Sleeplessnightwalks

Would you care for a walk along the seashore of my late night thoughts?

[dandridgegirl]

[ab-alio]

i can hear a piano from the garden it’s Tchaikovsky’s  Polka de salon 

i wonder whether i should call the cops. 

- 3:25 a.m.

[brownpaperthoughts]

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[tbfhprincess]

“You promised you wouldn’t leave. You were always so irritated at the idea of how scared I was of you leaving me. And when I finally let go of that fear, you left.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[sleeplessnightwalks]

I want to wake up,

without depression

lying on top of me.

I want to wake up,

without tiredness,

persuading me to close my eyes,

once more.

I want to wake up,

without others expectations,

without deadlines,

without always fighting for «having it all».

i want to wake up,

leave the bed,

without shedding tears.

i want to wake up.

Just wake up.

Peacefully.

- 07.01.2019

Sleeplessnightwalks

[sleeplessnightwalks]

I am here

until the sun goes down

until the lights turn on

until the lights turn off

until the morning rays touches earth

I am still awake

19.07.2018

- Sleeplessnightwalks

[sleeplessnightwalks]

I’m so scared you might change your mind

19.07.2018

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[sleeplessnightwalks]

Jeg elsker deg

så mye at jeg snart går i benektelse

bare for å klare meg

14.07.2018

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[books-n-quotes]

“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”

— Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper

[sleeplessnightwalks]

du vil ha meg

men du ga opp på meg

og jeg sitter igjen med løgner

———

you want me

but you gave up on me

and im sitting here with all the lies

10.07.2018

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[sleeplessnightwalks]

..but you went off and loved another.

09.07.2018

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[sleeplessnightwalks]

People who hide their feelings usually care the most.

09.07.2018

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[sleeplessnightwalks]

Don’t make promises you can’t keep.

09.07.2018

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[sleeplessnightwalks]

..back. To where I started.

09.07.2018

Sleeplessnightwalks

[sleeplessnightwalks]

Sometimes I don’t go to bed at all because of how lonely it feels. I’ll pass out at my desk, often. I patiently await her, the one who saves me

I drink. I smoke. I run until my lungs burst. I drown my mind. To feel less. Just to get through each day.

[sleeplessnightwalks]

Give me you.

06.07.2018

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[lonleypoet200]

I was the land and you were the ocean waves. You’d come towards me but never stay.

Selicia Ramirez