ladorischl

bi, 21,multifandom! !!!𝗥𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗦 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗘𝗗, 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗔 𝗟𝗢𝗡𝗚 𝗕𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗞!!! (finally liking smut)

[slayingqueenchal]

Slayingqueenchal / ladorischl writers guide

How to write, about my account and I, and more!

This contains :

About my account

Rules

Character I write for

Get to know me

Writers supports writers

Report a copycat

Writing style

Book recommendations

How books can effect your works

Writing journey

Opinions about j.k rowling

How to write, a guide from slayingqueenchal

You and writing against a busy world

About my account :

Heyy, maybe you're confused on why I'm posting this, but it's just a bit of a heads up for my account.

As some of you know, I've lost my email for this acc and somehow I still have access to it. I've decided that, I won't make any backups, and if I do lose this acc my writing style, and name would be similar. (If I do make another acc)

But feel free to unfollow since I have a lot, I mean A LOT of things to do, like uni, work, and a lot more stuff more relevant than this.

I won't stop posting! But I'll post less, and I'll be active too.

Rules :

Im not the kind to set up rules, but here it is

Always taking requests, but if they don't follow the rules, i won't make them

I now do smut fanfiction.

If you already asked another person in Tumblr to make a fanfic about the same character with the same idea, either tell me who they are (so I could tag them) or don't request it

Im not writing a fanfic about anybody ( as in irl) who are uncomfortable with fanfic

I accept requests of characters/person of any genders!

Maybe those are the rules for now, but thank you for being here this far! I want to show you the characters that I write for

Enola holmes

Tewkesbury

ST

Steve H (unpopular)

HP (MARAUDERS, GOLDEN TRIO ERA)

Sirius b

Regulus a.b

James f.p

Remus j.l( most popular)

LOTR

Draco l.m

Ronald w.

Frodo b (least popular)

MARVEL

James b.b

Marc s., Steven g., Jake l.

IRL

Timothee c

Avatar

Loak

Neteyam

Hunger games

Finnick o.

Feel free to tell me if you want to take a fanfic down, (though you have to tell me why, example : you made a similar fanfic and you're not okay with mind, etc)

I occasionally take a week or two breaks so, don't be surprised if I'm gone and suddenly appear, but other than that, thankyou for reading this, I hope you enjoy my writings!

Get to know me :

My name is Doris, hello, I'm a delusional 21 y/o who writes fanfic for herself and other delusional people 🤗

Writers support writers :

If you want a little help, if you think you wrote something really interesting and you think you want more people to see it, send me the link through 'ask' and I'll reblog it.

This doesn't mean all of the posts I reblog are requested, all of them are amazing requested or not requested, I just have this idea and thought this was amazing and helpful <3

Report a copycat :

If you notice someone's fanfic is mine, I would appreciate if you send it through 'ask' or tag me, but if you see a similar one, but not the same, let it slide

And this is not just for me, all writers appreciate if you tell them someone copied their precious works

Writing style :

Personally, I could rarely read first person perspective, and many people have that same problem.

I write with second person perspective, I can't write third person, but, I read both, and reading actual book and other fics

Book recommendations :

First of all, for a person who writes fanfics I barely read books, but there's are my favourites.

Chronicles of narnia, harry Potter series, lotr series, the picture of dorian gray, and a lot of classics.

How books can effect your works :

Books can make a huge difference in your writing.

Like I said I couldn't read first person perspective, but, surprisingly, I used to always read first person perspective.

But one book, or, well, fanfic, could change it. A long book could change what you're used to, you just have to get used to it!

Writing journey :

Draco malfoy. Draco started my writing journey, started from cringe worthy stories I write in my notes app, to actually publishing it here.

Draco malfoy was an asshole, I thought, then I thought of the boy who lived. One faithful day I decided to read a fic in wattpad. Changed my life.

It started with 'The boy who loved By ScribblingQuils' that was long. But that was and always is the best fic I've ever read.

And, because it was long, and it took me like, almost three months to read it (slow reader girlie) it changes how I read other fanfics, and I think that's a good thing, a new era isn't it.

Opinions about j.k rowling :

I'm gonna play devils advocate, and go to both sides

J.K side, for me, she's a hard working women, and she's more of the older side of the spectrum and I get why shes not that open minded about trans.

Our side, just because she's old, that doesn't mean she has to hate them, and she's just quite controversial, and sometimes money grabbing

How to write, a guide from slayingqueenchal :

So, there's so many ways to write. But, I like a more poetical turn. A classic-yet modern writing style.

Like, some times not using very, ex : very angry to enraged, said to chatted, big to tremendous.

Even though these big words some times are hard to understand, it just makes anything you write less dead.

Imagine reading a book

Lucy walks into the big castle, only to find her brother very angry. "You're very angry! You're not thinking straight! " Said Lucy. "Oh I'm not mad, lu" Said the boy.

It's so boring, well, not so, but it's just less interesting to read. Compare that to this.

As Lucy walks through the dark tremendous castle, anxious at what might comes next. Her breathing became faster, Her sword in front of her hand ready if anything tries to attack her. Nothing. Silence. Absolute silence. Until, she heard a laugh.

"Mason? Mason? Mason is that you" Lucy gasped, dropping her sword. Mason stood up, and walked closer to her, getting closer to whisper in her ears "Hello, sister". That voice, haunted Lucy for years. Lucy finally met his dead brother. "Alive, and well" Smiled the long haird boy.

"You left me there, ALONE! " Mason screamed, his veins showing. "I didn't mean to! ", " Of course! of course! " The boy laughed. Out of the blue, Mason slapped her on the face. "You're furious, this is mad! You're not thinking straight! ". Slowly, the boy grins " Oh, I'm not mad lu, this is just the start"

Might not be the best, but it still has more dimension than the first one. The trick is to imagine that you're actually in that world. Is it cold? Is it a small place or a big place? Is it dark? Is there magic in your world? Does everyone have magic? Does the magic hurts those who uses it? Potions? Can magic backfire? Whole loads of things to imagine.

Now I'm not going to explain everything but, these accounts on Instagram might help.

anyawritess, sophieporaykowrites,leewritess,selenewritess,schoolofplot, writing.storyteller

These accounts make writing way more aesthetic and less boring, so enjoy!

You and writing against a busy world :

Managing time can be tiring. But it's fine to take a break. Both one day break, or one year break. It's fine. Take a break. If you need some fresh air out of a fandom or writing, take a break, and if life seems a bit too hard, take a break. Readers will respect your decision, and you can comeback any time you want. The key is taking a break, and don't worry about it too much. For a lot of us writing is not a job, it's a hobby and a gift, and don't you dare exhaust your self because of this.

