.always wear your invisible crown

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New project

I’ve decided to start another project on Wattpad. Is there anyone using that app as well?

If so, head over there and let me know what you all think of my new venture!

Tethered

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...alone doesn’t mean lonely

…alone doesn’t mean lonely

I’m learning to accept That I am more than – Enough! That I don’t need – Justification – from another. I can do this thing – called life – On my own.

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...the noise around me

…the noise around me

Where are you really from? What’s your real name? Are you a Nguyen? How did you learn English? You’re not really Asian; you’re more Australian. Do you know how to make pho? Do you know how to make banh-mi? You have an Australian accent! Your English is good. Your food is very fresh. Do you have one of those cone hats? I watched a documentary about Vietnam once. I like Asian women. Asian women are…

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...time heals

…time heals

I didn’t choose to fall hard Falling hard for you was Never really my intention. Our random texts To pass the time Became D&Ms Every single night. I’ll text you whenever Became I’ll text you Whenever I miss you, (Which was all the time). I miss you then And I miss you now. But never fear I’m growing stronger Every single day Even if I am Without you.

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...another version of me.

…another version of me.

Every single day, since that particular day, I felt as though I left a version of myself at your feet. When I stepped away from your arms at the airport, it felt as though another version of me clung onto you. Every single day, since that particular day, a version of me waits to continue our routine. She’d wait for your texts of memes and gifs or the random demand for attention after a long…

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. A letter to you

Dear you, that broke my trust Because of you, I find myself Apologising and thanking everyone For letting me in their precious space. I find myself, trying to make myself small, Small enough to fit into their pockets So that I do not become a nuisance. Dear you, that broke my trust Because of you, I find myself Losing any sense of self worth. Because of you, I find myself Losing any sense of self…

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...awkward pieces of my heart

…awkward pieces of my heart

I string out words onto this blog And at best, they’re considered Unpolished rambling of my heart. Every time I’d feel lost, I’d write. I’d share my pain and memories. Awkward little pieces of my heart. I would string every little word Together like a pearl necklace. Unpolished, uncut; but they’re mine. Mine to keep and mine to cherish. I’ll write on until my heart heals.

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. Perseverance / my favourite quote

I must confess – I’m not at my best. So, for today – And tomorrow. I’ll focus on: One drop, for now Raises the sea.

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. Stars between us #2

There are stars in between us And you’ll look up and admire; Feeling a love for this very moment And all the while, I’ll daydream away Of alternative universes and timelines Where there are stars that hang above us – And not between us.

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. Teach Me

Teach me when to trust. Is it when they tell you that you’re the only person they look forward to talk to? Is it when time flies by and the night envelopes just the two of you? Is it when he tells you that the connection between the two of you is nothing he can comprehend? Is it when he tells you he misses you after only mere hours since you both last spoke? Teach me when to trust. After all the…

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Tinder

Love – But not intensely. Love – But build walls. Find a connection – Swipe swipe Left right How are you? What are you here for? Swipe swipe Left right 1st preference 2nd preference Foodie Traveller Etc etc Swipe swipe Left right But – They are not you. Swipe swipe Until the pain dims Into dark halls Of my memories.

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. Clarity

Today I learned that: what I want and what I’m ready for are two different identities. That I am not lost with friends around to stand by me.

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Amelie 2.0

When I first started this blog, I was a lost girl in search of clarity. The writing (although now deleted) was a way to articulate and expel internal anguish and pain. …I am back and resuming my search once again.    

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.Home

If a home is where the heart is then every home is haunted – and I am a ghost forever lost in yours.

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. f i r s t . c o n n e c t i o n

. f i r s t . c o n n e c t i o n

To call you a man-child would be an insult – as you are not childlike in your ways – but through your eyes you see – you see the world in wondrous ways. The way you capture the dullness and recreate – no, rebuild – no, you give second chances – to the damaged – to the ignored. You see beauty in the broken –

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.ghost

I want to go to a place where I’m away from myself, to disappear – to slip through time and pretend what life would be like to not be me.

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.out into the open

.out into the open

In search of Perfection – I became – a jack of all trades but Master of none. In search of Adventure – I became – a torn diary. Blank pages used – with eager words by those yearning to be heard.

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