smoller zone

quinn || 30s || 🔞 nsfw warning || Because my other alt account got too big (pun maybe intended)

[smollerghostbot]

this is my blog for more spicy stuff that i don't want to put on my g/t account since that's become more of a... i dunno, content creator account? whatever. either way, if you stumbled across this and you're a minor, go away and come back when you're 18 kthx.

if you're not a minor, then uh, there isn't much here other than some freak shit but y'know. make youself at home.

self posts are under #smollerghostthoughts

writing is under #my writing

[smollerghostbot]

i need to be smashed into the ground under a giant's foot and/or be told that i am important and loved

[smollerghostbot]

Under a readmore for me whining about my jorking habits feel free to skip this one.

Read an essay about Kink World Where Kink Happens 24/7 and just like. I dunno realizing that part of my problem when it comes to my sexuality is that I think every variation of my Kink World is the same? Or at least really similar.

Like. Almost every single example is just "what if there was a real big [insert character archetype here] and they did a steppy on one or more tiny [insert adjacent character archetype here]."

Sure, I've written more unique stuff that I have posted here. And maybe TMI but every story I have posted here is a Certified Super Nut Moment. But 9 times out of 10 if I'm cranking one out it's the same type of generic "big person do steppy" fantasy.

I guess the summary here is I need to like. Force my brain to diversify somehow. But that is difficult when it has a very specific and very niche fetish.

[smollerghostbot]

i haven't whined about my crush in a hot minute because my brain has been hyperfocused on voidweaver in that regard

but i would still kill somebody in order to get even one kinky picture of my irl crush. literally 0 chance of ever happening but i can dream

[mousey-sprouts]

This is kind of just a bitching/complaining post feel free to skip

I understand a lot of this is more personal taste but it is always sooooo disappointing to see someone post about what looks like an interesting size OC but you go and look and the character description is almost always:

“Hiii ^_^ this is Jenny she’s an FCup with a 20 inch waist her hobbies include having sex and playing with her boobs. She doesn’t like wearing clothes and she loooves killing tinies >:)”

And if you try to be nice and be like oh I wonder WHY she likes killing tinies? Like what’s her actual personality? And the answer is usually

“She likes killing tinies because she’s a biiiitch >:) just a big huge evil bitch”

[prokopetz]

Elaborate fantasy and sci-fi worldbuilding as necessary context and structure for porn is great, but what's really fantastic is when the worldbuilding is a product of the porn. It clearly didn't need to be there, but at some point the author took a closer look at the porn and started asking "okay, so what does this imply?"

[prokopetz]

Level 1: The worldbuilding needs to be there for the porn to make sense.

Level 2: The porn needs to be there for the worldbuilding to make sense.

[lizalooming]

you would think shrinkflation would be an awesome and poggers fetish. but it's not. its money

[microposting]

I brought up “it’s fucked up to say kinks are always caused by trauma” on bluesky and the number of people responding to that going “yessss kinks are always caused by trauma!!” is driving me insaaaaane

[micromentality]

i remembered one time my ex best friend was telling me that my macrophilia wasn’t as weird as his fetish cuz “you like giant dicks. that’s normal” okay. okay. well clearly u do not understand the intricacies of my fetish becuz it is not about there being a giant dick it is about the dynamics and the vulnerability and fear and trust and fascination and putting urself in the hands of something that could kill u so easily, kill u on accident, but it won’t. for some reason it won’t and that leaves u in more terror and suspense trying to figure out why. and yeah there can be giant dick too. but cmon man. i am jacking off to the contextttt not purely the physicality. be for real with me. don’t piss me off

[pyrevil]

[microposting]

crushing on a micro and wanting their approval and reciprocation and being really earnest about it and it turns out the micro only wants you for your big body and has a size kink and nothing more

waaaiit. yeah into it.

[microposting]

mutually jacking off w the inch tall micro laying on ur belly and both of you are thinking "omg this is so overwhelming and I'm not even doing anything I'm such an asshole"

[cryptdwelling]

[girlnextvore]

Horny posting about your OCs is how we save this planet

[microposting]

ok but literally borrower who gets caught and goes holy shit oh no the human is going to punish me for being a disgusting little thief! and the human is really nice and lets them go and the borrower sits on it for like a day and goes actually I think I would maybe enjoy being punished for being a disgusting little thief I might actually want that now that I've thought on it

[smollerghostbot]

fuck it my blog my incoherent rambling about The Character if you don't care just scroll down thanks

I just. I didn't do them justice in the story I feel. In several ways. Learning experience for me. I tried to hold myself back for the sake of letting the audience imagine things to their liking, but I feel like I kinda neutered the character in the process. So. Let me ramble about the real Professor Voidweaver.

They're like, the kind of professor who comes across as a hardass who takes no shit. but deep down they very much have a soft spot for students who actually care about their studies. They don't even primarily teach size magic, their specialty is darkness magic, which is related to how their eyes became Like That, but they just happen to know size magic and several other utility spells as a result of being one of the world's most accomplished wizards. Do sizemancers exist? Probably. Jules probably becomes one. But a sizemancer Voidweaver is not.

I didn't address it much in the story aside from them downplaying their own traits a little but. I also see them as having such a hard time being seen as like. Attractive? At all? This is a grown adult who spent their youth with a savior complex and is now definitely past their prime in age, the idea that anything about them would be desirable is so... foreign? To them? Which I wished I spent more time on in the story but I challenged myself to include as little character angst as possible. Maybe I went too far in the other direction. I definitely did. I wanted to end the story on a hot line with the "oh maybe they'd entertain the thought again" but realistically they would be absolutely beating themself up at the idea of wanting somebody else to put their comfort (in Voidweaver's mind) aside for the sake of benefitting them.

[smollerghostbot]

already mad at myself for worldbuilding into a corner with how magic works in voidweaver's world. why did i make it so you could only shrink one person at a time when i absolutely need them to be teaching an entire class of shrunken students, and definitely NOT losing track of any of them in the process.

... whatever i'm writing smut for my eyes only with this premise.