[slayingqueenchal]

i am going to uninstall this app and i dont know the email and password, this is a short goodbye, bye!

[slayingqueenchal]

supportive friend | Ronald weasley x fem!reader.

summary : you have been nothing but nice to ron.. Until he makes you upset.

warnings : angst, fourth year, YULE BALL IS HELD AFTER SECOND TASK.

"Harry Potter's stupid friend" The thought of ron saying that lingered in Harry's mind.

"Why can't you.. Talk some sense into him" Harry told you, making you nod "I tried Harry, but.. You know how he is, but he'll catch up soon enough, y-you can't possibly stress about him again, the first task is tomorrow"

Ron was always, how do I put it, the second choice, probably because of how many siblings he has.

It was pain in the ass, trying to convince ron to tell Harry about the dragons, so you and Hermione told him yourself.

You had a thing for him, that's why you care for him more than you care for basically anybody else.

After him and Harry made up, you were relieved. Relieved that you didn't have to comfort ron all day because of his insecurities, though, you liked comforting him.

Cuddling was something you, Harry, Hermione and ron used to do, Harry and Hermione let that go, but you and ron didn't.

You starved skin contact with ron, which is weird, but it's sadly the truth.

You were worried when you searched for ron and Hermione and they both weren't there. Harry told you that professor McGonagall called them, but it didn't stop you from worrying.

The next day the two were no where to be found, but you had to be there with Harry to be his emotional support.

"You'll be okay Harry, goodluck" You hugged the anxious boy, trying to make him feel more relaxed, but there was no difference.

You began to ask where your two other friends were, and only receiving 'I don't know'

Until, Cedric came up first with Cho, then Krum with Hermione.

You immediately rushed to her, hugging her, not caring if your robes would be wet.

"I thought you were gone! " You laughed, giving her a hot towel. "I thought so myself, professor McGonagall suddenly put a sleeping spell on us! " Hermione giggled.

But, the time ran out, and neither ron nor Harry was there, until to heads popped up. "Ron! " You gasped.

It was ron, and Gabrielle. You helped the two get up to the platform, along with Fleur.

"Oh my Lord ron! " You laughed. "Bloody hell, y/n it's a crazy story! " Ron shivered "professor McGonagall-", "you can tell me later, youre literally cold, come" You grabbed his hands.

You still wondered where Harry was, well, he did, show up, in a rather shocking way.

After getting the towels, you both came back to Harry. Before you could speak to him, Fleur immediate kissed Harry on the cheeks, and Ron too.

Your stomach fell into jealousy, and your mood was ruined, but it wasn't visible.

It wasn't visible but there was a clear difference between you and ron. There was no more cuddles, slight flirting, or anything.

And you did that. Even Harry questioned that.

When the Yule ball got announced, you immediately wanted to ask Ron out. Few days after McGonagall made the statement, you finally packed up the courage to ask him out.

But, he didn't show you any interest at all. And you know it's your fault, you were the first to distance away from him.

So, you have up without even trying to ask him. "Harry, do you have a date? " You sighed. "Nope, I'm getting desperate" Harry scoffed.

"What about we go together, as friends, platonic" You suggested. Oh and, ron was there. "Oh, i-" Harry tried to speak, but ron cutted him out. "That's a good idea, I think you two should go together" Before leaving.

"Yeah, I mean, the ball is in two days"

You tried to plaster a happy look on your face, for the ball.

You smiled through the whole dance, even though there were some errors.

"Harry that's my feet! " You hissed. "Oh yeah?" He stepped your foot again, making the two of you laugh.

Ron on the other hand left his date, frowning and shedding some tears.

You and Harry decided to visit him, but he was trying to get away.

"Ron, wait! " Suddenly, Harry disappeared into thin air, but you didn't care.

"What's wrong? " You asked. "Didnt.. I didn't go with the girl I wanted to go with" That statement punched you on the face.

"Oh.. Me neither.. But our dates isn't so bad" You tried to cheer him up. "Your date wasn't so bad, you went with Harry! "

"Who's the lucky girl? " You ask

"Who's the lucky boy" Ron ask.

"He made it clear that he doesn't wanna go with me" You said in front of him, knowing that it's about Ron himself. "That's a blind folk isn't it? You're amazing"

"He is blind, Ron, why are you so blind? " You mumbled. "What? ", " He's you ron, you're him, in talking about you! " Your eyes softened, but his face became somewhat angry.

"So you asked my bestfriend? " Ron huffed. "I didn't have the courage, besides you were completely uninterested, I gave up when you asked girls that are way prettier than me" You defended yourself.

"That's ridiculous, I would rather go with you! ", " Well that's the thing isn't it? I'm the second choice, the seventh choice, if you will"

"Why does that matter? " Ron ask. "Why does that matter? You know how it feels, Ron, you've complained to me about how shitty it feels to be the second choice! "

"But you never get to feel like that in any other way! " Ron protested. "But it still sucks" Your eyes became gloss.

"I wanted to go with you! " Ron said. "Liar" You teared up. "You were boasting about your plan on asking fleur, you didn't say anything about asking me out"

"So that's it? You're jealous, that's selfish! " Ron scoffed. "I hate you Ron!" You gave up on arguing the boy, fearing that you'll be hurt more.

You cried your whole way to the common room.

Actually, you sobbed.

You didn't talk the next day, or the next next day, or for a month.

You talked to Harry about it.

"It's not like youre bad but I really wanted to go with him! Besides you know ive liked him since first year, and I don't want to be the one who always does everything, always saying sorry, or doing something, sometimes I just want someone to do it, Ron! " You sighed "maybe we werent made for each other, maybe I'm just.. Delusional"

"Oh shut it, y/n, you two are cute together, I think Ron likes you. " Harry comforted, but it didn't work. "You think, but he doesn't"

"He wanted to go to the ball with you, not with Fleur, Fleur was the second choice, he just.. Didn't have enough in him to ask you out, and then you asked me out, and it made him a bit moody" Harry said, making you feel more horrible.

"He's been talking about.. To just ignore it all, you know, the thing with you and him? Ron wanted to act like nothing happened. "

"I can't do that, that's not--thats toxic"

As days passed, you became more and more sad. Hermione pitied you terribly, and started to distance herself from Ron too.

"Hermione, Ron is your bestfriend, you can't just cut that because of me? Hermione I'm ruining the friend group" You teared up.

You became more anxious. "You're overthinking it, y/n, it's okay, but, I can't let you be miserable like this, you have to try and feel better"

"I don't know if I can when I see him laughing with Harry, Hermione, he said the things he said because he felt bad, not because he likes me, honestly Hermione, I think I'm going to act like nothing happened."

"I don't think that's a good idea.. However if you think it's the best shot you've got.. I think its fine"

And there you were, walking with Ron, but never talking to him. You'd ignore him, even if he asks for the time.

