The 3rd Blog

Sometimes spooky, sometimes cute. A personal blog

[sonysakura]

I spent a few hours of summer re-watching the best documentary of my childhood…

Walking with Dinosaurs (1999)

Ah, good times.

[sleeplessserotonin]

This one's a little dark

So last night I was between exams, and I actively noticed it. Something I hadn't acknowledged before, something that I didn't think was me.

I had a urge to hurt myself.

I can't explain it, but it was there, and it scares me that it is there.

I could beat it for now, but what if one day I couldn't. This was my thought process last night.

So I reached out to one of my closest friends, who I knew would get it without panicking, and just talked it through. And you know what? It helped.

There's no real point to what I'm writing here other than to shout into the void, and to maybe one day look back and see how far I've come from this. But if you have read this far: you are loved. You are valued. And it will get better, however far away that may seem xx

[sleeplessserotonin]

I came back to this post. Right now I am doing better. Life has ups and downs but I'm making it through.

Of course life is still stressful. Since I wrote this a pandemic began and is on going. It's near impossible to see anyone in person. Yet, I'm currently dating a wonderful wonderful gal, who I care about very much. I'm also begining to enjoy those things I lost love for again, like watching wrestling and horror movies. And I'm liking the person I am a lot more.

I don't doubt myself as much either. I do still doubt on occasion, but I'm much better at dealing with it.

One thing definitely hasn't changed tho, I still like to ramble on a post to comprehend my thoughts.

To those who have read this, you are loved and you will get through. Just remember recovery isn't always a straight line. Xx

[sunsetwish]

[everythingfox]

Hmm..

[jimtheviking]

[anxietyproblem]

[dicksmasher]

[acegodzilla]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

I couldn't recall the name of an animal, so I described it as a 'furry snake with teeth' and now I've never been so terrified of myself. FERRETS. I was trying to describe ferrets...

it’s bc ferrets are unpeeled lizards

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

[sleeplessserotonin]

I've not used this in awhile, but I seem to return here when I'm depressed and lonely. Oops. Still, let's get some spooky content going

[boxxsaltz]

[joey-wheeler-official]

Swords are bougie garbage, spears and axes are the weapons of the honest working man

[taiga-fujimura-official]

IMAGINE GETTING KILLED BY WILD ANIMALS BECAUSE YOU FAILED TO DISTANCE YOURSELF

THIS POST MADE BY POLEARM GANG

[unadulteratedpiratepizza]

I have a Sword and a Spear, because my family makes pottery and aren’t low class farmers like yours

[biggerb0at]

Lmao this dude doesnt even have an axe.

[unadulteratedpiratepizza]

I mean, we’re potters, not glass blowers. Look at this fucker talking about owning three weapons

[scrimblobimblobadimbo-deactivat]

Halberd gang rise up. It’s like a spear AND an axe.

[tardigradetheking]

yeah well lets see you split wood with it

[scrimblobimblobadimbo-deactivat]

Can’t hear you from all the way over there! I’ve got my halberd between us! Poke poke.

[tardigradetheking]

hey hey

bitch

[scrimblobimblobadimbo-deactivat]

YEAH WELL LET’S SEE YOU SPLIT WOOD WITH IT

[meckamecha]

The fuck’s all this bougie shit about? Who the fuck has money for metal weapons in this economy?

[nico-robin-official]

elitist jackass talking abt ‘crafted weapons’ just pick up a rock you fucking snob

[nudityandnerdery]

“Oooh, look at me, I’m too good to kill someone with my bare hands!” Y'all probably wear woven fabrics, too, don’t you?

[sleeplessserotonin]

Exams are done. I'm free and alive. Let's fucking go

[vvdotcom]

[kwerkykat]

This got about 1000% better when I turned the sound on

[ok-dingo]

thought this was GTA V for like a full ten seconds

[scientistbynightgaybyday]

So I was tagged by @maraschino-merry to do something relating to shuffling my music. Oh boy strap in dear reader.

1) Dorothy Danbridge Eyes - Janelle Monáe w/ Esperanza Spalding

2) Undo Your Mind - Eivør

3) Braveheart - Neon Jungle

4) What The Water Gave Me - Florence + The Machine

5) My Heart Is Broken - Evanescence

6) Electric Lady - Janelle Monáe feat. Solange

7) Helena - My Chemical Romance

8) Sissy That Walk - RuPaul

9) You Should See Me In A Crown - Billie Eilish

10) The Bird And The Worm - The Used

Only problematic one is RuPaul but I've meaning to clean the trash queen out of there anyhoo. Also rep to Janelle and weirdly a lot of metallic things.

To ensure public disruption, I nominate @3braincellsleft @questionthekingoftheseas @sleeplessserotonin @maniacalnerka @then-there-was-ram

COME FORTH COWARDS AND SPILL YOUR SECRETS!

Love you all x

[sleeplessserotonin]

1) VHS Death - Sidewalks and Skeletons

2) Better the Devil You Know - Street Cleaner

3) Dopethrone - Electric Wizard

4) Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

5) Cloudless Sky - Mirage of Deep

6) Stille - Coldworld

7) Reflections - Fen

8) Wound Upon Wound - God Seed

9) Match Box Blues - Blind Lemon Jefferson

10) Alesia - Eluveitie

An eclectic response

[gay-mentality-deactivated202111]

EXCUSE ME POLICE, THEY’RE IN LOVE

[lesboevils]

on one hand i don’t believe in really restricting media from my children. i understand the importance of varied intake with media. that being said i will not allow my children to watch paw patrol. it’s police propaganda. 

[davidalleynes]

[lesboevils]

The Misogyny and Authoritarianism of ‘Paw Patrol’

[davidalleynes]

not to beat a dead pig but i just want my followers to know that while yes, this is funny in the sense that we live in a farcical dystopia, paw patrol is one of the most pro-cop, pro-surveillance state shows i’ve seen since like, 24

[davidalleynes]

also now they have a tracking puppy named tracker and he’s a chihuaha and lives in the jungle and he uses gratuitious spanish

[weused2befriends]