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im back on this blog u know what that means

im ~depressed~

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i think my brain is broken

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its different for you but its the same for me

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sigh

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why am i here again?

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i always matter least

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fuck off brain

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wish i mattered to you

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won’t miss you

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secrets secrets secrets 

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one year

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i can’t tell if it’s bc it’s 3am, bc i’m tired, or what 

but i feel like there’s such an overwhelming amount of sadness just,, inside of me. i just wanna disappear. i don’t wanna exist anymore. 

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hnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggg 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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feelings suck