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Soren Mathiasen. 21. Son of Mercury.

[pxrfectteddydavis-blog]

"I’m trying, I am, I swear. " Noah pleaded, glancing between Soren and the pan. He bit his lip as he tried to balance paying attention to his work when all Noah really wanted to do was give Soren his whole focus. "Thank you. " he let out a sigh of relief finally focusing just on his work. "Oh, it’s bread. I’m gonna make a bunch of it."

[sleightofway-blog]

Soren’s eyes dropped to his hands. Another time, he thought. Noah seemed very dedicated towards his baking, and even as the asshole he was, he wasn’t mean enough to crush his hopes yet. He could talk about how he didn’t want flowers from him later. “Ah. Are you giving the bread to someone? Or is it just for fun?” Truly, Soren didn’t really care either way, but what was a little harm in small talk?

[pxrfectteddydavis-blog]

“What? -Sorry, I wasn’t listening. I really wanna get this in an oven. “

[sleightofway-blog]

"Kid, if you’re not going to listen to what I say, at least say so," Soren sighed, raking his fingers through his hair in annoyance. Soren eyed Noah for a moment, before altering his tone so it would have a softer quality to it. "Go ahead," he said, his voice slowing down to become almost gravitational. "What are you baking?"

[parise]

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First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes (2005)

So if you want to be with me With these things there’s no telling We just have to wait and see But I’d rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery Besides maybe this time is different I mean I really think you like me 

[gloryandswords-blog]

"If I see anyone smoking near me one more time today, someone might just end up dying. Gods.”

[sleightofway-blog]

Soren pulled out a cigarette like the bastard he was, and lit it up in front of him. "Go ahead and try."

[sleightofway-blog]

You must miss the good old days, huh? ❞//❝ For as long as I can remember, I just wanted to do what was right. ❞//❝ Who’s the girl? ❞//If it was down to me to save your life, would you trust me to do it? ❞ [sorah]

❝ You must miss the good old days, huh? ❞

"I don’t really care about the old days. Whatever it is now, it just … is. We can’t help it,” Soren said nonchalantly. “There’s no point of missing days that we won’t get; times we can’t relive. That’s why I’m going to win. The times may never be the same again, but we can make them worth living.”Oh, hell. When did he become someone who enjoyed preaching? Soren’s eyes narrowed—he didn’t … he didn’t want Noah to know about how he was fine with being alongside the Titans.Because truly, all Soren wanted to do was win. It didn’t matter what side he was on.

❝ For as long as I can remember, I just wanted to do what was right. ❞

Soren almost choked from the scoff that rose from his throat. “And how, exactly,” he started, his eyes becoming slits, “do you have the idea in your mind that you’re a bad person?”Soren’s pink lips curved upwards into a sardonic smile, his expression callous. “It’s pretty simple, Williams. You’re good. I’m not. I don’t do what’s right, I do what’s easy.”The funny thing was that Soren didn’t care. He could be called selfish, self-serving, a coward but it would not change him one bit. He deserved to go to Hell. Might as well enjoy the ride there, right? On the other hand … Noah didn’t deserve the same fate. Even he was not selfish enough to take advantage of someone like him—Noah was too whole, too righteous, too pure to get dragged down to the Fields of Asphodel or worse."Keep doing what you’re doing, kid. You’ll get places without me by your side."

❝ Who’s the girl? ❞

"Who the fuck is the girl? I don’t know either, kid,” he laughed, the boy’s comment amusing him.To him, there was no point of loving someone when there was the chance of losing them. And he knew he would lose them sooner or later—it was kind of a given ever since he was claimed as a demigod. Soren liked stability. He liked having an easy life even if it was given to him in all the wrong ways.Dating a girl? Sure, it’d be nice, maybe. Not in the long run, though. He didn’t need to feel negative emotions anymore.Wait. What made Noah think that he had a girl?"Oh, gods, Noah. Please tell me you’re not talking about Mary.”

❝ If it was down to me to save your life, would you trust me to do it? ❞

Like hell he would. If there was anyone who he’d put his trust into for saving his life, it was the person standing in front of him. He didn’t deserve any bit of Noah, but for some unknown reason, Noah still liked him.It should’ve made him amused. Happy, even. Soren could so easily take this boy’s trust and shatter it. He’d get one good use; one chance do use Noah’s trust and turn it around on him to cut himself. One betrayal.But it made him infuriated. He just wanted him to get out; leave before he got burnt from playing with fire. People say that there’s always an exception to a rule . . .Noah was his exception. Get burnt if you meddle with fire. But what if the thing that was meddling with fire was water?Maybe if he had a caring soul somewhere in his empty body, he’d manage to care about Noah. Or maybe this was his sick way of protecting the boy he could’ve cared about in another time; another life. Either way, he would not stop pushing him away.”No,” Soren said. “I wouldn’t trust you to save my life.”

