Kawaii Sniper Waifu

Kuudere

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If you wanna keep up with my art and me you can follow me at https://twitter.com/Slingerwitch I kinda want to abandon tumblr. The people that run it are sketch as fuck.

[hckleinman]

staff You are recommending that I follow a nazi blog I blocked last night. Your site promotes anti-semitism to Jews. Your site shoves Nazi Swastikas in the faces of Jews. It’s bad enough that the Nazi blogs seem to be sprouting up like weeds on a site that claims to have an anti-hate policy, but to actively promote them to people who have taken the steps of blocking these blogs is beyond the pale. Clean this place up. It’s turning into Stormfront. I encourage everyone who sees this post, Jewish or otherwise, to reblog it. Tumblr has been ignoring the growth of Nazism on this site for too long. It needs to end.

[darkfyretheumbrawitch-deactivat]

@staff

[revolutionarykoolaid]

Another Day in White Supremacy (8/26/17): The absolute piece of shit known as Joe Arpaio should be rotting in a jail cell, but the even more disgusting, festering pestilence known as Donald Trump pardoned him today. Using the cover of an oncoming hurricane, and the slow news day of a Friday, Trump also signed a ban on the military paying for reassignment surgery (more on that later). Absolutely disgusted! (x) 

[emmywinnercriss]

This guy was a disgrace to Arizona and the guy who pardoned him is a disgrace to this country.

[slingerwitch-blog]

some pics of me ina  quick cosplay of sorts. it’s still cosplay when it’s an OC, right? Totally ready to larp my VtM character tho. lol Being a Samedi unskilled in Obfuscate I’ve got to hide pretty much all of my me. :P COurse it’s to hot to larp in this outfit. lol

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This has a lot of mistakes. But ah well. I did this for my girlfriend.

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I have a twitter. Btw. it’s https://twitter.com/Slingerwitch

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character design for a DnD campaign

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Ugh I had a breakdown last night. so much fun

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I have a twitter now. It’s mostly for smash 4 type stuff tho 

https://twitter.com/Slingerwitch

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I got a new mask

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Doodle from today. The catish thing might be something. lol

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Pass the happy along! When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy, then send it to the last 10 people in your activity!

My girlfriends

Smash 4

drawing

comics/manga

animation 

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welp I have a new favorite manga

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Is there anything that aggressively screams that a woman is straight as having long finger nails? just. Ouch.

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I feel so disconnected from people lately.Maybe it’s not lately. Ever since one of my best friends started being a dick to me I have the hardest time making and keeping friends. 

[renniferno]

A bit of an update...

Hi everyone! I don’t make posts like this often.

Or ever, really, I guess. But I have news!

As some of you may or may not know, I’m what the kids these days call ‘poor as shit’ and I’m running into some problems. One of those problems is that I’m absolutely terrible at asking for help when I need it. Another problem is that I need money to keep a roof over my head– at least until I can move.

I owe nearly $2k in rent. I’ve been unemployed since about January, and if I can’t do something about that two thousand, I could be out of a place to live before I get the chance to make a pretty big, long distance move to somewhere decidedly more stable.

A while back, I put a link to buy me a coffee on my page, but it’s not like I expect donations. I don’t like asking for things, especially money, but I’m struggling. I have a pile of disorders that keep me from traditional work without taking too severe a hit to my mental health, (ptsd, depression, more general anxiety,) and despite many people saying otherwise, I struggle with considering my art ‘good enough’ to offer commissions. (More on that later.)

So I guess this post is my finally hitting my limit of ‘can’t ask for help because I’m supposed to do everything on my own’? I need the help. I’ve needed the help for years, really. I’m upset with myself that it got this bad before I started to reach out.

Even if you can’t donate! If you could just reblog a struggling artist’s post(s), that’s more than enough. Thank you.

[slingerwitch-blog]

So if I were really going to seriously talk about K-on and try to break it down for what it -is- I'd say it's more acceptance porn than anything else. Yui is obviously some kind of neurodivergent. I read her as adhd, but I'm not a psychologist. Most common read of her is adhd or autism and those have a lot of crossover with symptoms. But I'm gonna go forward assuming adhd, since this is how I can relate to it. So a common thing with people with Adhd is being really rejected by most people. And I don't mean like in the romantic sense. What I mean is on the base levels of friendship. A lot of the symptoms really read . . . well childish and annoying. Plus you often seem unfocused because well you are. Most people read you being distracted as you not caring. Adhd causes you to be emotionally inpulsive, which means quick to anger and sadden and even exite. and inpulsive in general, so then you do stupid shit. That sound familiar? As a kid this really fucking sucks. Because when your younger all of that is normal. But then you hit teenage years. And slowly everyone starts to just find you annoying. And slowly you stop really being able to make and keep friends. Because eventually they just get annoyed with you. Or pissed. You stop being accepted by your peers. And this just gets worse and worse as you get older. By the time of highschool you're known as that outcast. Maybe people like being around you in short bursts? And if you try to get close to someone you push them away accidently because of your symptoms. You get clingy on the few people around you that can stand you. You might not even be all that great of friends with them either. What happens a lot is someone will be your best friend, and then you'll find out that to them you're just kinda a friend. So what do you do? You try to mask stuff off. So you hide all of the symptoms that shape your personality. And maybe you get good at this. Maybe someone starts being your friend. And then you open up to them and WHAM they hate you. So you start to have a cycle of starting to be friends with someone and then stopping right before you really open up to them. On a personal level, once I got to this super closed off level people started liking me. At least until I opened up. So I stopped opening up. And a lot of us do this. And here's what this feels like. You go to school. Everyone talks to you and they generally seem interested in being close with you, but you know they'd hate you. So you never really become friends with any of them and you just are kinda there. That enigma no one knows. And so a lot of people interact with you. Some of them will say they even like you. And then you go home. And it's summer break. And you're alone for several months. Even your siblings have stopped really liking you. So your closed off to them to. And your family. All of them. And you start to feel like an outsider everywhere. Like you can't exist in that world. Yea you can puton a mask and pretend. But it's not the same. And you wind up desperately wishing someone would put up with you. It's like looking into a warm house from the cold outside, because everyone has so many friends. So what's all that have to do with K-on? Everything really. Yui has a close friend from childhood who chooses to look pass the bad qualities she has (Some of which are caused by Adhd) and looks at the good qualities (Some of which are also caused by adhd) She has a sister who looks past her bad qualities and accepts them for the good ones. She meets friends who all do the same. Hell that's Azusa's arc, whether you ship it or not. At first she's super annoyed by Yui and then she starts to see the good parts of her. And even with all this accepting most other than Ui do it in a reasonable way. it's not as if everyone gives Yui a free pass when she's distracted, or she's hyperfocused on stickers and put them everywhere. But they don't end the friendship over those things. She's accepted. She has close friends. She has family. She has friends that support her in doing the things she likes, and friends to help keep her on track. And for those of us with Adhd who had the opposite experience growing up. Well. it's just what we want. Just to be accepted. and K-on is the ultimate acceptance porn.