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welcome center !!

hiiii !! my name is ash ^-^

i’m just here to talk about my interests, which currently include the pitt, dc comics (batman), hermitcraft, and movies

also i’m not very good at articulating my words please remember this is all online and if you get upset at what i write either tell me nicely or ignore me please

about me

twenty they/them bisexual

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truly i’ve only been thinking thinking about kingdon like oh my god they make me so buzzy and give me butterflies bro i need them to kiss

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“bruce views jason as his failure” no ❤️

no but really i just have a hard time believing that like bruce, i mean he’s an interesting character but i see him as someone who has so much hope for what people can be (it is largely why he takes on so much himself, so they don’t have to) so i just don’t see him viewing jason todd as someone who he failed because he still knows that jason has so much more time ahead of him and that he can always be Good

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some people online, especially those who really hate langdon, sound like they really want him to relapse so that santos can be proven right….and it’s concerning and harmful

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something something about how a lot of medical professionals hold themselves and each other to such high standards that they lowkey refuse to fully acknowledge when one of them needs to get immediate help for the obvious mental health crisis they are experiencing

wise sayings every hour aren’t helping that much and someone needs to step in NOW

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dana telling robby that the ED keeps going even when he isn’t there like it doesn’t just rely on him. it relies on every single person working there. and her telling him that is necessary so that he can detach himself just a bit. his whole mind is all about that, it’s like he genuinely can’t disconnect from it at all and i mean he’s gone through so much while working there, i don’t blame him. but he needs to know that if he wants to take a break, that’s fine but also heshouldnotkillhimself and instead maybe we should put him in a psych hold

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when ever i see al hashimi on my screen all i can think is “i could fix her”

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few will understand this but jason todd and trinity santos are different sides of the same coin

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reminder that frank langdon lost his job for ten months, has been through withdrawals and at least one stint in rehab, is experiencing financial strain, is ostracised at work by the person he used to look up to most, is likely experiencing difficulties at home, is in a PHP (which if you haven't done any research into how fucked up this system is yet, please start here x x x x ), and is still in active recovery and always will be. and also a reminder that drug diversion occurs in medical settings and the creators of the show and many medical professionals have spoken very candidly about the realities of it.

just in case you were going to make another post about him 'experiencing no consequences' and saying you think he should've been fired/in jail (because suddenly you guys are very into carceral punishment? interesting take.). seems like the radical empathy some of you guys preach doesn't extend to addicts, huh?

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i won’t be able to sleep tonight cause i’m thinking about the way robby speaks to mohan and it angers me like i Get It, he’s going through something but ohmygoddddd

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what is HBO’s plan to campaign for an Emmy nomination and win for Shabana Azeez like her big beautiful brown eyes should have already made everyone give her every award possible

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color practice with da pitt women

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i hope my sweet wonderful beautiful nurse emma is okay and i love her and i’ll kiss her better and and i want to protect her and love her and and

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so many thoughts about santos and langdon so many things to be said

first and foremost, langdon 100% always needed to apologize to santos for the way he treated her. he was an asshole to her. no matter what he was going through during that time, he was still terrible to her

santos never has to forgive him. that’s her right.

However, santos asking him to tell everyone in the ER is not her right. she has no say in how he deals with his addiction and recovery. none.

also i hope they address it next or idk but somehow bring up this up but first, if langdon self reported his addiction to benzos to the hospital, then that obviously means that admin and all those higher ups know. and they made the choice to a) hold langdons job for him and b) not report him to the medical board. like idk but i would be surprised if they didn’t have someone up there looking for anyway on how his addiction could hurt the ER and hospitals reputation. they probably know or at least assume he stole from the hospital, but they also know that he was willing to get help. like he’s under a program with the hospital (i think) so they know

which maybe in the ten months since he’s been gone santos hasn’t thought of that. which is just interesting cause she’s so pissed that langdon still has a job and that he got his ass covered by robby and yet she’s not mad at robby for covering for langdon nor is she willing to report him herself

also someone else made a post about it i’ll try to find it later but the drugs that langdon was taking, were drugs that would help the withdrawals from benzos. to one extent langdon was trying to stop or slow it down or maybe even reach out at some point. he was twitchy in s1, we know this, we can imply that he was probably, to some extent, high while on the job. that’s dangerous and it’s stupid and santos had every right to report him in that moment to robby and higher ups.

but this whole “he should’ve lost his job and gone to prison” is so dumb. i’m sorry but what exactly was prison meant to do. make his addiction worse? isolate him from a space that would want to see him get help? i think that santos can be a great doctor, but so much of her personal feelings clouds the way she should be looking at things as an ER doctor.

it’s complicated between santos and langdon i mean that’s the whole point it’s a drama show. but god it upsets me the way people talk about characters as if they are meant to be representations of The Perfect Human™ and not representations of beautiful flawed real people.

and also, garcias comment from the last few episodes essentially telling santos to grow up and also grow thicker skin when it comes to langdon, it’s still not wrong. santos needs therapy she’s allowing too much of her personal experiences to cloud her judgement and that’s one of the large points of her character this season i mean we see it early on with father and daughter who santos assumed was being abused. i mean she could have potentially made a young girl get sent into foster care cause she refused to step back for a second and consider all the possibilities.

idk guys this was a rant it’s 1 am im tired good night but i love santos and langdon they make me dizzy with how complicated they are

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some of you highkey sound like cops the way you talk about langdon

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i want to kiss samira mohan. good night