I said I would be gone but I'm back. Anyways no more internet persona at all I'm done trying with this shit. Anyways I think that jiraiblr is going to shit. This used to be a place where I could say what I wanted to without being judged. But that's obviously changed, I can't do anything without someone hating on me. Also a jirai isn't just another word for mentally ill. A jirai is someone who explodes. I've seen a lot of people on jiraiblr say that being jirai is being mentally ill. But that's wrong, not all mentally ill people are jirai, you have to be explosive. I think that might be part of the reason why people hate on someone when they explode. Because they think being jirai is just being mentally ill. I could be wrong but whatever. Also now jiraiblr is just a place to gain followers and fame, of course I love being a popular jirai, but I've been trying to care less about followers. Because jiraiblr isn't the place to gain followers imo. You won't gain 100 followers in a day unless you've had other jirai blogs in the past. I think we should just stop caring about fame so much "jirai idol" "popular jirai" this is such a small community that it doesn't matter at all. Also I think this community should stay a small community. Can we start gatekeeping jiraiblr I'm tired of these new accounts complaining because they didn't gain 500 followers overnight. Stop telling your friends about jiraiblr I want jiraiblr to stay a small community
Tldr - read the post I'm not giving a summary
the landmine subculture has never been about fame. that's how you can tell who's genuinely here because they're a landmine, and who's only here because they saw a video game character gain popularity by performing mental instability and calling themselves an idol online, then decided to copy that in hopes of getting twice the attention. landmineblr has always been a small, close-knit community, and it'll stay that way. you're not going to hit a million followers here. you're not going to find mainstream internet fame. if all you're going to do is complain about not getting enough notes to hit your daily engagement goals, then maybe this isn't the space for you. that's never been what being a landmine is about. seeking attention online won't make you a landmine. it'll just make you someone chasing attention. i wish you well old moot.