Shit, it looks like the jig is up. Hopefully she just thinks he’s soggy right now and trying a new tactic to find comfort.
He already found a great comfort in feeling her gentle touch and rub. It helped eased some of the oncoming anxiety about what he was going to ask her.
“Fia, doth thou mind standing up for me, so I can see thou better?” Odd question. He’s never made himself known to have vision problems, and that’s because he doesn’t. Oh man, he regrets just taking her under a tree, he should have sat her on a rock or something so she had some leverage over him.
Once she stood up he took her hands in his, cradling them as he lifts them to his lips. He lays gentle kisses upon her hands, then her knuckles, ending with her fingers before he would lift his head to look at her. He swallowed a lump in his throat, biting back his anxiety before speaking to her.
“I thank you, from the bottom of mine heart, for everything thou hast done for me.” He starts, his voice speaking of genuine passion and gratitude. There was hints of his anxiety in how his voice trembled slightly, but he continued.
“I understand that thou may feel inadequate, like thou should not be here. I want to let thee know how much I value thy presence. What thou do everyday may mean nothing to thee, but it means everything to me...” He could already feel tears welling up. He choked them back by clearing his throat. Not yet, not yet! You haven’t even gotten to the important question yet!
“Thy words of comfort, thy gentle encouragement. The way thou hold me, hug, kiss, and lay with me is something I live for. I hath grown to forget what it was once like without thy touch, let alone thy presence... In times such as now, I know not of how I would survive if it was not for thee. There is no one... No one at all that I love more.” He delicately caresses her hands with his thumbs. It was another subconscious sign of his affection towards her.
“Thou hast not only made me a living man, but a free man as well. The Golden Order would rather keep me in a cage, forced into an arranged political marriage, and string me around like a puppet before ever letting me choose to be with someone I love. In this case, there is no one more worthy than thou.” He then takes a hand away, reaching for the ring box in his pocket. He carefully flips the lid off the box before presenting the ring to her. It was a gorgeous little thing, a silver band that was studded with large purplish black rock. There was a simple but elegant engraving of branches that lined the band.
“Will you marry me, Fia?”