Toxi ⋆˚꩜｡

they/he - 7teen *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ gw: 100lb/46kg ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*

[illhavewaterpls]

summer is in 84 days,

what will you look like?

[sleepythroughhunger]

I don't think it will ever end, I don't know if i want it to end, i just want it to be less painful, i just want to stop hurting myself, but i cant and I don't know how to cope in other ways, i could cook but i will never eat what i make

[sleepythroughhunger]

insanity really does wonders because tell me why I disassociated so bad i coudn't eat without crying, i lost 3kg in a week and since it's not wearing off i don't think the grind will stop

[r4r1tyy]

I want to be just like you...

[soon45kg]

Don’t get me wrong, exercise is great. But when I can feel my fat jiggle during a workout I die a little.

[vegteables]

crazy how, when i'm feeling physically terrible/weak/dizzy etc. i'm like "this is the worst i do not want to feel like this". then the second i start feeling marginally better i'm like "oh no, i want to go back to feeling badly cause maybe that means it's working"

like.................make up your mind girl

[ventblog-777]

my body is so weird…. my collarbones and hipbones are so visible, sometimes my ribs when i stretch out. but i also have fat thighs legs and arms and a lower tummy pouch 😭😭😭😭😭😭 like girl what is this

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.

If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.

So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.

Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.

I say, “I am sick.”

They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”

How could I not fall in love with my illness?

With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?

Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?

~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird

[sleepythroughhunger]

Body dysmorphia has never been this bad ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

[lilit1hst4rv]

me trying to sneakily look at the back of a nutrition label but my family/friend is next to me

[prinxessinwonderlxnd-deactivate]

naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive

[anaapple123]

Sorry if I was rude to you I'm probably just starving

[xyl0b0nes]

You think I should have breakfast?? What’s next, lunch??? Dinner???? That’s a slippery slope, pal.

[maimassacre]

💀☠️

[thest4rvingchic-deactivated2024]

Anybody else want to lose their boobs/ass?

I want to get a smaller frame, almost childish and young body, probably something connected to my childhood trauma but I see a lot of people want to get hourglass/curved skinny body while I want to be flat lmao

[sleepythroughhunger]

Same but for me it’s because of dysphoria

[sdwintergirls]

most people on this app forget this:

[strivingskin]

all i think about is sex and calories