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I am in a not-so-excellent living environment and am looking to move somewhere new with my friend, Daws… Sylas MacGillivary needs your support for Moving Out

Hey y'all I am not doing so hot living situation wise and looking to move out as soon as possible with my cat. My buddy, Dawn, and I are looking but I'm worried about being able to save enough for deposits. if some of you can spare like an extra $20 I'd be happy to pay you back as soon as I can. Here's a gofundme if you'd like I also take Venmo if you prefer that option. Anything helps, really

I've refrained from asking for 10 months but why was I not worth a goodbye. Were we not friends? Was I mistaken? Shit like this is why I hate people

#communication #ghostmeifyouwant #pretender #fake friends

Why wasn't I good enough to say goodbye to

I hate that you pretend like you tried to communicate you tried to be mature. If you were so mature tell me why you never said goodbye to me....

I looked. I searched through snapchats and messages for a warning or expression but obviously I was an extension of our mutual friend so how you treated me didn't matter.

If you had wanted to say goodbye, to communicate, you could have. But you didn't.

#I don't ghost people #even if you think your justified for him #You're not justified for me #I never did wrong by you #Yeah you do #I deserved a goodbye #You only care about yourself

Bitches came into my room twice a week to beg my alcoholic ass to drink with her

My titties be present but I am not a gender thank you

Bitches who don’t exempt me from the female sex are not allies

I probably deserve to be hated but he does not

You didn't deserve the grudges I held for you but I definitely deserved a better friend

Stuck in a spot between anger and depression but at least I know how to care about someone properly

Anger is a newer emotion so me but I think you deserve it

I’ve never been quick to anger but the burning feels good

Nice Guy Trope

I think about S in the spring time

You never took responsibility for yourself

Pretending to be the nice guy

So you could say we were the villain

P is all I think about

His hands tainting my porcelain curves

Pretending to be the nice guy

So you could say I was unclear

E built him a cage

And told him to be grateful

Pretending to be the nice guy

So he would excuse the bruises you gave him

Q pretended to care

But left when things got hard

Pretending to be the nice guy

At least you had the decency to say goodbye

T ghosted us

Never fucking asked

Pretending to be the nice guy

So you could say you did you best

No you fucking didn’t

L was disappointed

In the way I spoke my mind

Pretending to be the nice guy

So I’d feel the guilt of leaving

L accused me of atrocities

Made up inside his head

Pretending to be the nice guy

So he could pretend the rumors were true

L played the long game for him

Abused his kindness and forgave

Pretending to be the nice guy

To taint the good times shared

E wanted to be my friend

Gave me anxiety for his safety

Pretending to be the nice guy

The way P thought to hate me

Can’t be honest to save your life

S was “honest,”

S was “kind”

Pretending to be the nice guy

Fooling us with lies

L was Egocentric

E can be too

Pretending to be the nice guy

Hiding in my room

I feel out of place

In the world L’s and E’s

Pretending to be the nice guy

With Q’s and S and P’s

I organize the letters

Learn to keep them in

Pretending to be the nice guy

As the grudges simmer

You shouldn’t underestimate my hate

I deserved better than the way she made me relapse

Learn to be better friend so you can learn to be a better person

He deserved better than the hand you dealt him

I deserved better than cleaning up after you

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