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My mind couldnbe in 1,000,000 places at once but i chose to share these thoughts 😊

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Cravings

The more one tells you ..you cant have something the more you crave it .

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some favorite things

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..... the subconscious thought of reality

Sex ... the feeling of be wanted To be fucked or be made love too To feel a warm body against your own Crying out in the pleasure of the moment Pleasing the opponent Telling the purist truth there is Subconsciously admitting this very thought to a stranger And for the moment they accept that And please you even more So many emotions you hold back tears Flashbacks of him Everytime Im weak to men Sex lets me feel and the state of mind im in at the moment is a new experience Sometimes i want it rough so i can punish myself . I allow the person to do the hard work for me The feeling of being rapped and forced The willing to submit because im afraid to reject them I have a problem And this is the first time i can even put the these words together Im not perfect Im a gipsy A lost soul who longs to be loved but isnt sure what it is But i know how to love anyone But dont know how to receive it

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Timee

You know there was a time i love until the love was over whelming There was a time were my only concern was loving someone All wanted the ring The last name The children Now i want is a bank roll And see the world with my daughter My love can be pure again My thoughts may be curable Lack of sex can be durable.. Surprisingly im no were near these actually

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So here’s a little song/poem/collection of words I wrote. Hope that some of you crazy people find something in it that touches you in any way. I light a torch for love. A beacon of hope, A place of shelter. Alone together. Alone forever. A graveyard in the sky, I can see it every night. A million stars dying, I’m dying at the sight. All I have ever seen, I’m dying to finally breathe. A house filled with light, A home filled with lies. Tied down to this chair, My lungs ached for air. I am a cup, half-filled. Where is my counterpart, I’m ready to get fixed. If youre ready to love, There’s just one thing I want you to know, Forget how to swim, Trust me, I don’t want you to drown. I’m not just a man. Ocean, I am. The waves are the walls, The depth, the locked door, And your heart is the key, That will lead you to me. Make a wise choice, These tides don’t spill. Once you are in, It means you’re in. I am a cup, half-filled. Where is my counterpart, I’m ready to get fixed. If youre ready to love, There’s just one thing I want you to know, Forget how to swim, Trust me, I don’t want you to drown. I’m not just a man. Ocean, I am. I light a torch for love. A beacon of hope, A place to be safe, a shelter. We are alone, alone forever.                                                                                          - Ocean, I am.

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your name

Hearing name kinda still hurt No worries i been putting on my big shirt And pretend to be a big jerk But your voice did something worse to me Havnt heard it in a while an im floating I admit my love is still there but its hurting Every heard a soul cry If you really listen you could hear her side You're her jody and you dont even know it Shes attracted to the father in you That body is all that thoty would pay attention too I admire your words as if i were actually wearing Vera Wayne It's something about you that draws me close but im so far you would here me screaming your name I just want to love you and not hear you complain Love is what you wanted but im not good at taking hints When you're ready address names Point them out Speak without shame The minds has been stamped with the trendy industry Random conversations are limited to the medias typical "happening nows" or "whats hot right now" Sooo me talking about my relationship with a horse is lame as ever I think it's beautiful But there never anything on your mind I find myself always calling your name as the bad guy So this love is really 20% love 80% bad Theres a thought ...