"Y/n, will you stop ignoring me? " Ron ask. "I thought you wanted me to ignore you" You scoffed.

"I'm sorry okay? " Ron said, genuinely sounding sorry, and so you replied with "okay. Apology accepted"

"You're not doing great, y/n! " Ron stopped you from walking away. "I can obviously see that, thanks"

"Stop it with this whole thing, you can't keep doing this! "

"But I can, Ron"

"You'll be sick" Ron said worriedly. "Huh, didn't even know you'd care" You rolled your eyes.

"I want things to go back as normal, but, you can't just be like this all the time" Ron protested, "well this is the new normal, Ron, accept that"

Just like that, you left, feeling worse.

A week before the third task, you two were still on bad terms.

You've had enough. You couldn't stop crying, on the hallways.

A boy decided to show up, Ron.

"Leave, Ron" You cried. "What? Don't cry" Ron tried to sound comforting. But you failed to put on an I don't give a fuck facade.

You jumped to hug him, receiving s tight hug back. "I'm sorry" You cried on his shoulders. "Shh, it's alright, I'm sorry too, my love" Ron whispered in your ears.

"I want you to be honest, Ron, I know you don't like me the way I like you, and I need you to be crystal clear about that or else I'll be miserable all the time" You sniffed, pulling away from the hug, "and I want us to stay friends, and I'm sorry for being an asshole, and what I did was so fucking selfish, I'm so fucking sorry" You tried to hide your face.

"What if I love you? " Ron asked. "If" You cried more. "I do love you" Ron said, "as friends,Ron, don't play with my feelings like that" You cried.

"No, love, I love you,bloody hell, why do you think I call you 'my love' if I don't love you? " Ron scoffed.

"You dont, I can never imagine someone living me, let alone you!" You denied. "I love you, so so much"

"Is this a prank, where's the twins? " You took a step back.

"Please just accept that I truly am in love with you, y/n" Ron softly says.

"I-i love you.. "

"I love you more" Ron says. The two of you leaned in and kissed each other.

The kiss was desperate, wet, full of love, and a small hint of lust.

"So uhm.. I was wondering if you want to be my girlfriend? " Ron asked in a high pitched voiced. You laughed with your teary eyes, going in for another kiss.

"I suppose that's a yes? ", " A massive, humongous, yes"

[slayingqueenchal]

Beautiful moon | remus lupin x f!reader

Notes : sixth year, some headcannons ( not noticeable ), angst

monthly post (old wip that I just finished)

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"The full moon is beautiful isnt it? " You said, reading a book, and looking at the moon. It wasnt a full moon yet, but you knew it was right around the corner.

"No, it sucks,its ugly and has scar like spots" Remus spat, receiving the attention of James, who you two were with, sitting at their own dorm.

"What? It's beautiful, really, I mean, look at the moon, and the spots, honestly if the moon was just gray and smooth I don't think it'll be pretty without the so called 'imperfections' I think it's pretty because of it! "

Remus raises his head, and sat on his bed silently, if only you knew what he has to endure every month.

The Painfulness, the humiliation when he walked through the halls and met Severus after the full moon.

But either way you said it in such, beautiful poetic way, in a way that Remus has only felt, because of you.

Even though he has alot of support, he has never felt something like that before, but what's worse is that you didn't know about his little problem.

But he wants to keep it this way, for you to see him as an equal, for you to not be scared of what beast he holds, every month.

Because, you are very dear to him. Not in a way were lily or Marlene or Mary is very dear to him, but it's in a very different way.

Sure they were nice but, you were different. You supported him through everything even though you knew nothing.

Remus is afraid that he'll hurt you, in any way, he is scared. He is scared that he'll be rude to you, or scream to you, or even worse : physically hurting you.

"It's okay to have feelings, moony, admit it" James said, after you left. "I don't want feelings like this, you know that, I'll hurt her, but she's everything to me and I can't bring myself to hate or leave her alone! " Remus said, in a grumpy, tired voice.

"I think she likes you, you know, I could see it, I just can" James reassured. "Thanks for trying to make me feel better, prongs, but honestly I don't even know anymore, I just want to keep y/n away"

"Don't say that! " James's voice trembled through the thick walls of hogwarts, as you stood in front of their door.

You gasped, half of you wanted to leave, but, you decided to stay.

"I just, need to brush her off you know I need some..getaway from her" Remus said. "Remus, y/n is not some parasite or a tick.. She..! "

Before James could finish the sentence, you left.

You didn't cry, you felt betrayed, and empty, and sad. You knew you felt something for Remus, but for him to just say something like that was unbelievable to you.

All those years Remus understood you the most. His words made you pick yourself up, and be who you are today.

But never in a million years would you expect Remus to say that.

You can't tell lily, nor literally anyone, you just have to keep it together.

The next day, Remus could tell that your behavior changed alot. You didn't say good morning, or hi, or anything. You sat next to Sirius instead of him.

"Remus, Remus! Are you alright? " Peter said, his face full of concern. "Yes, I'm alright Peter" He said.

Then somethings happened, suddenly you didn't talk to him for one day, then that changed and it turned to two days, then, three, then four, then a week.

Remus was never this pissed and grumpy until now. "Shut up! " Remus said, in the dorm, making the three boy's face drop.

"Remus, you should take your wolfsbane, it's close" Sirius suggested. "I don't care about that right now, you being so closey close with her"

"Who? Y/n? " Sirius asked, his eyes opened. "Yes, you daft! Can't you see that I like her! Right, you probably can't but you can see the fact that she's avoiding me, everyone in this room knows that, and if you don't then leave"

"Easy, Remus, easy, we know you like her, but, we also know that she's avoiding you, but we don't know why" James frowned. "James, do me a favor and ask lily about it"

"She won't tell me, ask lily yourself" James sighed.

And there he was, walking to the library to meet lily. "I wanted to talk about y/n" Remus said. "Well you've gotta be quick cause were both supposed to be here like, in fifteen minutes" Lily said, pointing at the chair for Remus to sit in.

"Why is she avoiding me? " Remus asked to the point. "She.. I can't answer this and be loyal to her, but, I'm going to give you a small hint. She has liked this boy.. For a few years now and, she's just not feeling well right now, and she's super sensitive right now, and just don't be rude to her, okay? " Lily sighed.

Remus's stomach dropped. A boy? Who?. "Who is it? " He asked. "I can't Remus, she's not even open about it, the only person who knows is me"

"But I thought she trusted me.. " Remus frowned. "She does, Remus, but it is girl problems, so, girls tend to tell other girls about it. "

"She hates me doesn't she?, but I love her" Remus's insecure side kicked in, just as the same time as yours.

