i seriously need some help:
i've been in a relationship with someone poly for 3 months. i was their relationship saviour, because they couldn't cope with the fact that their partner prioritised someone else while dating not only them. when they started dating me, they had two partners as well and that kind of saved the relationship my partner had with the other person. i've met their other partner twice and my partner told me a lot about them, mainly things he wasn't happy about how he was treated. i can't live with them by his side, i know she's manipulative and takes advantage of his fear of losing someone. and i can't live with the fact that he's prioritising her because of his abandonment fear. so i told him her or me and he chose her. just because i made him choose. i am very in love with this person and i really feel we're meant for eachother.
i don't know how to process everything
and i still have this hope that he'll eventually choose me