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Theres no where turn. Im trying keep my feet flat and my words stern . Wearing this smile to keep my fam straight. My closes friends know im hurt But dont know im losing my appetite Dont know that im literally crying every night Tryna do my job but im cry to the job sight No ones around which leaves me stuck in my thoughts I dont what's better hurting the way i am or being brain dead Im living two different lifes And the girl in me finally broke She seeing everything and just how quick real nigga can turn into joke I aint go lie I got addicted to that stroke Four play was point He eating me so good im cuming on the front and the back of his throat Motor boating my ass and sucking on my lips Four play became a game of survival of the fittest In the moments i was penny pitching going through life but still getting my biscuits glistened Holding on to memories of us first meeting Falling in love with the past peaceman See i wasnt the only one but i dont compete and in the times i was the chosen one I left because honestly i wasnt feeling like someone who's expecting should be knocking on doors in the heat Shidd we all know how houston heat will whoop yah ass and keep heating One things for sure I remembered our last meeting Walking past you check in my hand Where you going ? Ill be back .. Be good *kiss* Yes sir Smack to the face remembering all that I came home damn near a year later Went through so much shit you wouldn't imagine Decided to walk to the store one day with my baby and the guy i was dating Recognized you with all that hair on your head That hug was so tight it was almost disrespectful to my man Damn girl where the hell you been Who knew from that moment id be locked back in You waited outside the store But I couldn't stop And from that moment on you were my only thoughts Coming back home i had to let my dude know what happened it jumped out of my mouth like i was throwing up something nasty From then on still my thoughts were active dab Hell i was happy And my focus steered off again I had to get in contact with you no matter what i did Opportunity presented itself I thought quickly Write a letter but be respectful because of his family Of course that wasnt my only action i had to find you I googled your name and came up on your hangouts You got back to me before your letter got you I had to have u close i needed to see you I needed to hear laugh and see that big smile Your hair had grown out i loved it I still trace your tattoos Then sex began but in these encounters there was love written all over it You came by so much Avery got use to you The day we figured out she was yours i was happier than anything You wanted her to be yours as well You expressed your feelings for me before then What happened where did we go wrong We were good for a while until you started getting negative feed back at home and felt like i was doing it too.. i wasnt trying to You hurt my feelings the way you smoke to me that day Loving me and hurting is that really the games that we play But im expected to stay down Deal with it I did for a while but this last thang just got me like wow You said i would have all of your children You said id have it all All have been is positive Trying not to feel at all you hurt me Im feeling it all .. i cant be at work and not cry Cant write without crying Cant listen to instrumentals or music without crying Im dying inside because something changed. Everything changed I became your baby mother and then nothing was ever the same Was it real Will you ever be the bigger person and wake up This is the real deal Will your words match your actions Or are you more worried about kill bill I never give up but im all out of love to give I cant even have friends im so open And there no hiding exactly how i feel Yet i still love him . Yet i still vow to be there for him Id never take his daughter away because she has nothing to do with mommy and daddys problems He loves her and thats more than i ever go from my father Truth is i fell in love with a bad boy We turned each other out Made love made war Im broken And now here come the healing and peace

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Thats just it i feel like i deserve nothing.. Because of that one comment The miscommunication The time i told myself that i will not be talked to in that manor in front of his friends later on to accept his apology and forgive I lefted Went back to the very same man i hurt to make things right in my eyes He kept taking me back We become friends and he stilled loved me and longed to be by my side i drove him away .. Tonight proved it all.. He finally stopped fighting i dont blame him I didn't deserve him And i know hes hurt because i feel it And i know Jeland doesn't care because he is showing it I need to just let it all go but my mind is built to love I love my daughter with every impulse every beat That love sprung up from somewhere but im crazy right im extra all that shit no i was stupid to think that i could love a man who doesn't care or see life through my eyes

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Exact message i sent my Bestfriend

That drive home had so many memories that i know he doesn't remember or even cared like i did I remember every promise he made everything man all of it ... At one point i was that girl for him Where did i go wrong ? My honesty my loyalty... Being me wtf I put his name on me .. For me thats a big deal because i went against the one man who i hold higher than life ! My father . Even then my dad still loves me .. Im one of his Princesses his Bestfriend my very first outlet . I wanted his approval on any and everything still do til this day . I cant tell my dad i am hurt beyond measures because i did my dirt too. But who's judging? I fear that i will never be able to enjoy a celebration of pure love the ring the cale the reception two more children the ultimate mom .. If i go on i might give myself and ear infections with my tears

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damian210:

Savage. Reblog the shit out of this one

[dopenmind]

I almost croaked laughing at this episode.

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Omgggggggg😂😂😂😂💀 i almost woke up the house 😂😂😂😂

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[peashooter85]

Modern technology is making us anti-social!

[pumpkinspicepunani]

It’s almost like people would rather not talk to every random stranger they see in public.

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They call it control ...

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I’m so confused by people who are constantly with 5+ friends every day in their posts and snap stories. Just basic stuff, like “gettin a taco for lunch” but it’s a party. How?? I have plenty of friends but I swear it takes 4 days of back and forth to coordinate getting 3 people in the same place at the same time.

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The struggle