I don’t usually ask for help… with anything. I know there are people who have stronger needs then I do. I don’t even usually tell people when I’m going through hard times, because I don’t like making people sad or making them worry about me. However…
As I stated that other day, my mom and I be living in our car, starting tomorrow. We’ve been staying in my sister’s second bedroom in her apartment since early this year when we couldn’t afford to have our own apartment anymore, but I, nor my disabled mom have been able to get jobs. We’ve become too much of a strain on her and her husband and so we have to leave. We have no other family, no friends, and no support.
All of our things are in storage, but the bill is coming up soon and we will not pay for it and we will lose all of our belongings. We’ve run out of food money to the point where I’m only eating one meal a day most days to save what little we have.
If any of you have a little extra money you could give to help us out with our storage, food and gas, I’d appreciate it more then you could know. Anything would help. Here is my PayPal you can use to help us.
Also, if you could pass this post around to anyone you think could help too, I’d be very thankful.
Thank you all very much for even reading this. I love you all.
It’s now day 6 of living in our car. and I’m just so exha-fucking-usted. It’s pretty much taking everything in me to stay sitting straight up in the chair at the library. I don’t know what the FUCK I’m going to do about the fact that I start my first ever year of real schooling in just under 2 weeks (been home schooled all my life and signed up for financial aid before I knew we’d be homeless during my first semester of school-at least). Let alone pay for books. I’m just thankful that I didn’t sign up for honors (even though I qualified - Go me! LoL).
This one guy who’s been trying to get in my pants for… I want to say 3 or 4 YEARS saw that I’m going through this and is trying to offer me money to fuck him. HA Way to try to manipulate a bad situation, asshat… You guys don’t have to worry though… I’m not going to go it. Just thought I’d share the fucked-up-ness with y’all. LoL Oh, I didn’t mention the fact that he has a girl friend, did I? Yeah, well, he does. Sicko tried tell me (and I quote) “but it’s just for fun” >,<
One of my LEAST favorite part of my life right now is that I’m fucking crying WAY more then I’d appreciate. In normal life, I probably cry… I don’t know… Somewhere in the single digits (1-9) times a year… I just don’t cry. It gives me headaches. Every time. Not to mention the fact that I like to be happy. I like to see the bright side of things… at the time. I’m the first person to push aside a frown to replace with a smile. A smile to share and pass along… I just can’t do it anymore. Even when people smile at me, all I can muster is a half assed tighten of my lips, that couldn’t even be called a smile.
Thank you all for being here for me through this… You have no idea what it means to me to know you all are just an internet connection away… So thank you for being my light in the fucked up darkness that is this time in my life.
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