[sleeping-and-smoking]

even if i lose 50 pounds i will still be the fat friend and that hurts really bad

[mariafernandatesoro]

[saltyteenagecocktail]

I want to be skinny but I also want to eat endless amounts of food. My solution? A binge starve cycle that never results in any weight loss but instead depression, isolation and the constant urge to die.

[lola-fabian]

[qwertyqwertyqwertyq]

[sleeping-and-smoking]

i’m the fat one in my group, and i weight more than two of my friends put together and usually that’s okay. but i’m sick of being the “curvy” one and the “brave” one when i wear something tight. i want to blend in with their small waists and flat stomachs, i don’t want to be seen as strong for being friends with people so much smaller than me.

i will be small one day

[sleeping-and-smoking]

hate hate hate myself

don’t feel like eating but my boyfriend wants to order take away

don’t want to waste his money but don’t want food

no wonder i’m the size of two people, i eat enough

[help-me-be-weightless-ana]

I want to be able to wear whatever the fuck I want and not worry about my fat hanging out

[tipsformyugw]

x

[butcatseat]

Me: *is super positive, supportive of other people, strong believer in body positivity and self acceptance*

Also me: *hates self, doesn’t care, literally in the worst mental state ever*

[sleeping-and-smoking]

i don’t want to eat the rest of today cus i’ve binged but my bf always pays super close attention to what i eat help what do i do

[fckingbr4t]

Me: has a disorder that makes me binge

Me: also has a disorder that makes me want to starve myself

Me:

[thatfaroutkid]

i wish alcohol didn’t have calories

[iwannaskinny]

I'll never be small

[sleeping-and-smoking]

old photos of me when i was 3 stone lighter than i am now - here to encourage me on the diet i’m starting today

[shyllamapioneer-deactivated2025]

legzz

[sleeping-and-smoking]

sad and in pain. Feel like a hole has been punched in my chest. Want to curl up in a ball and scream.