ranya.

ths is my 13th acc nt my 13th reason

[sliterella]

ranya 21 she/her life+fshion mine actve lattr-day saint night shft nurse speak fr/ds/lx/eng/cn diag asd nd mpd tw all thngs sh/ed dni w me antitheists

[sliterella]

Do u have any like… insane stories from being a nurse

idrk wht wld qualify as insne snce so mny weird thngs are rly nrmalsed in ths field bt. ig whn i ws in digstive srgery thr ws ths middle aged wman who hd like 70% of hr digstive systm srgiclly rmoved nd heavly relied on us to keep hr alive nd stuff nd. she liked to open hr jejunostomy right bfore i ws spposed to b dne w my shift. bt like PRECISELY at tht time. alw at 13:20 nd my shft ended at 13:30. i hd to clean evryth up nd tht alne cld tke me up to 30 min. i alw clcked out mch latr thn my cwrkers. it ws abs hrrible bc all hr stmch cntents wld js flw out nd she'd lit bthe hrself in it nd thn rng us up. nd th weirdst thng ab ths ws tht she'd b so hppy ab it. she'd sumtimes evn play w hr open ostomy it ws so weird. she'd tlk ab it being pleasurble nd stuff. it remnded me tht sum ppl w ostomies lit prstitute thmselves bc sum men will act pay to pnetrate ostomies. it mde me rly uncmfrtable bt she ws sumwht sweet js vry off putting. she lived a vry trgic life tho.

[sliterella]

my cwrker shwed me pics of hr whn she ws mch youngr nd she looked like avril lvigne

[sliterella]

Abt the whole homophobic energy thing(yes I js checked ur acc now 4 my daily spam like): I think it's js cus ur openly lds and a lotta ppl(somewhat mistakenly) associate the church itself w/homophobia and therefore all of its members which is lwk crazy tbh cus if we wanna bring up homophobia kinda every religion gets caught in the crossfire but that's a rant for another day.

TLDR: u don't give off homophobic energy, ppl might js be making assumptions cus ur lds

evry rligion hs hd its homophbic era bt we're a lot mre pculiar bc we've also implemnted crtain rstrictions on hetersexual couples so we're kinda mre even

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[villain-in-your-story]

genuinely can't wait to meet her and tell her how thankful I am for her

^^ gonna make me cry love you too big sis so happy I have you in my life

[sliterella]

sme!!! thr are so mny thngs i'd wna say to biblical women like eve nd magdalene tbh they did sm fr us

[villain-in-your-story]

I want to know about every second of their lives and talk about how much they all inspired me!

I forgot who said it (might have been my bishop I don't remember) talking about how when we meet our bible heros they'll want to know everything about our lives as well and IMAGINE MARY THE MOTHER OF JESUS ASKING ME ABOUT MY LIFE

I would literally sob

[sliterella]

ths is rly th goal i'm gna b thnkng ab ths fr th rest of my life... ths is why we mst fllw in thr footsteps so tht we cn mke thm rly proud whn we meet thm nd share all our fears nd joys w thm nd finlly move on frm our mrtal lives

[villain-in-your-story]

I always think about them being so proud of us right now for living in such a hard time. I think they would just be so fascinated by how we survived and stayed close to our Lord. and imagine how happy they will be when I tell them that I look up to them and try to follow their example

[sliterella]

tht's vry true. we're fcing sum of th toughst yrs as blievrs. ppl hv bcome so cmplacnt. they mst b rootng fr us to prsevre thru thse rly painful times nd cmplete our own cllings. hw blssed we are tht we still gt to blieve so strngly in th gospel. we mst nt only mke thm hppy bt also mke ourslves hppy by nvr lsing faith.

