Welcome to my reverie

Devon. 33. Denver. Poet. Loser.

[d4rkyu]

[pururin]

[gothredy]

[hebihime-deactivated20191114]

[konoko]

[smallerthantherain]

Eclipse

Raise your eyes and seek the sky above Witness the eclipse, be smothered in her love

Breathe it in

A rapture has been designed just for you Feel the embrace constricting all around your skin, willing or not

So just breathe it in

You’ve always desired something different and here this great serpent rains down from the sky with only you in mind, coiled around flailing limbs and entering your lungs So just breathe it in until she is all that you can

taste

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[meanbuddhist]

you have to withstand it bro. you have to endure it patiently

[clubrivas]

[smallerthantherain]

Fix Myself

Playing through the days like fading through a haze, I just can’t seem to fix myself

Would it be conceited- all those words I pleaded, all the hurt I needed- if I don’t ask for help?

Say my life is running bitter something like a stronger liquor and I haven’t had the right taste I just need to drink it unfazed I just need to get up the next day I just need to finally find my fucking way I just need to be okay

Make a promise to the mirror, ask forgiveness when it’s nearer, and watch my lie unfold Burn self-deception upon the pyre warm my hands, none the wiser that I’m the fuel and the cold

Feigning promises that I intend to break- telling myself that tomorrow will be great All the while I know it’s far too late to be falling back on trite cliches Falling back on slight delays that start spanning days and days and weeks and weeks until I’m weak and weak until I don’t think I think I feel okay anymore

[reita-istheway]

me: i haven’t taken a photo of me in awhile

*takes photo*

me: oh thats why

[dailycatsblog]

[sssaravegas]

Actually you know what this is an Enid appreciation post. You’re welcome.

[cia-o]

[akephalos137]

[vannieland-deactivated20170804]

yeah, i wanna fuck… but… i wanna talk too

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here