[sleightofway-blog]

❝ We can’t afford to wait that long. ❞/ ❝ You’re always so dramatic. ❞/ ❝ The world has changed, and none of us can go back. ❞/ ❝ Sometimes the best that we can do is to start over. ❞/ ❝ I’m here to ask a favor. ❞ ( Mary to Soren )

❝ We can’t afford to wait that long. ❞

"You're right. I'm not risking my life for them. Let's go."

❝ You’re always so dramatic. ❞

"I wouldn't be Soren if I wasn't dramatic."

❝ The world has changed, and none of us can go back. ❞

"Maybe it has for the worst or for the better, but I'm sure as hell making sure I'm on the better side of it. I hope you'll find yourself on that side too, Mary."

❝ Sometimes the best that we can do is to start over. ❞

"Well, fuck... I didn't think that would happen. But I'm game as long as we don't get our feelings attached to whatever this is."

❝ I’m here to ask a favor. ❞

"Does it involve sex?"

[pxrfectteddydavis-blog]

❝ Don’t say it. Don’t you say it. ❞ // ❝ That is a terrible, terrible idea. ❞ // ❝ This is gonna hurt. ❞ // ❝ You’re my friend. ❞ // SOREN

❝ Don’t say it. Don’t you say it. ❞

"I can’t not say it. I-I think I’m in love with you, Soren. I can’t stop thinking about you and every time you smile, it hurts. “

❝ That is a terrible, terrible idea. ❞

"What? No! Come on, the water is finally warm enough. I promise I won’t tell Josie I saw you without a shirt on. “

❝ This is gonna hurt. ❞

"Just, oh gods, take it out. It hurts so much, Soren. Take the dagger out-ah!”

❝ You’re my friend. ❞

"Really? I’m not that weird kid anymore following you guys around?

[sleightofway-blog]

❝ You know, there was a time I would’ve taken a bullet for you. ❞ / ❝ I’m headed to Europe tonight, Wanted to ask if you’d come. It's to go help some kids find their way here. ❞ / ❝ Kiss me. ❞ [sorAH]

❝ You know, there was a time I would’ve taken a bullet for you. ❞

"I'm pretty sure you still would."

❝ I’m headed to Europe tonight, Wanted to ask if you’d come. It's to go help some kids find their way here. ❞

"Why the fuck did you ask me instead of Joseph?"

❝ Kiss me. ❞

"Noah..."

[pxrfectteddydavis-blog]

❝ You’re out of your depth, kid. ❞ // Soren x Noah

"Eh, I learned to swim when I was twelve. I can dooggy paddle my way through everything now. "

[sleightofway-blog]

❝ Who do you want me to be? ❞ // ❝ Did you get my flowers? ❞ [noah x soren]

❝ Who do you want me to be? ❞

"I want you to be yourself. Because unlike me, you're not an asshole. You can get to places in life."

❝ Did you get my flowers? ❞

"I... wait, fuck. Those were from you?"

[crimsondeath]

