I don’t even know anymore

Just another 25 year old trying to figure shit out.

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Glad to hear you’re doing well :) How do you like being a mom?

Thanks! I love it, it’s the absolute best 🥹

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I remember seeing a post YEARS ago and it was basically this girl talking about how she was a suicidal teenager but she was glad she stuck around because she was happily married now with a kid and it was all worth it.

I think about it a lot because I used to dream of being married and having kids back when I was depressed, and now I sleep next to my beautiful daughter and amazing husband each night in our first home. I’m literally living my dream life :,)

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That’s exciting! Enjoy every moment but just remember that it’ll all work out and no need to overthink/over stress about anything.

I doooooo - not married yet but one day!

Solid advice, gracias!

I also definitely know who this is now. Enjoy the rest of your summer, “anon.”

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That sounds really nice. It happened the way it was meant to be. Really happy for you guys! When is the wedding?

No super exciting plans for the summer here.. hbu?

Thank you!! I’ve literally never been happier 🥹 Wedding is next March!

Do youuuuu have anyone special in your life, anon?

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Oh congratulations!!! That’s super exciting. How did you almost ruin it? Lol

Thank you!!

I saw a group chat on my mom’s phone called “Nothing to See Here” with my entire family and now fiancé, so obviously I read it! It had all his plans to fly his family to DC and throw this huge surprise proposal. So I had to break the news to him that I knew.. oops!

He did a last-minute, very low-key proposal instead with my parents and best friend. It was perfect 🥰

How’s your summer?! Do anything fun??

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April has come and gone.. what was your update? 🤔

I actually coulda answers earlier because it happened a month before I expected it to… I’M GETTING MARRIED 💍🥳

I low key ruined the proposal surprise though lol 🫣

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Is this account still active

I check it sometimes, idk 🤷🏻‍♀️

How you doing?

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Happy new year!

You too!

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Hey, I’m an old follower but I barely use tumblr anymore so idk how old your last posts have been or if you still use this but I really hope you’re doing well! Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas to you too! :)

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Hey hope you’re doing ok. I like to think you are, and I like to think that maybe our paths will cross again when the time is right one day. Hope you’re taking care of yourself. I check on this account every once and awhile just to check in.

Not sure how old this is, but same to you, anon! Hope you’re doing well :)

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Down to 80% now 😂 and no I can’t, it goes against the anon code

Boooo, chicken

Gnight then! I don’t wanna clog up my blog with too many messages for the world to see

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“Sketchy” lol

Are you sure about 90%

Whatcha mean? I’d say at this point I’m only 80-90% sure I can guess who you are

You really won’t tell?

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Oooo Japan is a good one but not sure it’s worth 10%

Can you pencil in April on your etch a sketch

How’d you know about my etch a sketch.. sounds sketchy

Can I at least know if you identify as male or female?

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What’s the 10% doubt 🧐

we can exchange announcements in April, just don’t forget 😂

You didn’t mention Japan in your list of places you’d wanna visit, knocked my guess down to 90% lol

I’m 100% gonna forget, that’s all on you, anon 😂

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You have to ask that question in April 😂 jk, why would you think that?

I’m 90% sure I know who you are lol

If I guess correctly will you tell me? If not I can wait till April 😂

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Lol, you better propose before another girl proposes… jk. That’s cool you went ring shopping. Sounds pretty serious. Let us know when you get engaged so we can do an anon party lol

I’d be poor af doing it but it’d be cool I think

I’m just waiting for Santa (and talking to you)

I’m really curious about who this is. Have we met in person?

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You’re not going to propose to him? 🧐

Not as much as I would like to sometimes. But working towards doing more. It would be cool to do a sabbatical of some kind to just linger around places.

What’re you doing rn besides being one of the last survivors left on tumblr lol?

No way, I’m old fashioned. He’s gotta ask my dad and everything first and do all the things! We have gone ring shopping though, so who knowsssss

If you can afford it, you should totally do it.

And I’m on winter break, so I’m doing absolutely nothing (hence being on tumblr)

What’re you up to?