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| he/him | agere, yumeshipping, system things and vent blog | sfw only!! |

[apollos-he4rtz]

welcome to my blog! ᯓ★

Hi!! Names Cal or Hya ^_^ , 19, Bi and TransMasc. Pronouns are He/him.

We are a system, Caleb is the host, alters are fragola, fictives are toki, and saiki.

little age is 0-10! anti agere dni and sfw only!

some of my interests are metalocalypse, jjba, chiikawa, system of a down, måneskin, mitski, rookies, romeo and juliet, the summer hikaru died, saiki k, blood of zeus, castlevania, masyumaro (sanrio character), papa louie/flipverse games, guitar, music, and cds

[canidkid]

Give. Me. Embarrassing agere.

Give me loud wailing and sobbing and clinging to a trusted person. Give me begging to "go home" whether that home is real and reachable or not. Give me crying for parents and siblings and grandparents and *anyone* who feels safer than the present situation.

Give me stress regression. Give me trauma response regression. Give me regression as a result of someone's self-soothing ability completely imploding.

Give me the gross parts of it. In writing, in drawings, in headcanon ramblings. The tantrums with snot and spit and red faces. The potty accidents. The bedwetting. The lashing out and yelling and hitting. The physical symptoms of feeling like you're no longer in full control of your mind and body. Let me see the MISBEHAVIOR that comes with feeling like a child in a body that's too big for you when everything is SCARY. The behavior you REGRET later.

Seeing the cozy, comforting, voluntary end of agere is so important when you're using it to comfort yourself.

But the embarrassment of it goes beyond "I use pacifiers and stuffed animals to self soothe after a hard day." for a lot of people. Acknowledge and accept that, too. Please.

[miffbug]

winding down after a hard day at school 🖤

just something that brought some comfort, hoping tomorrow is better ~

[grubgijinka]

insomniac middle regressor

[miffbug]

big bro cg tucking you into bed but also slipping your DS under your pillow for you to play after mom turns the lights out

[sageystar]

kitties with binkies.... ★

[gotchapon]

[kaifish-pond]

Broken Crayons & Big Feelings

(super short drabble bc this was a bit too close to home in a lot of ways lol)

Self-indulgent agere fic, bc i was a kid who had to suppress a lot of tantrums! (ALSO! Inspired by a post by @bukkit-bukkit)

TW: Big Emotions, impure regression, etc

The screaming is so loud you wonder how your vocal cords dont just pop. You cant explain why you’re so mad! So WHY do they KEEP asking?? You’re stamping your feet and your fists are balled at your sides. These emotions are so all-consuming its a miracle you haven’t drowned in them. You feel hot tears streaming down your face. Everything feels like too much, you feel so bad, and wrong and dirty. 

Trauma is welling up and lashing out. You push your caregiver’s hands away, even try and bite. The hands retreat. You are a volcano that’s erupting, you race around the room a whirlwind of chaos and destruction. You flop on your stomach, banging on the ground with fists and feet. You’re voice is nearly hoarse from screaming out your frustration and pain. All the horrors of your childhood on display in your brain, you want them to go away, to leave you be. They wont go. Why wont they go?

You’ve been tantruming for so long it feels. It feels good to cry, to let everything out. Afterwards your caregiver is there, wrapping you in a welcomed hug. You sniffle into their chest, clutching their shirt. They shush you as you try and apologize. They understand completely. 

You climb into your bed, cuddling your favorite stuffies. Your caregiver tucks you in, singing you a gently song and telling you what a good little you are. You feel so safe. 

You know that tomorrow you will have another tantrum, its an inevitable part of your life, you’ve come to accept it. It is tiring, but so are many things in life.

[babibirbcrow]

I want to be babied. I want to be held a cooed at. I want to be told how good of a boy I’ve been and how I’m such a good little. I want to be praised and cuddled and pat and I want so many face kisses. I don’t want to feel icky every time I regress. I don’t want to feel like a bother. I don’t want to feel like I’m in trouble whenever I do it. I just want to be a soft little puppy boy. I want to play and be pet and given treats and taken care of. Genuinely taken care of not just baby sat or watched I want someone attention all on me. I want to be the most important thing in that moment even if it is a little selfish. I just want to be a good boy.

[maxslilspace]

things every „impure” regressor needs to hear

(yes i’m doing it for myself, why?)

🥀it’s okay to cry, have meltdowns or throw tantrums, it’s a way to express that your feeling big emotions, just remember to use gentle hands on yourself and others

🥀no, your not a bad little one just because your regression isn’t all fun and rainbows

🥀your cg (if you have one) doesn’t hate you just because you threw a tantrum, they understand

🥀your plushies will forgive you it you release your anger on them or just throw them. they are your friends that are here to help

🥀it’s okay to want to cover your pretty drawing with a black crayon because it wasnt ”good enough”

sorry if i messed some words out, english isn’t my first language!

[bumbling-kiddo]

being allowed to lay facedown on the floor and cry and cry and cry and cry and tantrum while a caregiver just rubs my back until i’m all cried out and then scoops me up and tells me we’re okay and gently rocks me back and forth until i fall asleep. and there’s no judgement and nobody gets mad at me for not being cheerful enough and i don’t get in trouble for throwing a fit and they just stay nearby and hold me. i think that would fix me

nsfw blogs dni please!

[sunnimals]

☆ Grungy Boyre Outfit Board ☆

• as always, dividers are free to use, but they require credit!! Use my #tag to credit me

[bunnelbaby]

anytime you worry about consuming not so child friendly content when regressed, just remember that the most well known age regression representation we have come from shows intended for mature audiences: nurse bendy from moral orel and toki wartooth from metalocalypse.

[apollos-he4rtz]

sensory issues are so peculiar because why do you mean inside room smell (good, refreshing, peach) is contaminated with outside room smell (plastic, evil) so i need to use air freshener and cologne to regulate inside room smell

[littl-bun]

little one who chews on things they’re not supposed to x cg who gently scolds them 💭

“Ah-ah, spit it out.”

“Can you give that to Title, please?”

“Here baby, have a chewy instead.”

“Is my little one hungry? Yeah? Do you want Title to make you something?”

[oceancarers]

little one who gets shy when they regress, shrinking in on themself and going all quiet and wide-eyed. their carer notices and starts cooing at them, petting their baby's head.

"is that mama's baby? oh, look how precious, so curious and sweet. c'mere, sweetheart, let mama hold you. i've missed my baby so much!!"

[bunniesplayroom]

something abt the concept of a little NEEDING a nap is so cute

like ‘oh sorry he’s so fussy, he hasn’t had his midday nap’ or ‘you seem really tired, honey. maybe we should take a mid morning nap, hm?”

tiny babies need their rest !!!

bonus points if they try and resist it so hard that they end up throwing a fit and then fall asleep on their caregiver or in a silly spot