She? Who? . You mood was even worse now, leaving the library without even telling lily.

You went to your dorm immediately, and you bawled your eyes to your pillow.

When you woke up, you felt sore, and you could sense someone looking at you. "Are you alright, you look like a mess, what's wrong"

"You know who it's about, but I can't keep thinking about him, just, hey, come on its Sunday, we can't be sad on a happy Sunday" You changed the topic, which lily caught on to.

Your eyes were red and puffy, and your hair weren't neat.

"Y/n, seriously what's wrong? " Remus asked you immediately after you got to the great Hall. His friends were sitting at the table, and, lily walked away to give you space.

"I need to talk to you" He said, not giving you time to speak up. You walked to a nearby storage room. "Colloportus! " Remus whispered at the door.

"You've been a mess, and you won't talk to me" Remus said. "So you're saying that if I don't talk to you that means I'm a mess? " You debated, but, you knew damn well that you are a mess if you don't talk to him.

"If you don't want to talk to me than fine, but you need to talk to someone else cause you don't look well nor you look healthy, and secondly.. This is s hard question but, who is the lucky guy? " Remus sped up. "The lucky guy? Who? "

"If youre willing to describe the girl you were talking about to lily, fine, ill tell you" You said confidently.

"You heard? Which part? " Remus tensed up. "About a girl that hates you, and the fact that you love her"

"Okay, I'm going to describe her, but I won't say her name. Shes pretty, she's nice, she loves to help people, she's dreamy, but she needs help"

"Oh.. Alright then, Remus" You said quickly, before you whispered "alohomora" To the door.

That night Remus were frowning at all times. "And she said? " Peter asked.

"She said 'Oh.. Alright then, remus' then she just, left" He said unbelievably. "Didn't you say something about you saying that you'll describe who you like and she will say the guy that she likes name" Sirius gasped.

Slowly, the two other marauders mouth dropped. "What? ", " It's you, you daft, she said Remus! " James smiled.

"I can't afford that James, no, plus she doesn't actually like me" Remus frowned. "Dumbass she does, and what do you mean you can't afford that? " Sirius asked

"I haven't told her about the whole.. Thing, so, I just don't want to be anything more then friends with her"

"You do want it, but you think you can't" Peter mumbled. "That's not true, you can" James said.

"I can't, just, I can't, I'll hurt her, I know it" Remus shouted. "You won't know till you try" Sirius said.

"I won't know till it's too late, so I wouldn't even bother to try" Remus scoffed, rolling his eyes.

"Well, boys.. It's time already, come on" They all stood up, listening to James. The full moon was one hour away.

But little did they know, you were outside of the dorm, chilling while sitting beside a tree.

You saw movements of the whomping whillow, but it suddenly stopped. You saw a mouse going in, and a dog, then a deer like, well you can't tell what it was, and Remus.

You decided to follow him, you wanted to be sorry, but you'd be nuts to go into there, but you did anyway.

The place was rusty, and old, it was full of dust. You looked into the cracks, and all you felt was horror. Suddenly, you didn't see Remus, you saw something peculiar, and it saw you.

The dog barked, as the creature tries to scratch you and bite you. The dog barked, and the deer seemed to be telling you to come with it, you don't even know how you understood.

You panicked as you saw and open wound on your legs. "Holy shit! " Your mind started to raise. Is that a gazzele or a stag? I think it's a gazzele. Why does that dog reminds me of Sirius?

The next thing you see is the blinding light of the hospital wing. "What is that awful smell, James, hi Sirius, hi Peter" You yawned.

"She's awake! She's awake! " Peter gasped. "Quick, drink this! " James immediately shoved the glass of disgustingly flavored liquid, which your face scrunched up to.

"How did you find me? I was following a.. A.. A gazzele or some kind, and there was something I.. Don't know, I was following Remus, I wanted to talk to him, ouch! " You gasped. You felt a sting on your legs, consider the big wound.

"Shit! " Remus groaned. "Remus!" You sat up, which you received a few 'no!' 's to. "Are you alright? Oh my god, good Lord you're hurt again" You frowned.

"See shit like this has never happened before! " Remus spat out. "We'll leave.. " James said, taking the boys away.

"You can't just follow people, y/n that's not right! " Remus said, turning to look at you, looking worse than you are.

"I wanted to say sorry for being an asshole! " You said. "You're lucky James were there, you could've died! "

"James weren't there, Remus! " You said, not remember any other person other than Remus himself.

"Can't you see y/n, don't you get it? I'm a werewolf, I hurt you, and I obviously don't want that! " Remus shouted.

"So, who cares if you were a werewolf, Remus? Gosh, is this why you and your friends are always away every full moon? "

"Yes, y/n, just stop," Remus said. "A simple sorry wouldve solved it you know? " You said, but Remus didn't exactly understand.

"It's suddenly my fault now? " Remus scoffed, "Remus that's not what I meant! Why are you such an asshole Remus! I thought you know me! But after all these years I was so patient! You'd say rude things but I'd still cry to you, but what's worse is I cry about you and I'm doing it right now so, after this don't talk to me, please! I didn't blame this on you! I knew it was my fault for following you but I didn't know nor did you so just,let's just forget it,alright? Just, forget about us" You cried, willing the tears away, laying back on the bed.

You wanted to leave, but, neither of you could.

Remus heart broke everytime he heard your little sniffles. Remus knew how you cried, and he also knows that you are holding it in.

Days passed after that day in the hospital wing. You didn't say a word to him, nor did you tell anyone about it.

"Why would he say that? " Lily gasped, in the library, after making sure no one was there. "I don't know, lily, but I feel really bad for him, what if he's not okay? " You said, in a concerned tone.

"Y/n, it's time for you to actually take care of yourself" Lily suggested. "That'll be nice" You sighed.

"I heard from lils that.. Well she isn't doing the worst, but she's still.. Healing" James said, receiving protests from Peter and Sirius, "James why would you say that", " Prongs, Remus, I swear she's fine"

"No she's not, I wanna meet her, she's barely around nowadays" Remus said, still being in denial.

"Remus, if you do want to try then listen to me" James said, taking a deep breath, before continuing. "If you do love the girl, you can't scream at her, yes your feelings are valid, but for six years she has been holding her anger and sadness because of the words you say to her, you pointed out the things that she's insecure of, but then you decide to be nice to her? She's confused Remus, and it doesn't take a long time for her to realize that she could just find someone else so please take care of her! " James rambled.

"I am going to take care of her, James, now where would she be? " Remus asked, standing up. "Library".

Remus walked slowly to the library, as he saw you alone, packing your books in your bag.

"Remus, you're not supposed to be walking too fast" You said worriedly, flinching to help him, but you hold your self from helping him.

