Jesse

He/him, call me Jesse. "I watch people waste their lives away, it makes me sick, to think I could end up like them, but I won't."

[sludgekill]

⩜⃝ About me ⛧⃝

Yo! My name is Jesse, you can also call me Roadkill. I use he/him pronouns.

Genres I like: Black/brutal death/death/doom/industrial/nu/sludge/stoner/thrash metal, crust punk, (some) deathcore, goregrind, gorenoise, grindcore, grunge, hardcore punk (HxC), mincecore, punk, slamming brutal death.

Some bands I love: Dystopia, Nausea, Snuffed On Sight, Peelingflesh, Sunami, Nailbomb, Carcinogen, Dying Fetus, 200 Stab Wounds, Sukkubys, Blade and Bath, Leviathan, Suffocation, Infant Annihilator, Floccinaucinihilipilification, Amputated, Brainspit, Subhumans, The Dead Kennedy's, Xasthur, Amputated, Aus Rotten, and a shit load more. Feel free to talk with me about any band because it's likely I know 'em. And if I don't? I love discovering new bands. I love recommendation.

I'm an atheistic satanist ⛧⃝, and an anarchist ⩜⃝. I'm really into politics and philosophy, some of my favorite books being 1984 and Brave New World (currently reading).

I play the guitar (7 string, 6 string, baritone) and bass (6 string). I do death metal vocals. I collect pretty much all things music, especially physical media. I have a CD and vinyl collection (here). I skateboard, and do a lot of DIY shit. I also am learning how to tattoo.

Type of stuff I post on here: Anything related Metallica/Megadeth, ships (Burtstaine and Klars supremacy), things about my OC's/OC art, other band stuff and art, and a shit load more. Expect a lot of Dino Sommese/Dystopia content too.

Send asks and tag me all you want, DM's are open to everyone too. I make friends with anyone (though a heads up, I am forgetful. My own issues also may cause me to reply slow or dry a lot, so sorry about that! I love talking to you guys).

DNI is very simple, fuck off: fascists, racists, homophobes, sexists, pedophiles, and all that other absolute scum out there. Fuck nazis. Fuck AI. (I don't like blocking people, so unless you're harassing me or a really shitty person I really have no reason to).

Anyone of any age is allowed here since if I do end up posting NSFW/18+ shit it will be on a different platform such as AO3 or Twitter (neither of which I currently post on, if I ever do I will let you guys know).

If you have any other questions feel free to DM me.

"You cannot attack the whole until you kill the fool inside." - Green Destroyed, Dystopia.

Last updated 6/2/26

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Did some drawing while I had no internet, tested out a new brush I made, and a WIP of somethin I'm making

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I haven't posted much recently, cause I haven't had much motivation to draw, but in the meantime take this thing

What do you guys think is the best ship

Dave x James

Jason x James

Lars x James

Kirk x Lars

Kirk x Robert

Dave x Cliff

Dave x David

Jason x Lars

Dave x Lars

Dave x Kirk

Other (I can only think of so many comment that shit)

Remaining time: 1 hour 38 minutes

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Just got a bunch of books and I'm workin' on some Klars art, today is a good day

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My SKOM DVD came early and now I can watch all the extras, finally!!

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The Kirk version of the James angles sheet... probably will do Lars or Dave next.

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Dunno if this will help anyone, but here's as many angles of James' face I could find for art stuff. Might do one for Dave, Kirk, Lars, and Cliff too because I'm so sick of spending forever trying to find a decent reference

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Wait I think I'm finally getting the hang of drawing hands and torsos facing sideways HELL YEAH! Practicing anatomy is paying off

Anyways may or may not finish that Klars drawing, since I feel like I need to practice more with drawing Kirk's hair since I keep not liking how the lineart turns out. So we'll see

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Is being sleep deprived literally the only way I can get motivation to draw??? Anyways take some old man Kirk and short hair Lars

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Yawnnn so instead of sleeping I decided to start some Klars fanart. I got my priorities in perfect order, right guys??? Here's a work in progress of some of the lineart. Now time to see if I end up finishing it or if I give up

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hmmmmmm go to bed and wake up at a decent time when I know I have something I need to do in the morning or stay up for a good few more hours and work on things I could've worked on other days of the week but didn't.... option 2 is sounding real good right now

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Got ahold of my mom's label printer and upgraded my phone from megacorp Apple to MEGADETH 🎉🎉🎉🎉 (It's holographic paper btw)

Trump mobile? Hell no. Mustaine mobile? Hell yes.

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It's so hard to draw myself because my hair fucking changes colors every single week because for some reason the dye I had in the side that used to be blonde decided it wanted to start lifting and now half my hair is progressively getting lighter. But honestly it looks real cool I like it

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I've been up since. Uh 10pm (it's 6am) (my sleep schedule is fucked right now shut up), my head hurts, my stomach hurts, BUT I'm getting my SKOM DVD today so fuck yeah

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Never mind I guess not the day got changed to WEDNESDAY 👎👎👎

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Some older art of Dave and Dimebag

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I've been up since. Uh 10pm (it's 6am) (my sleep schedule is fucked right now shut up), my head hurts, my stomach hurts, BUT I'm getting my SKOM DVD today so fuck yeah

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I don't know why people take transitioning so lightly.

Cause it really isn't a joke thing. It takes a long process. It's not like a click of a button. It doesn't happen In. A instant.

What you should never do to a person who is having gender dysphoria or going to a rough time where they don't feel comfortable in their own body at that particular moment

You don't just say "Oh, than transition"

That will sound like a backhanded fucking comment. And it will sound like ur not taking it seriously. Cause transitioning is not easy. At all.

It is something you have to think alot about. And make ur final decision if you actually want to do it.

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Fucking REAL man people don't realize how difficult transitioning really is. Even if you know for sure you want to, there's still so much other shit.

Theres complications, it takes a lot of time, it can be expensive, all types of shit.

Personally for me, I really want to. But I believe I may never be able to because of my paranoia. I get such intense paranoia in any kind of medical situation, that stuff as simple as a piss test or a needle can put me into an episode or spiral that can last who the fuck knows how long. I already have enough issues with things that I know that if I don't have done can cause problems.

Transitioning isn't a fix all solution. It depends from person to person