'captain america: the winter soldier' starter prompts

❝ On your left. ❞ ❝ Don’t say it. Don’t you say it. ❞ ❝ Need a medic? ❞ ❝ You should be ashamed of yourself. ❞ ❝ It’s your bed, right? ❞ ❝ You must miss the good old days, huh? ❞ ❝ I’ll put it on the list. ❞ ❝ I’m sure they have a good reason. ❞ ❝ Relax, it’s not that complicated. ❞ ❝ You doing anything fun Saturday night? ❞ ❝ You know, if you ask Kristen out, from Statistics, she’d probably say yes. ❞ ❝ Too shy, or too scared? ❞ ❝ You seemed pretty helpless without me. ❞ ❝ You want to be a hero? Is that it? ❞ ❝ Well, this is awkward. ❞ ❝ I think that’s overstating things. ❞ ❝ You just can’t stop yourself from lying, can you? ❞ ❝ I’m not obliged to do anything. ❞ ❝ It’s called compartmentalisation. ❞ ❝ Nobody spills the secrets, because nobody knows them all. ❞ ❝ I do share. I’m nice like that. ❞ ❝ I thought the punishment usually came after the crime. ❞ ❝ We can’t afford to wait that long. ❞ ❝ This isn’t freedom, this is fear. ❞ ❝ For as long as I can remember, I just wanted to do what was right. ❞ ❝ You’re always so dramatic. ❞ ❝ The world has changed, and none of us can go back. ❞ ❝ Sometimes the best that we can do is to start over. ❞ ❝ I’m here to ask a favor. ❞ ❝ You lose someone? ❞ ❝ What makes you happy? ❞ ❝ If you want, you’re welcome to use my machine. Might be cheaper than the one in the basement. ❞ ❝ Well, I’ll keep my distance. ❞ ❝ I don’t remember giving you a key. ❞ ❝ My wife kicked me out. ❞ ❝ I didn’t know you were married. ❞ ❝ There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me. ❞ ❝ You’re a terrible liar. ❞ ❝ He told me not to trust anyone. ❞ ❝ Anyone gets in my way, they’re gonna regret it. ❞ ❝ It kind of feels personal. ❞ ❝ I only act like I know everything. ❞ ❝ I’m not gonna ask you again. ❞ ❝ Bye-bye, bikinis. ❞ ❝ First rule of going on the run is don’t run, walk. ❞ ❝ My fiancé was just helping me with some honeymoon destinations. ❞ ❝ I have the exact same glasses. ❞ ❝ Shut up and put your arm around me. Laugh at something I said. ❞ ❝ Kiss me. ❞ ❝ Public displays of affection make people very uncomfortable. ❞ ❝ I just wondered how much practice you’ve had. ❞ ❝ Nobody special, though? ❞ ❝ Believe it or not, it’s kind of hard to find someone with shared life experience. ❞ ❝ You just make something up. ❞ ❝ The truth is a matter of circumstance. ❞ ❝ That’s a tough way to live. ❞ ❝ You know, it’s kind of hard to trust someone, when you don’t know who that someone really is. ❞ ❝ Who do you want me to be? ❞ ❝ Who’s the girl? ❞ ❝ You need anything before I leave? ❞ ❝ Want some milk? ❞ ❝ I thought I knew whose lies I was telling, but I guess I can’t tell the difference anymore. ❞ ❝ There’s a chance you might be in the wrong business. ❞ ❝ If it was down to me to save your life, would you trust me to do it? ❞ ❝ I hear the crab cakes here are delicious. ❞ ❝ That is a terrible, terrible idea. ❞ ❝ I wasn’t sure who to trust. ❞ ❝ Your work has been a gift to mankind. ❞ ❝ You shaped the century. ❞ ❝ Society’s at a tipping point between order and chaos. ❞ ❝ If you don’t do your part, I can’t do mine. ❞ ❝ See, it’s stuff like this that gives me trust issues. ❞ ❝ I just kind of wanted to be alone. ❞ ❝ We can put the couch cushions on the floor like when we were kids. ❞ ❝ I’m with you to the end of the line, pal. ❞ ❝ I don’t know if I can do that. ❞ ❝ I think it’s time you know the truth. ❞ ❝ The price of freedom is high. ❞ ❝ Did you write that down first, or was it off the top of your head? ❞ ❝ You smug son of a bitch. ❞ ❝ I’m sorry, did I step on your moment? ❞ ❝ Are you sure you’re ready for the world to see you as you really are? ❞ ❝ Did you get my flowers? ❞ ❝ You’re the best and the most ruthless person I ever met. ❞ ❝ You know, you’re a lot heavier than you look. ❞ ❝ I had a big breakfast. ❞ ❝ Please don’t make me do this. ❞ ❝ Unless you want a two-inch hole in your sternum, I’d put that gun down. ❞ ❝ This is gonna hurt. ❞ ❝ Man, shut the hell up. ❞ ❝ You know, there was a time I would’ve taken a bullet for you. ❞ ❝ You’re out of your depth, kid. ❞ ❝ I’m not gonna fight you. ❞ ❝ You’re my friend. ❞ ❝ You’re not going to put me in a prison. ❞ ❝ You’ll know where to find me. ❞ ❝ I’m headed to Europe tonight, Wanted to ask if you’d come. ❞ ❝ You might not want to pull on that thread. ❞ ❝ This is the age of miracles. ❞ ❝ There’s nothing more horrifying than a miracle. ❞

[mancandykings]