"Tell me what you want, alright? " You asked him.

"I love you"

"what? "

"I love you"

"No.. "

"I love you"

"Remus that's not fair" You kept yourself together. "Do you feel the same? " Remus asked. "Remus you can't ask that to me"

"Have you ever loved me" Remus asked. "I do love you"

"So why can't we be something? " Remus frowned. "We can't I'm sorry, I love you but we can't, I'm scared Remus, but I don't want you to feel like I'm scared of you, I'm scared of us! What If things goes wrong and we won't even be friends! That'll destroy me! " Your eyes was waterry and glassy.

"We won't go wrong, y/n, not anymore" Remus awkwardly hugged you, but he finally got comfortable.

"Remus we've got a lot to talk about" You sighed. "But before that, I'm not trying to make things go too fast, but, do you want to be my girlfriend, i-i swear I wont-"

Your lips clashed to his, your body felt relaxed and so was his, as if it took all the tension away.

When You both pulled away, Remus awkwardly said "thankyou?"

"I love you, Remus"

"Love you more"

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oh :((( how I wish I could write. I'm stepping into a new chapter, and I can officially say it I quit writing! but! I can occasionally post my old works that I've finished in these last few months. I'll be active once in awhile so, feel free to unfollow <3

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I'm super sorry for being inactive but I hope I could write soon,<3

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I feel like I'm going crazy 😭 I just don't feel what I felt months ago and I'm just losing the marauder spark. I still love em but I think I'm not going to write about them anytime soon

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are yalls ao3 working cause mine is NOT. I'm gonna cry 😭😭😭

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my favorite fanfics!

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these are my favorite fanfics of all times from all of my favorite fandoms

If you (the writer) of one of these fanfics want me to delete your work from here go ahead and comment!

if one of these are copied by another writer please tell me and I'll credit the actual writer!

also, the following fandoms are : MARVEL, AVATAR (james cameron), HARRY POTTER, MARAUDERS

click here to see my favorite fanfics (I'll be making a separate one for Harry Potter/marauders and if you can't click this that means I'm still making it! )

this contains angst, fluff, smut!

Let me know if I tagged/do something wrong!

MARVEL :

◌ moonknight (steven,marc,jake)

come out (jake lockley) by @eyelessfaces | implied smut

drenched flowers (marc spector) by @eyelessfaces | angst

silence (steven grant) by @mknightgrant | angst

am I not what you wanted (marc,steven,jake) by @inpraizeof | very heavy angst

◌ this is just bucky barnes lol!

more by @stardustdreams-andcaffeine | overall my most favorite here, cause it consists fluff and angst and I'm a sucker for that!

marked by @jadedvibes | smutty smutt

Hooked on a feeling by @jobean12-blog | flufff

I like me better when I'm with you by @themorningsunshine | fluffflufffluff

Something to smile about by @jobean12-blog | fluff (also as a tlou fan reader gives off tlou 1 ellie vibes)

little lavender friend by @thepsychewrites | this is so good oh my gosh, also this is smut!

AVATAR :

◌ platonic tropes

every corner of this house is haunted by @avatarkv | gut wrenching angst.

the nightmare by @peacelovepandora | one shot of angst and a pint of fluff

◌ aonung

soft aonung!!! by @aonungspartner | ARGHHHH FLUFFY FLUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

punchable by @neteyamslovrr | flufffyyy

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OKOK bare with me.. I had this idea of Ao’nung who’s only soft with reader.

Warnings: none! Just a bunch of fluff and Ao’nung being a dick to everyone else but reader.

(A/n: Kiri and Tuk are kind of left out in this, Kiri would be naturally good at everything and Tuk is just Tuk so aonung wouldn’t say much 😭)

PART 2

when your family first arrives to the waters, you guys don’t know how to really ?function?, trying to adapt to new surroundings and everything.

Tonowari forced Ao’nung to show you and your siblings underwater. You guys were definitely not experts at holding your breath.

Lo’ak and Neteyam came up first, saying they needed to catch their breath and Ao’nung was pissed. “Unbelievable. It’s been what? 1 minute? Are you serious?” He said angrily, rambling on and on.

When it came time for you guys to go back down, you did, but after about two minutes you were the one to go back up. Already knowing you probably pissed the pale blue Navi off, you start speaking “I’m sor-“ he interrupts fast “It’s okay, take your time. I know it can be hard at first, you’ll get it” he says gently, a small smile forming. The look on Neteyam and Lo’aks face is priceless. “What the hell! When it was us you screamed!” Lo’ak said loudly, Neteyam chiming in, agreeing with his brother. “Get out of my eyesight, you both swim like a child” Ao’nung said, unphased. Both of your siblings eyes widen, the three of them now going back and fourth like idiots.

Don’t even get me started on when it’s time to collect shells. After about 30 minutes is when Ao’nung starts his bullshit. “it’s been 30 minutes and this is all you two have?” He says pointing his fingers at Lo’ak and Neteyam. “Even the little one has more, pathetic” he says pointing to Tuk, who’s in her own world, basket full to the brim with shells. Ao’nungs eyes travel to yours, which isn’t much fuller than your brothers. You at him apologetically, a soft look forms on his face before speaking, “You’re doing so well. Look how much you got so far! Why don’t I help you with the rest?” He says smiling, praising you loudly, your cheeks getting hot. Lo’ak goes to protest when he’s cut off by Neteyam “dude just let him, obviously he likes her, so she gets off easy” He says groaning.

HE WOULD BE SO SWEEETTTTTT teaching you how to ride a ilu :((((

Neteyam and Lo’ak would fall off and Ao’nung would laugh his ass off but let you fall? This man is RUSHING to your side to comfort you saying how this somehow your siblings fault even though they weren’t on the ilu, their faces are like ????

He’d eventually switch them off to Tsireya and just leave you to him and he’d quide you so softly I can’t :((((

“Yea, just grab on to this”

“You’re doing so well”

And when you finally get it?? Your smile and cheers literally melts this mans heart

“You did it pretty girl” he says, smiling ear to ear.

Neteyam and Lo’ak would come back with Tsireya and they’re all giddy “we figured it out” Ao’nung would not have ANY of it. “Who cares?” He says sharply, turning back to you to praise.

HSMSMSS he’s such a meanie i love him

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Werewolves | remus lupin x f!reader

Warnings : humiliation, a bit of angst, fluff, trauma, happy ending, breeding, but no smuts

Summary : you and remus are werewolves, and one night something happened

You were a child when a tragedy happened. One of fenrir greyback followers decided to go to your house one night, and instead of attacking your parents, they attacked you.

You could remember everything, the date, the time, how the moon looked like, the sound of tall grass being blown away by the wind, and most of all, the sound of growling and footsteps.

