsu matsuno (osomatsu-san)

Dusty || ANP

keywords: sociable, easy going, average

17 yrs old

male

he/him

libra

enfp

ace

likes: music (country, indie, kpop), fall, art galleries and museums, playing piano, coffee, apples, video games

dislikes: night time, tea

triggers: none

hobbies: none

main kins: - hermes (lore olympus)

- cole cassidy (overwatch)

- hero (omori)

- naruto uzumaki (naruto)

- kirishima eijirou (bnha)

Gamzee || persecutor

keywords: unstable, loud, imaginative

17 yrs old

nonbinary

he/they/it/honk

aquarius

enfp

poly

likes: burning things, jokes and puns, music, icp, clowncore, sm0king, energy drinks, naps, musicals

dislikes: rules, boredom, tuna, wearing a skirt or a dress, milk

hobbies: arson, sleeping

main kins: - beetlejuice

- fizzaroli (helluva boss)

- popee (popee the performer)

Jinx || persecutor, trauma holder

keywords : prankster, hype, dependent

16 yrs old

demigirl

she/they

pisces

enfp

pansexual, aro

likes : our mom, crafting, singing, watching cartoons and/or animes, doodling, dogs, sugary treats

dislikes : rules, our sister, people in general, being ordered around

hobbies : nothing really

main kins : none

Bakugou || protector, trauma holder

keywords : kinda mellow, pride, distant

17 yrs old

male

he/him

taurus

entj

achillean, demisexual

likes : indie/alt/post-punk/garage rock, britpop, lemons, artic monkeys, grunge, horror movies, murder cases

dislikes : pity, asking for help, feeling weak, injustice

Hope you'll like it here !(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。

[traumatizeddfox]

i get so angry when people make my trauma about them. like wow yes i’m sorry i’m hard to deal with now and that ur miserable but imagine what it’s like actually being me

[shyampyari]

For scientific reasons

Entps tell me what makes you want to throw your laptop out of the window

For scientific reasons, I promise

[sl4ught3r3d-4ngel]

When someone explains the same thing again and again to me

AND come busting my ears because I don't use the same technique or organization

fck u ! it's not the way but the result the most important

[sl4ught3r3d-4ngel]

I don't need m3anspø

I already have my sister gaslighting me :)

we love support between siblings <3 ~♡

[confessions-of-a-cuttingfreak]

Is it weird that i actually never cry even when i do self harm?

I just feel numb

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Draken-

Pink pantheress voice is so comforting

It sounds so familiar

I like it

I really like it

Makes me think about Emma

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Akira -

It so fucking funny when you have a fictive alter, and you're reading something about their source

I was reading headcanons about tokyo revengers on tumblr, some were fluff andddddd others...

nsfw

And I could literally hear and feel Draken cringing so hard ! XD

So disgusted

I don't think he has any respect for me anymore

I wonder if he ever had ._.

But idgaf, i actually gonna start take requests and post headcanons, scenarios or short fanfic

Idk I'll see :)

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Akira -

I'm trying to be healthier and eat everyday

But it hurts so bad, when I ask my sister what we're having for dinner and she's telling me she didn't count me in, because I'm never hungry

So I was like 'so it's my fault?' to which she said 'yes' with a big sarcastic smile :)

Yes it's my fault

For having an eating disorder

Thank you, next time I won't ask to eat

Because clearly I shouldn't :3

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Akira-

unbelievable

when I say my sister is our mom's favorite

today my sister seemed a little off, my mom got worried and came to me like 'i think there's smth with your sister today'

So I tried helping her

what got me so upset is

that she doesn't give a fuck seeing my mental state getting worst again

it's like, me being depressed is a normal thing

i worked so hard trying to get better

and now I'm falling back again

but it's okay, it's totally normal

it's just how I am ig

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Akira-

Today I went to the mall with my brother (and he so annoying gf) and my sister, it was really hard to stand with all the people and noises

And the fact that more then the half of the people were watching me like a fucking freak

My siblings always see me as the troubled rebel teen

And pretty much always blaming me for pretty much

I only came to make them happy and find a miku sweater that I saw on the website of one those shops

At the end of the day, my siblings are more annoyed than anything

And I didn't got my fucking miku sweater

So let's say I'm a little bit upset

TW: SH, DEPRESSING TOUGHTS, SUICIDE

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I shouldn't have come

It's been like 2-3 weeks that I'm not going out, the only time I got out of my house was just to see my partner

I shouldn't have fucking come

I don't belong here

I don't belong anywhere

I should have stayed in my room bleeding myself till death, cover my body of cuts

All I want is for this pain to disappear

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Akira-

I wanna die

I wanna die

I wanna die

I hate myself

I wanna cover my body in cuts

Fucking bleed myself till death

Please just end it all

I can't stand it anymore

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Dee -

I did the MBTI test not long ago

according to this test, I'm an INTJ 'The Architect'

Introvert Intuitive Thinking Judgement

I'm really pleased to see that I share this profile with Thranduil, Hannibal, Severus but most importantly Gandalf

(If you can't guess I'm really into The Lord of the Rings, and all Tolkien works and lore)

Am I really a cold hearted asshole mastermind ?

neat

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Dee -

Usually people are really boring to me, no well built conversation, no searched thoughts or good references.

I don't give a single fuck being alone

Having no friends

I found one person with conversation and so interesting way of thinking

So fuck everybody else

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Akira -

Today I was on a date with my partner :3

It was like the BEST date I ever had

Like we went crystal shopping, we talked a whole lot, it was so funny! We were holding hands, and they were putting their head on my shoulder aaaaaaah

I love them sm ;-;

And at some point I had a little anxiety attack and age regressed, and they weren't ashamed of me! Like they took really good care of me and didn't judge me TwT

fck I'm so in love...

They met Popee! ( one of the alter, she's a little) idk if they know that I ended up switching :/

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Dave -

Do you know that feeling when your partner puts up with :

- your shitty humour

- your never lasting irony

- you calling them "bro" "dude" or "man

Yes that feeling when you know you're with the right person

[eepyness]

"Neopronouns are made up!!!" ah yes, made up pronouns, as opposed to the organic, 100% natural she/he/they pronouns, handpicked from the trees

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>:]

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Akira -

As a neurodivergant person, I can totally get that some people doesn't like neopronouns or xenogendenders

( I myself use neopronouns and see me in many xenogenders )

Even some nd people doesn't too.

Most people find them stupid,

Or see them as a negative representation of gender and identity of nd people.

But I think you must consider that not EVERYONE perceive gender the same way, it may seem stupid to you but it's not for other people.

You can think whatever you want, you have all the rights to express your opinions.

What you don't have the right to is to shame and harass people who doesn't have the same opinions as you do.

So please

STOP BEING ASSHOLES

, it'll save us all time :o)