Toxi ⋆˚꩜｡

they/he - 7teen *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ gw: 100lb/46kg ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*

[ava-adore555]

Tattoos, piercings, hair dye, glitter, ana

[sleepythroughhunger]

I don't think it will ever end

[sleepythroughhunger]

insanity really does wonders because tell me why I disassociated so bad i coudn't eat without crying, i lost 3kg in a week and since it's not wearing off i don't think the grind will stop

[soon45kg]

Don’t get me wrong, exercise is great. But when I can feel my fat jiggle during a workout I die a little.

[ventblog-777]

my body is so weird…. my collarbones and hipbones are so visible, sometimes my ribs when i stretch out. but i also have fat thighs legs and arms and a lower tummy pouch 😭😭😭😭😭😭 like girl what is this

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.

If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.

So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.

Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.

I say, “I am sick.”

They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”

How could I not fall in love with my illness?

With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?

Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?

~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird

[lilit1hst4rv]

me trying to sneakily look at the back of a nutrition label but my family/friend is next to me

[prinxessinwonderlxnd-deactivate]

naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive

[anaapple123]

Sorry if I was rude to you I'm probably just starving

[maimassacre]

💀☠️

[sdwintergirls]

most people on this app forget this:

[strivingskin]

all i think about is sex and calories

[sleepythroughhunger]

The emptiness in my stomach swallows my brain

[sleepythroughhunger]

Finally lost weight after months of stagnation

This is your sign to not give up ♡

Everything is possible with enough willpower

[35kg160cm]

time to repost this classic

[cryyxstar]

Dear body,

If you're hungry then there's a lot of saved energy right inside those humongous thighs so please don't hold back and start b¡ng¡ng on that f4t already!

[sleepythroughhunger]

Tips to avoid binge eating *ೃ༄

As someone who used to binge a lot.

Hide all food either in the cupboard or if you can't in non-transparent boxes, out of sight out of mind

Eat in front of people or in a different room than the one you have food in, you'll feel less tempted to get another serving

Listen to your cravings but only in small portions, for example if you are craving chocolate take one small chocolate snack, clean up before eating and leave to eat in a separate room

Just in general clean up after yourself before you start eating when you prep up your food

Common one but works: drink a big glass of water before eating anything

Try to find alternatives of what you’re craving, things with similar texture or taste but with lower calories so that you get at least a bit of the satisfaction you search for

Find a way to disgust yourself from food by comparing what you are about to eat as things you find gross, it might even work on the long term

Take deep breaths!!!! It really helps to get grounded and not slip up, you’ll avoid zoning out and mindlessly binging, it also makes you think about what you are about to do

˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ You got this, one step at a time you’ll get closer to your goal, you just have to put in the effort to do so ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