Your parents heard your blood scorching scream. The next thing that happened was history. You couldn't remember anything after that.

You never fit in, whether it's with other wizards and witches, or with muggles, it seems like they know there's something different about you, but, everything changed.

You met four boys on your way to your first year at Hogwarts. "So, y/n, what house do you wanna be in? " James said

"Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw doesn't sound so bad, though I don't think I'd consider going to Slytherin, maybe gryffindor" You said, looking out of the window, that looking back at the guy next to you.

"What do you wanna be in, remus? " You asked. "Personally, gryffindor" Remus said.

Well the first year, you five were absolute trouble makers, sneaking in to the Slytherins common rooms, putting prank things, but James, Peter, and sirius has always been suspicious with you two.

You were always gone. And so was remus. They were good friends, theyd risk coming to the common room at night and talk there so they could have you with them, but there's always one night every month that the two of you were gone.

Slowly, you two figured out that two of the marauders were werewolves, and it comforts you in a way that you're not so different.

McGonagall always had a rule on full moons. You stay on the second floor, remus stays on the first floor and never open that door while being transformed.

Didn't take long for the rest of the marauders to find out, remus and you were so happy that they'd keep it a secret and still be friends.

As caring as your other friends are, no one would compete with remus. He'd always be there for you, laughing weakly at the hospital wing, or sneaking out to the restricted section to find books about lycanthropy. And there you realized, maybe you had a small crush on him.

But one day,on your fifth year, the three other marauder got curious and opened the door between the second and the first floor.

Of course you didn't remember anything, but next day you woke up, there was baby wolves running around and playing with James, Peter, and sirius.

You remember professor McGonagall gasping and madam pomfrey standing straight, not saying a word.

On the hospital wing you opened your eyes and heard " Congratulation! It's a two girls and five boys! " Sirius exclaimed, getting a hush from madam pomfrey.

It was safe for them to talk about it on the hospital wing, because the day after the full moon, it's always closed, only accepting people if they're extremely injured.

"What?" You said, sitting up straight. You groaned. "Ugh, what happened to me, everything hurts, my stomach too, oh my gosh! What if I slashed my stomach! " You gasped.

"How slow can you be" Peter said. You looked at your self and the mirror in front of you. No scars.

"You just gave birth to seven wolves, nothing extraordinary" Sirius said. You screamed. "What in the world! "

"I know it's hard to take in and baby daddy ain't awake yet, but look at them, they're so cute! I'm an uncle now! " Sirius said picking one up and holding it like a baby.

"Oh my Lord, remus" You said, looking to your left, remus was still asleep. "Oh my god! " You exclaimed.

You felt a sense of embarrassment coming through. Did you just have kids with the person you've had a crush since first year?

"Someone obliviate me" You said looking at remus once again. "Oh don't be dramatic, we love them already! " Sirius laughed.

Suddenly you heard a loud groan. "Morning" Remus said, looking at you. "Why are you looking at me like that, did I do something? "

"You absolutely did" Peter chimed along. "Well you got her pregnant and she gave birth to these litters in the span of one night" James said.

"What? " Remus said, making you feel worse. "I know, im sorry" You said, but quickly cut by Sirius shouting at madam pomfrey "can we keep them, pretty please! "

You felt numb that moment, barely hearing anything.

The next day you avoided them at all cost, well except for Sirius who spent time with you and your litters. He loves to play with them in his dog form.

Well as for Remus, be doesn't even bother talking to you at all, he just shrugs you off.

You took your lantern and rushed to go out, but when you turned, you almost screamed.

You went back to the restricted section. Finding a new book about lycanthropy.

You were shocked about what you found.

'Rumors says that, when two people suffering lycanthropy that loves each other, can mate as werewolves and have baby wolves that are highly intelligent. '

"Remus, what are you doing here? ", " What are You doing here? " Remus says in a different tone. He 'accidentally' reads the book. "Oh." He says.

"Remus, I know, I'm sorry, i- I've liked you since first year and I know you don't like me back, and just act like this never happened" You confessed, sounding defeated.

"Silly, the book says 'two people' not one" Remus says, taking a few step closer to you. "What are you saying Remus? "

"I'm saying that I like you, the way that you like me, or maybe I like you more"

You felt a sense of relief. "Can I kiss you, sweet heart? " He says receiving a hurried nod.

His lips were soft, you could smell his perfume, the kiss was gentle and loving, and not harsh.

"We wasted five years, love" He chuckled, taking your hand and leading you to the common room.

In his dorm, he cuddles with you and whispers cute things until you sleep.

The next day, you woke up to the sound of clicks. You felt something heavy on you.

In between you and Remus was three wolves and there was one on your pillow and the other three was on your legs.

And in front of you, were James, Sirius, and Peter taking a picture of you two.

Well you weren't worried about pictures, you were worried of your parents. You knew Remus couldn't take the litter, so you had to take it.

"Mom, dad, don't freak out" You said, opening the bag full of wolves. "What? " Your mom gasps, immediately grabbing one and swing it as if it was a baby.

"So, I have a friend, and uhm, he was a werewolf too, but the door between the two of us was open, and things happened and.. We have them now, and they're not just normal wolves they're smarter" You explained

"Who is this boy? " Your mother said. "Oh well he can't really go anywhere right now, but I have a few Polaroids of him" You said, opening your smaller bag.

You pointed at the pictures. "So that long haired boy is Sirius, he actually took care of them, and that boy with glasses is James, he's quite the prankster, and the blonde is Peter and the boy next to me is Remus"

You showed other pictures from over the years, and your father looked at them more and more. Your mother were way interested though. Finally you reached the most recent photo.

"And, uhm, that's me, and that's Remus and we-we didn't do anything like that as humans i-they slept on top of us, it was cute" You said

"Are you two dating? " Suddenly, a rush of nervousness came through you. "Uh.. I like him, and I know he likes me, but, we just haven't made anything official, yet"

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the sullys <3 also this is my first time making a gif 😭

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brave girl | neteyam x f!omaticaya!reader

Summary : you and loak were forced to go out of the reefs, and it turns out to be a bad idea

Warnings : angst, reader getting injured, PLATONICCCCCC LOAK!!!! , the sea (don't read if you have fear of water / not being able to breathe)

"It's where the men hunts" Aonung words were full of lies. It's where the idiots that doesn't know what to do hunts.

The metkayina's left you and loak, and not only that, you basically had no knowledge of the sea. "Loak, I don't know where we are, we-we can't be that far, I can't see any trees, or any signs of life! " You said, struggling to keep your heads up because of the quite big waves.

"Come, y/n there's a big rock" Loak grabs your arm, gasping for air as he tries to help you go up to the rock.

