smthpup

freak side blog

[smthpup]

⋆ 19y/o! he/it

⋆ 18+ side blog for smthbugz, not strictly nsft but i will post nsft things

⋆ nonhuman transsexual faggot freak :3

⋆ all about poetry, religion, bdsm, and otherkin

[silkycocaine]

[uncleseedy]

[faithfulidiot]

“He’s the only man I can really trust. He’s like a spirit that follows me around …he helps me out in my hours of need and listens to all my problems and never laughs at me. He takes me very seriously,”

- Marsha P. Johnson (left) on Jesus Christ

"AND GOD CREATED HE AND SHE BUT HE ALSO CREATED ME!" Sylvia Rivera (right), banner emblazoned with a Street Transvestite Action Revolutionaries (S.T.A.R.) logo, Christopher Street Liberation Day, New York City, June 26, 1983. Photo by Steve Zabel, c/ o @lgbtcenternyc on IG

[shoutsofmybones]

picture of myself that is kind of like a poem. trans and Catholic forever and ever <3

[forthesakeofthespirit]

a compilation of posts that contributed to my conversion

image descriptions in alt

[eesirachs]

im scared to start praying and leaning into faith I think is there. your blog has been helping me explore this. any advice?

when you tuck yourself in tonight whisper "thank you." this is the first prayer

[eesirachs]

Will I ever get over my embarrassment in believing in God? Does he accept me even when I’m embarrassed?

he likes you blushing

[smthpup]

God is not a man in the sky

He is everything, He is everywhere

He is the consciousness You are made up of

He is the metaphorical and the metaphysical

He is the universe and the earth

He is birth and He is rot

He is beauty and He is disgusting

He is soft and He is violence

He is Your hatred and Your love

He is Your faith and Your disbelief

He is the ache in Your chest

from the emptiness He left there

He is the ache between Your thighs

from the love He left there

God is worshipping You as You worship Him

He is Your devotion mirrored back to You

He is not separate from every other thing

You are not separate from every other thing

[eesirachs]

how can you tell if you believe in god or just love the metaphor

he is the metaphor, too

[eesirachs]

fall in love. vow on your thighs. lie to god. raise your voice. get new fetishes.

[mx-marriott]

All around us all the time

[testocock]

Taking in a transmasc bottom slut. Making him wear a chastity belt to block access to the hole he likes to use so much, and instead training his ass until he learns to take it in like a proper man should. Pumping his dick as a reward when he behaves well, making it fat and red and hard, then jerking him off until his throat is too hoarse to beg anymore.

[telephonekisser]

okay we've got forcemasc and forcefem what about forcemachine. forcetech? i'm gonna turn you into an angel made of steel and electricity and you're gonna fuckin like it.

[jj-vs-world]

Want to be a good boy, pup? Then stop pretending to be a girl. Act as the man you say you are.

[consume-what-you-envy]

cute t4t mlm date ideas:

beat the shit out of each other in an empty parking lot at 2 am (in a sexual way)

play any car racing game for 8hrs straight, eat instant noodles and fall asleep tangled on a couch together

become a priest and fuck his throat in a confessional

go swimming at midnight, try to drown each other - great for bonding if you end up saving his life (learn first aid beforehand)

run away together, become cowboys

sneak into a medieval castle and fight for dominance with big ass swords (the winner gets to fuck the loser with his sword) (the actual, metal, covered in warm blood sword)

swap packers for a day

[consume-what-you-envy]

top 5 things to say during sex:

man up

the fuck you're yelling for it's literally just a hunting knife

you're actually getting off on this?

stop fucking crying bitch

dude you're bleeding so much should i call an ambulance