[villain-in-your-story]

I'm becoming fluent in nglsh very very slowly lol

but yeah, it's hard. especially with the fast spread of misinformation, we can't go a single day without being judged. but they're right by our sides, rooting for us to push through. being a member in this time is a such a blessing because this is a time where people are so confused where they belong in the world and we already have an idea and a community backing us

[sliterella]

you can always ask me to type normally i really don't mind adapting to different people's needs. i started out with this typing quirk and it became the easiest way for me to express myself without overthinking it. that's why i'm doing it again. but yeah, i totally agree. i doubt that i could survive on my own out there. my church has done so much for me, i'd feel terrible just leaving it to rot. i need to do as much for it and for our fellow members and our future members as they voluntarily or involuntarily did for me. i've never felt alone in our midst. i've felt alone when i was outside of it. that's how i know this is where i belong, for now and all of eternity, as i'm going to work really hard to follow the great plan and reach exaltation. we members must stay really close to make sure we don't lose each other to the darkness rapidly taking over this world. we must keep each other in our sights and in our prayers.

[villain-in-your-story]

you can keep typing like it! I can read it, it just takes a second lol

I hate to say it but I have definitely felt alone in the church, only recently have I built a community with the younger girls around me. I think it just will take time for me to find my place in the church due to my own quirks I've been working out with god

[sliterella]

i sppose my experince w th church is a bit unique snce my wrd's rly small nd mainly cnstituted of th sme 5 fams i've spnt nearly my whle life w lol. i've knwn thm snce i ws a kid nd they've knwn me snce i ws a kid so we're all vry close nd they spported me thru sum of my wrst mh eps. tht's hw they've nvr mde me feel alne. they've nvr rjected me evn whn i ws at my lowst nd cldn't evn fthom lving or praying fr any of thm nt evn myslf. i'm glad you're srting thngs out w god. js th willingness of it is a great feat fr you moot nd i'm sure he'll rward you w th space nd clarity you seek.

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[villain-in-your-story]

genuinely can't wait to meet her and tell her how thankful I am for her

^^ gonna make me cry love you too big sis so happy I have you in my life

[sliterella]

sme!!! thr are so mny thngs i'd wna say to biblical women like eve nd magdalene tbh they did sm fr us

[villain-in-your-story]

I want to know about every second of their lives and talk about how much they all inspired me!

I forgot who said it (might have been my bishop I don't remember) talking about how when we meet our bible heros they'll want to know everything about our lives as well and IMAGINE MARY THE MOTHER OF JESUS ASKING ME ABOUT MY LIFE

I would literally sob

[sliterella]

ths is rly th goal i'm gna b thnkng ab ths fr th rest of my life... ths is why we mst fllw in thr footsteps so tht we cn mke thm rly proud whn we meet thm nd share all our fears nd joys w thm nd finlly move on frm our mrtal lives

[villain-in-your-story]

I always think about them being so proud of us right now for living in such a hard time. I think they would just be so fascinated by how we survived and stayed close to our Lord. and imagine how happy they will be when I tell them that I look up to them and try to follow their example

[sliterella]

tht's vry true. we're fcing sum of th toughst yrs as blievrs. ppl hv bcome so cmplacnt. they mst b rootng fr us to prsevre thru thse rly painful times nd cmplete our own cllings. hw blssed we are tht we still gt to blieve so strngly in th gospel. we mst nt only mke thm hppy bt also mke ourslves hppy by nvr lsing faith.

[villain-in-your-story]

I'm becoming fluent in nglsh very very slowly lol

but yeah, it's hard. especially with the fast spread of misinformation, we can't go a single day without being judged. but they're right by our sides, rooting for us to push through. being a member in this time is a such a blessing because this is a time where people are so confused where they belong in the world and we already have an idea and a community backing us

[sliterella]

you can always ask me to type normally i really don't mind adapting to different people's needs. i started out with this typing quirk and it became the easiest way for me to express myself without overthinking it. that's why i'm doing it again. but yeah, i totally agree. i doubt that i could survive on my own out there. my church has done so much for me, i'd feel terrible just leaving it to rot. i need to do as much for it and for our fellow members and our future members as they voluntarily or involuntarily did for me. i've never felt alone in our midst. i've felt alone when i was outside of it. that's how i know this is where i belong, for now and all of eternity, as i'm going to work really hard to follow the great plan and reach exaltation. we members must stay really close to make sure we don't lose each other to the darkness rapidly taking over this world. we must keep each other in our sights and in our prayers.