After getting up to the rock, it felt like you were doing more harm than good. You got a few bruises and some cuts, that made it harder to swim.

"Loak, please, can you stand up and look for anything, like something we can-" Big wave came. Loak fell. "Loak! " You screamed. Only thing you saw was red.

"No, loak, no" Immediately, you hop off of the rock. "Loak, loak speak, anything! " You managed to get him up, but sinking you a bit in the process.

"Tsireya" He mumbles. As If you weren't dying. "Okay, Youre definitely bleeding but I don't know where, I need to get you back home" You said, lifting his body so he could piggy back you.

While you're physically drained, neteyam is mentally drained. He couldn't stop thinking about you and loak. First he panicked when aonung said he couldn't find loak, but then he went on a riot when he said that you tagged along.

"Eywa, please, bring her back" He whispers.

And that is what the great mother do, saving people.

"Loak, please talk to me--what is your favorite memory back in the forest", " Y/n, I think I'm going to pass out" Loak says weakly

"No! What's your favorite memory back in the forest! " You said. You've been asking him questions to keep him conscious. "When, when I first met spider" Loak said, giving a laugh, that sounded tired, and sad.

"Loak! Oh eywa, ngaru irayo seiyi ayoe ( we thank you) " You cried. You saw a wooded like thing, that is covering an island. And you knew what it was.

"Loak, were almost here, keep breathing" You said, the tiredness hitting you, and the pain coming back.

"We can do this" Loak says, slowly seeing the island him self.

And here you are, feets away from the shore, screaming for help as you can't hold loak for any longer.

When you saw one of the metkayina's, it felt like it was the best day of your life. "HELP! PLEASE HELP! " You kept screaming.

The rest of the colony came to see. There he was. Neteyam. Neteyam jumped to the water immediately, swimming as fast as he can to get to you.

You cried "carry him, please I can't hold him any longer, I think I'm going to pass out" And pass out you did.

You gasped for air as you woke up. "You're awake!, Bro get the sullys! " A boy said to another.

"Do you have food, I'm starving" You groaned, feeling that weird sound in your stomach. The boy handed you one yovo, as he tried to help you to sit.

"Thankyou" You said, eating the food like you haven't ate for three days. Wait, how long were you out in the sea?

"How long was i, you know, in the sea? " You asked. "Two days, and you had a long sleep that costed you one day, so, you wasted three days"

Suddenly, the sullys came In. Tuk and neteyam rushed to you, flooding you with questions and thankyou's.

"Shush" Neytiri silenced the oldest and youngest sibling. "Ngaru lu fpom srak? (Are you alright?), y/n" "So much better" You smiled, putting the fruit on the nearby stool.

"I'd like to thank you for saving loak, and, I'm sorry if he got you in tro-" But, you didn't let Jake finish, you said "oh, no he didn't get me in trouble, it was an accident, and I've done what other people would've done"

"Y/n, thankyou, I owe you one" Loak smiled, walking closer to you. "We'll go now, once again, we owe you" Neytiri smiled, getting out of the tent and followed by Jake.

"Thankyou for saving my baby bro" Neteyam chuckled, "yeah, he could get a little too adventurous" Kiri said, putting her hands on tuk's shoulder. "Kiri, trust me, I know"

"Alright, I'll go now, poor tsireya must be wondering where we are" You all were training how to breathe and swim like the metkayinas, and, tsireya has been a big help.

"Mhm, loak, I think it's-" "It's my que to leave" He smiled, walking out of the tent, soon followed by the two siblings.

"My brother is pretty bold is he? " Neteyam complained, groaning in the process. "I tried to keep him awake, but you know what's the first thing he said, it was tsireya".

"Damn, didn't know he was that bold", "neteyam?" "Yeah?". "How did you find out that we were missing? " You asked, looking deep into his eyes. "Well, I searched everywhere for you, and found out loak wasn't anywhere to and I thought you two-were doing... Things" The blue boy said, looking down to his feet, his tail not moving as fast as before.

"Neteyam, you know I don't think of him that way, i-i really like someone, but he's pretty dumb". Neteyam flinched and asked " You like rotxo" Neteyam gasps.

"No", " Who? Aonung? ", "No", " Spider? " Neteyam gasps. "No way". The guy was really dumb

"Neteyam, I'm going to tell you what he's like", " Mhm" His smile he had a few minutes ago were gone. "He's beautiful, so, so beautiful, he's really protective over everyone! He's so dreamy, he's perfect, actually, he's strong, he's a warrior, but he's quite oblivious, gosh neteyam it's you! " You confessed.

"Y/n, what are you saying", " Oh neteyam, I'm saying I like you! And if you don't just pretend this didn't occur"

"No y/n, I like you too, like, not In a friends way" For a second you thought he'd say not in a romantic way, but he didn't, and, that made you smile.

"Neteyam, nga yawne lu oer"

"Y/n, I love you more"

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HOW DO I MAKE YOU LOVE ME | neteyam x reader

pairing: neteyam x f!omatikaya!reader (no mentions of y/n)

summary: you remember all of your attempts to make Neteyam fall in love with you, using various methods, experiencing numerous failures, and you finally come to a conclusion or the five times you failed to win neteyam’s affection and the one time you succeed.

word count: 10k (!!! damn)

warnings: actually none but let’s say hurt/comfort, reader is a simp, 5+1 prompt, confessing, mutual pining, mention of blood, requited/unrequited love, !!adult neteyam!!, flashbacks to childhood and teenager years

note: inspired by the five love languages and the weeknd’s song mentioned in the title.

* gif‘s not mine.

The soft rustling of the teal leaves falling silently to the ground, as light as an ikran feather, is one of the most soothing sounds heard on the still night. The wind touches them gently, as if caressing them, before whirling them up again in a powerful gust, starting the cycle all over again. The moons stand high in the sky, and the stars sparkle like little gems that can beautify anything. The night is quiet, and the soft breeze seems to calm everything down and lull it into a deep sleep. The bright light of the bioluminescent plants lays gently on the moist meadows, illuminating the darkness. It is like a magical tale, perfect and without blemish. Yet, there is one who can’t sleep in this harmonic time: you. With your arms and legs stretched out, you lie on your back, feeling like hours have passed since you started staring at the night sky without moving a muscle. You have even decided to sleep outside your hammock to hear and feel the sound of the wind, hoping to finally sink into the dreamland. But, as you know, this has done little to help. 

All because of him. You sigh in annoyance.

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THIS IS SO ANGSTY I'M UGLY CRYING RN😭😭

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My sweetheart | Finnick odair x f!reader

Summary : you train with finnick, and he comforts you about the hunger games, and cuddles you to sleep

Part 1 part 2

Angst!

