I’ve been questioning whether or not I want anything to do with this fandom anymore.
Just thinking about it gives me anxiety.
If I left it wouldn’t really matter. I mean, I don’t mean this in a negative way or anything, but it just seems like I don’t fit in here anymore.
It… hurts to be back here and hurts to be reminded of some of the people I know here. Not because I hate them, but because I feel so envious and jealous of others that it’s slowly destroyed my opinion on being here.
And… from what I’ve seen the Steven Universe fandom is amazing. Plus, I get some god damn variety when it comes to females (league and their females are just pathetically designed tbh).
So I’m probably gonna go on an indefinite hiatus. I mean, you can find me at zeppydingus, but honestly I’m probably gonna get rid of some of my skype contacts, mostly the ones that never really talked to me.
The biggest thing here is I don’t hate any of you. I just don’t want to be here any more.
So I guess for now this is goodbye. Sorry for anyone expecting any more from me.Â
Who knows, maybe one day I’ll come back.
But that is very unlikely.












