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the evil hyperwoke feminine trans man transmeds fantasize about ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

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Hear me out. Leona being indulgent towards Kalim's whims and hanging out with him because Kalim reminds him of Cheka. If there's any fics about this link them pls. Thank you for your time.

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Something I think about a lot in TWST is Azul. More specifically, I think about his ED, and the way it had to have affected his life.

His grandmother trained him in magic, and he said that she always made him a bunch of food when he got home from school. I can't imagine how worried she must've been when her precious grandson went from happily eating everything she made for him, to suddenly never being hungry after school, and when he became so weak during training. It had to have taken a toll on his strength. That might even be why his magic is still considerably weaker than the other Housewardens (based off his stats in book 6).

There's no way his mother and grandmother never noticed, and of course the tweels did too, but I wonder how deep he was in his own mind, how he would've rejected any help from the ones who love him, and what pushing away that help did to him.

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I feel like the ways in which Silver's disability could literally kill him aren't talked about enough.

Yes, silly funny haha sleepy guy, but also. Like. What about if he passed out while showering? What if he passed out while swimming? What if he passed out while driving? What if he passed out somewhere unfamiliar/dangerous? How many things is he actually able to do by himself, and how often is his life at risk over something he can't control?

Idk, this is a dumb post, but Silver's struggles hit close to home for me since I also struggle with uncontrollable fainting. It's scary and dangerous, and I feel Silver should be allowed more room to be rightfully upset with his disability rather than it being played off for comedy all the time.

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question about your last post

What do you think about Grim's club?

I completely forgot about grim omg

His club is food centered so I'd say it represents his overindulgent and impulsive nature as overeating tends to represent recklessness!! Loneliness also works for him as a solo club member since he likely wouldn't stay in nrc and would be by himself once yuu returns to their own world

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Idk if this is common knowledge and I'm the only person who didn't already know this, but I think every club in TWST represents something that the characters have in common.

The pop music club is made up of those who come off cheerful on the outside to hide their inner turmoil. Kalim, Lilia, and Cater all fit this.

The basketball club is made up of those who are rebellious and do not fit the standards their surroundings set for them. Floyd, Jamil, and Ace are all people who go against the norm.

The board game club is made up of those who will destroy themselves in order to get what they want. Idia and Azul have both sacrificed their own well-beings for their goals.

The equestrian club is made up of those who are strict in themselves, and often times others, as a result of their disciplined upbringings.

The track club is made up of those who give their all to be their best selves.

The spelldrive club is made up of those who strive to be stronger/on top.

The science club is made up of those who are deemed too eccentric to fit in.

The film study club is made up of those who are selfish and therefore misconstrued as cruel, when they actually care deeply for those around them.

The gargoyle study club and mountain hiking club only have solo members because they both represent isolation. Jade is isolated even amongst his peers due to being deemed untrustworthy and having strange hobbies. Malleus is isolated because of his upbringing and his long lifespan.

Maybe this is common knowledge or maybe I'm reaching, but I think the parallels between the club members are all really neat!!

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Ace x Deuce is so t4t boyfailures to me and I hold them very close to my heart ❤️

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Hear me out

.... It would be so fucking funny

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I know Mash and Finn are both autistic just on completely separate areas of the spectrum but I can't prove it...

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i’m convinced the scene at the fan signing was romance and abby ignoring mira and just making goo goo eyes at eachother like

mira is looking for her gorgeous girlfriends meanwhile these two STUPIDS are kissing with their eyes

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You implied in a post that Jiang Cheng is partially responsible for orphaning Jin Ling and I wonder what you mean? I can't remember anything he did to cause it

I’m sorry, but do people not realize that Jiang Cheng’s actions led to direct, causal consequences? Jiang Cheng lets his petty insecurities get to him, which leads to:

him publicly abandoning Wei Wuxian, openly declaring him as an enemy to the (orthodox) cultivation world, and withholding why he owed a debt to the Wen siblings because “tired baby is cranky baby,” while at the same time…

not completely cutting off contact but, instead, covertly helping sneak Jiang Yanli to Yiling to show off her wedding gown, giving Wei Wuxian the false impression that he was still conditionally welcomed enough that it would be safe to accept the invitation to Jin Ling’s one-month celebration, and these first two points lead to…

the Jin Clan feeling comfortable enough to ambush him on the way to said one-month celebration, because they were both positive that Wei Wuxian would show up AND assured that no one would be around to defend him. Jin Guangyao takes advantage of this to kill off Jin Zixuan. That’s one parent down, and the consequences of this are…

…now an unjustifiably angry Jiang Cheng, rather than staying behind to comfort his grieving sister and fatherless nephew, attending the murder banquet, showing a united front to all other clans that Wei Wuxian is neither supported nor welcome. He provides no explanations in neither Wei Wuxian nor the Wen siblings’ defenses, and when Wei Wuxian shows up to said murder party, he keeps silent as Wei Wuxian is verbally AND physically attacked, making no attempts at diplomacy or de-escalation because he doesn’t view this battle as affecting him (because correct me if I’m wrong, but Wei Wuxian’s corpses don’t attack the Jiang disciples at this moment). Which leads to…

Jiang Yanli running onto an active battleground to find Wei Wuxian and, eventually, giving her life for him.

Then as a little treat, instead of Jiang Cheng taking responsibility for his hand in how all of these events played out, he instead teaches his orphaned nephew that Wei Wuxian intentionally killed both of his parents in cold blood and that this young child should kill anyone who reminds Jiang Cheng of Wei Wuxian, grooming the kid into his tool of vengeance. Guanyin Temple is the only moment where he drops the facade that this was ever about Jin Ling, when he basically says “You took everything from me and left me with this orphan” pointing directly at Jin Ling and causing the kid to deflate.

This is also what I mean when I say that Jiang Cheng is a follower who wants to be treated like the leader be refuses to be. He wants to play both sides—posturing to the cultivation world that he’s cut all ties with Wei Wuxian with that staged fight but then sneaking Jiang Yanli to him when she asks, siding with the cultivation world wanting to exterminate the Wen remnants and shun Wei Wuxian at the emergency conference but telling Wei Wuxian that he’s there for the latter’s “benefit”—because he never wants to make a decision that can be confidently placed on his own head. He wants the benefit of actions he didn’t take—“why am I not being praised as if I killed the xuanwu of slaughter when I led the search party afterwards?” “I’ll take credit for killing Wei Wuxian even though I literally didn’t.”—while shoving all of the responsibility to others—“you repaid my debt to the Wen siblings, so that’s your bad luck,” “you almost died to save everyone in the cave and now the Wen are knocking on the door, so that’s your bad luck, nevermind that I also tried to kill Ling Wangjiao in that same cave.”

Jc stans are a constant refrain of, “Looks guys, he didn’t repay his debt to the Wen at the cost of everyone else’s ire, that was Wei Wuxian! He didn’t lead the ambush and host the banquet, that was the Jin! He’s just a hapless baby, a widdle guy! He’s only there for numbers! He’s only there for face! Nothing is ever his fault!” when truthfully, most of the events of the story past the war are directly his fault, and that’s why he has not a damn thing to say when Jin Guangyao calls him on it.

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Love shipping Mu Qing with everyone but I will always stand by the fact that no one deserves him

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So new update amirite?

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A lot of shipping wars could be resolved if everyone figured out the concept of multishipping, polyamory, and literally just respecting other opinions. All characters should kiss and we should all kiss too.