"Catch a break, it's nighttime" Haymitch pronounced, immediately going to his room after telling.

"Night peeta, kat" You smiled, receiving good nights from the both of them.

Meeting people, is hard, especially when you know you need to kill each other afterwards, it's just hard. Not knowing if you'll go out and celebrate again. You knew you broke the game after winning the last hunger games and tagging along with katniss and peeta.

You can do this, you're strong y/n, you thought to your self. But, tears started to pool in your eyes. You can't do this. You can't survive twice.

"Y/n? " A deep voice, said. "Finnick? " You said, in the same high pitched voice as before, but, there was a note of sadness.

"Oh, sweetheart, what's wrong? " After he got closer to you, wiping your tears away. "This is absolute Bullshit! Hunger games! Allies! Rue was a child! This is so unfair, finn, we'll have to kill each other" You sobbed.

"Oh dear come here" He hugs you. You could smell his Cologne, and you know you'll remember it for as long as possible. "We're going to survive. I don't know or how but I don't care, we'll get out of the arena while we're holding hands, we are going to survive"

"I'll be safe with you, right? " You asked. Getting a small nod. "Now let's go sleep, yeah? " The guy said, respectfully holding your waist, and takes you to a room. Only that, it's not your room.

"Finnick, this is not my room" You muttered. "Stay with me, alright? ", " Alright " You gave a sad smile.

You two lay down in silence, looking away from eacother, until you felt an arm hugging you from the back.

You scoot over and changed position, now looking directly at his eyes. "I love you, Finnick" You whispered. "I love you too, I wish we had more time" The tears in his eyes, he begged God to stop the hunger games, but, you both know that won't happen anytime soon.

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My dear | finnick odair x f!reader

Summary : youre one of the district 12 survivors among peeta and katniss, and haymitch told you to make allies, but you didnt get what he meant.

Making this a series!

part 1 part 2

"Hi" You said quietly. "Hi" The guy said louder, and more confident. "Make allies, you'll need them" Haymitch told the three of you. "Alright" You answered.

But you don't quite understand. "Uhm, i-i I uh, haymitch told me to make allies uhm, and i? I uh" Your voice was high pitched and very small, but, to his eyes you were adorable.

"You wanna be allies with me, is that what you're trying to say? " He laughed, walking closer to you. "Yes, that's what Im trying to say, or, wait, yeah" You smiled.

"Oh,dear,If you were not as adorable as you are, I would say no, but, considering you are, I'd say, we're now allies" He said, walking away, making you feel.. Off?

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Lost. | loak x f!human!reader, platonic!neteyam x f!human!reader

Warnings : slight hint of mutualinsecurities, you can breathe without a mask, mean loak, angst angst angst! AGED UP!!!

Slight summary : basically reader gets insecure, because of tsireya, neteyam comforts you but loak gets jealous and everything just goes wrong (don't worry, happy ending)

You could see it in his eyes. When a girl walks by. Her beautiful hair, big doe eyes, her body shape, and the way she talks.

"What's wrong, kiddo? " Neteyam asks. What's wrong? What's wrong? Everything.

You two sat on the big rock, as neteyam waited for you to reply. "I don't know, net, something just feels off".

"What is it, darling? " The older brother asked you. Suddenly, a burst of tears came out of your eyes. "Oh c'mere, y/n..what is it? " Neteyam hugs you close. "You know how I feel about your brother, and how sometimes he could be.. An asshole, but I just-", " Oh what did he do this time? " Neteyam sighed, drawing circles on your back.

"I feel stupid, for liking him. I'm not even one of you! I'm no na'vi, I'm a human who was lucky enough to be given this ability to breathe your air, I'm different! Your mother doesn't like me, loak hates me, and the only person I'm truly close with is you! ", " My dear, y/n, I can talk to him to be less rude, I can talk to my mother, just dont-dont be so harsh to yourself "

"Loak screamed at me the other day, called me ugly, and other mean words, ". You remembered it vividly.

As the sun sets, you walked to the sully's. Only to find out there's only loak. "Hey, loak, I brought you some food" You put it on the small table.

"thanks" He said, not even looking at you. "Are you okay, loak? " You said, looking at his demeanor. "No" Loak replied. "I'm here if you want to tal-"

"Will you just stop it! Stop all of this 'I'm nice' facade! You know what I don't even know why you're here! You're so--youre such a bitch honestly, all you do is stalk other people and cry when they don't like it, it's ugly you know? It really is fucking weird! And you try so hard to be cute, it's really not working, you're not tsireya! " The boy screamed at you. You immediately cried, running out of the tent. "Wait, y/n, sweet heart, wait! " The boy screamed, but by then you were gone.

"He- he called me a bitch, then have the guts to call me sweetheart afterwards, and I've been thinking of just.. Just leaving this place, you know? " You sobbed, "no you wont, you won't leave this place, we can fix this" Neteyam said.

"I hope"

Unbeknownst to you, loak saw you hugging neteyam. Even though he couldn't hear what you were saying, it was over for him. Neteyam always gets everything he wants.

"Loak? " A fierce voice said. "What do you want from me, neteyam? Had an amusing day with your girlfriend? " Loak scoffed, looking him straight in the eyes.

"I'm not with y/n, but, loak, I know everything. You like the girl, why are you so rude to her? " Getting a reply " Rude? I'm saving her so she won't date a guy like me! ".

"Loak, you're hurting her. The poor girl hates herself now, you called her a bitch" Neteyam walked closer "I wanted to say sorry, but ever since.. That day she just sort of disappeared."

"You're slowly losing her, loak, she has been thinking of going far away from here, and you can fix this, just please try to, be soft to here, alright? You can do it, I just need to guide you a little bit" Neteyam spoke.

"Y/n? Y/n! Here you are! " Loak said, chasing you. "What do you want, lo? " You sassed, walking away. "Y/n, please wait" Loak grabbed your wrist, his strength forcing you to stay.

"Im sorry", " That's it?, you're sorry, okay, Apology accepted " You scoffed. "No, love, I'm truly sorry, I've been mean to you and for what? I'm so sorry, sweetheart just, please, i-. nga yawne lu oer! Y/n I love you! " He said. The boy never sounded this desperate. Ever.

"I appreciate that, and you know, I love you, but you can't just expect me to let you In my heart! Those mean words doesn't just go away! " You talked back. "Please give me a chance, please give us a chance! " He cried.

You considered it. "Loak. If I give us a chance, please don't act like this, like you hate me, please don't", " I won't, love, I won't, please-" But, you cut him off saying "loak, may I kiss you? ".

He stood there, frozen, "yes, of course you can" He said, lowering himself, and yet you still had to tippy-toe yourself.

"I've wanted to do that for a very long time" He said.

And since then, every thing was all good.