everybody needs an escape

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it took me so long before I was able to admit that I have fallen in love with you. I pushed that idea so far away in my mind. But it has found a way to take over my heart. Coz the number of excuses Ive made could not actually erase the truth that I had given my heart to you. and you led me on. you did. 

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I can feel it. You are looking at me. You know what I need in an instant. Just the way I am at you. Just the way I secretly look at you. I catch your stares at my peripheral vision. Ahh. Those moments. I live for them. I just want you. Badly want you. I hope you feel the same way.

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I am Sorry

I am just too tired to go home alone I am just too lonely I need someone to take care of me I need someone who would see me as their world Emphasis on someone, not necessarily you. I know, this is evil Just because you are the one available That someone has become you But, I am too lonely Too in need of someone to touch me To look me in the eyes like I am the most beautiful thing they have ever seen To hold me in their arms that I am too precious To take care of me. I am sorry.

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Do you really love me?

You say that you do love me. But sorry, I don't believe you. I think you are in love with the thought of me With my kisses, my touch My willingness to cave into you But no, you are not in love with me You don't know me, so how can you love me? How? I repeat, how? We are sweet to each other But we don't talk Talk as in get to know what we aspire in this world When we are together, we just touch Yes, there is something in the way we kiss But no, you are not in love with me. Please, don't tell me you love me Coz I don't feel it.

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Mistake After Mistake

I still remember the night we first reconnected It was a rush I could not contain I can't help but smile The joy I was feeling was undeniable You were always a dream to me Your smile, your built, I was at awe The way you carry yourself, I knew you are something And when we finally saw each other again It was not perfect but it was unforgettable Your touch, your lips, they consumed me Every time I would remember them, I could not focus They would take my energy It was a mistake You asked me to make a mistake And I did You were too charming And I was too vulnerable.

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I just wan to be yours.

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Nobody can love me better like you did but you are already loving another, better than you did with me.

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What if I came back? Will you still love me like it was yesterday? Will you still take me? Will you drop eveything?

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You chased me like I was the most beautiful thing. But I ran like I was in the race. But my trophy was solitude.

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You were my one that got away even when it was I who left in the first place.

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Hideous Creature

It was a hideous creature, I tell you. I can't look at it without feeling sick. It was something new. I didn't like it was saw. It was a brand new creature with a deep sense of familiarity. I stared and stared until I could make sense of it. I felt my tears building. I wiped them and so did the hideous, hideous creature.

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I don't just want to make your daydreams come true. I want to create a reality with you that others would daydream of.

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I just don't want us to be a spur of the moment. I want us to be a well-thought and well-felt relationship that time couldn't measure.

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I don't want to read your mind. I want you to tell me your thoughts. In that way, you are also giving me trust. In that way, you are showing me courage.

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Consistently asking 'how was your day' is like slowly asking for my heart.