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When dating/in relationships I’ve always known when it was going to last, and when it just wasn’t right.

Although sometimes I’ve known it wasn’t right I’ve stuck with it because it was habit or easier than starting over.

The times I’ve known it was going to last they’ve ended up lasting 2 years +

This time, I can feel that it’s going to last, but I hope there’s never an end. Although we’re only a couple of months in, it just feels so real. We unofficially live together. Only spending the nights I’m at work away from each other. And he can be doing the simplest thing, like driving and concentrating on the road, and I can look at him and my heart just explodes with love.

I’ve been engaged before, and maybe I’m just biased right now, but I’m not sure I’ve ever loved somebody this much.

He is amazing. He’s all I want. Today, tomorrow, next year and forever.

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I wish I still felt this way.

I still love him with all my heart.

We’re engaged. We have a son.

But there’s such a huge wall between us now. I don’t know how to break it down, or if I even want too.

For the first time ever today I breast fed in public at the footy. I did use a cover (if I didn’t my boobies would have frozen over). #freetheboob #breastfeeding #breastfeedinginpublic #frozentatas (at Melbourne Cricket Ground (MCG))

#freetheboob #breastfeeding #breastfeedinginpublic #frozentatas

thexfiles

i’m mentally ill too but fucking listen to me here. you need to take responsibility for your actions regardless of whether or not they’re a product of your mental illness. you don’t get to manipulate, gaslight, take advantage of, or straight up abuse people because you’re mentally ill! you don’t! what the fuck! why are some of you still thinking it’s okay to say things like “manipulation is okay because i have _____ and need attention from my significant other”. oh my god. Don’t fucking do that

annaakana

I’ve been sitting on this vid for a month out of fear of the stigma with mental illness, not wanting to deal with the troll comments about how I’m doing it for attention, and all the other bullshit. But ultimately I’m happy that I’m putting it out there, despite everything I feared kinda coming to life in this, because fuck stigmas and fuck what other people think my intentions are and fuck yes to trying to manage my shit.

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Letter Complete.

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Stay Tuned with accompanying text Q&A post (to further support Pauline) …

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Kitties

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Fuck, the last one

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Biiigggg kitties.

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I decided on Friday that I really wanted some marquee letters, but vintage and even wooden ones are still hella expensive, so I used this diy tutorial. The only differences: I used 3 pieces of poster board with a grid for easier cutting, I got two boxes of lights from Target for $10 each, I used the coin method, and I didn’t used silver spray paint. Grand total: $45.

anotherjen

oh wowww… I need to do this someday

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Lol, everyone's like "errmahgerrrdddd that is totes amazeballs" and all I can think is I have to go organise my books by colour!

Life is just so boring right now.

Not that I haven't had a lot of stuff going on.

I've been sicker than I've ever been in my life and off work for over a month as a result. My ex proposed. Then broke up with me. I just feel like I'm going no where, accomplishing nothing. Then on top of all of that I'm just so bored. I need adventure in my life. I need a change. I need something fun to happen. Everything is so dull and I'm stuck in a rut.

I'm not living, I'm merely existing Can't I be like all those heroines in the books I read and go on a crazy adventure and win and come out on top of the world.

Instead of being a Divergent in a city of factions I'm just trying to save to move into a little unit by myself. How fucking boring. Someone please, take me on an adventure.