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[villain-in-your-story]

genuinely can't wait to meet her and tell her how thankful I am for her

^^ gonna make me cry love you too big sis so happy I have you in my life

[sliterella]

sme!!! thr are so mny thngs i'd wna say to biblical women like eve nd magdalene tbh they did sm fr us

[villain-in-your-story]

I want to know about every second of their lives and talk about how much they all inspired me!

I forgot who said it (might have been my bishop I don't remember) talking about how when we meet our bible heros they'll want to know everything about our lives as well and IMAGINE MARY THE MOTHER OF JESUS ASKING ME ABOUT MY LIFE

I would literally sob

[sliterella]

ths is rly th goal i'm gna b thnkng ab ths fr th rest of my life... ths is why we mst fllw in thr footsteps so tht we cn mke thm rly proud whn we meet thm nd share all our fears nd joys w thm nd finlly move on frm our mrtal lives

[villain-in-your-story]

I always think about them being so proud of us right now for living in such a hard time. I think they would just be so fascinated by how we survived and stayed close to our Lord. and imagine how happy they will be when I tell them that I look up to them and try to follow their example

[sliterella]

tht's vry true. we're fcing sum of th toughst yrs as blievrs. ppl hv bcome so cmplacnt. they mst b rootng fr us to prsevre thru thse rly painful times nd cmplete our own cllings. hw blssed we are tht we still gt to blieve so strngly in th gospel. we mst nt only mke thm hppy bt also mke ourslves hppy by nvr lsing faith.

[sliterella]

my dream is to rceive a hate anon tlling me tht i dsrved to b trmed fr breakng tos again js so tht i cn reply to thm lnkng my old acc snce it's. still availble lol

[sliterella]

they rlly want you gone omfg

i wsn't trmed dw

[sliterella]

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh

🌬️🌬️

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[villain-in-your-story]

genuinely can't wait to meet her and tell her how thankful I am for her

^^ gonna make me cry love you too big sis so happy I have you in my life

[sliterella]

sme!!! thr are so mny thngs i'd wna say to biblical women like eve nd magdalene tbh they did sm fr us

[villain-in-your-story]

I want to know about every second of their lives and talk about how much they all inspired me!

I forgot who said it (might have been my bishop I don't remember) talking about how when we meet our bible heros they'll want to know everything about our lives as well and IMAGINE MARY THE MOTHER OF JESUS ASKING ME ABOUT MY LIFE

I would literally sob

[sliterella]

ths is rly th goal i'm gna b thnkng ab ths fr th rest of my life... ths is why we mst fllw in thr footsteps so tht we cn mke thm rly proud whn we meet thm nd share all our fears nd joys w thm nd finlly move on frm our mrtal lives

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[villain-in-your-story]

genuinely can't wait to meet her and tell her how thankful I am for her

^^ gonna make me cry love you too big sis so happy I have you in my life

[sliterella]

sme!!! thr are so mny thngs i'd wna say to biblical women like eve nd magdalene tbh they did sm fr us

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[villain-in-your-story]

she's literally my goat and I will always love her for making the sacrifice so she could have children. I will never take any slander on her

[sliterella]

YES i love hr sm nd i love you too lil brothr

[sliterella]

rndom bt i like being lds at least we view eve vry psitively nd we nvr misintrpreted hr story js so we cld b misogynistic. lds women are viewed vry highly bt ppl still wna insist they arn't like idek wht to tell ygs anymre you lit rfuse to read any proof of it whn we shre it

[sliterella]

i feel like i'm in th slendrman movie

[sliterella]

2 hrs into day 3 nd i alr wna break. i'm gna walk arnd th nrsing home to distrct myslf

[sliterella]

i dn't wna wrk. who wna tke my job frm me