i'm wishing.

"With a smile and a song All the world seems to waken anew Rejoicing with you As the song is sung"savannah "snow" white. 21. music major.

[misselesava]

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-- “can’t a girl just smile at a stranger without it being this big thing? i mean... i swear. if one more person tells me i look happier for some reason, i’m going to punch them.” savannah was having a bit of difficulty still coming to terms with the fact that she could actually be, well, happy. “i just... the holidays were good for me. finally. its not that big of a deal.” except, it was. her heart was overflowing with the urge to sing and dance and that was an odd feeling. it was something she hadn’t felt since she was much younger and far more naive. but andrina was making her feel younger... more alive. not that the two of them were together. savannah wished and tried to get the other to understand that her feelings for her were far more than just friendly but it was a difficult battle. it didn’t help, either, that savannah didn’t know how to necessarily use the word love anymore. all around it was a confusing situation. yet, savannah was happy. she had zuko, she had andi, and she had her flatmates. there wasn’t much more she needed now. “how were your holidays?”

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andrinatxo‌:

andrina hadn’t expected sav to go for the kiss. she expected silly jokes about the mistletoe and maybe a move for some eggnog. but instead she was face to face with her beautiful best friend who was kissing her. and andrina had always thought sav was beautiful. she always thought that sav deserved love and was so willing to fight for that. but this kiss made her wonder if it was okay for that love to come from her. she had never had more than an innocent girl crush on megan fox but now she was wondering if that was more than she thought. she just didn’t know anymore. but she did know that sav kissing her felt amazing and she wanted to kiss her back. so she did. she met her the rest of the way and let her lips work with sav’s, nervous and excited to see where this goes.

savannah knew that andrina would kiss her back. she knew because the blonde was a sweet girl and wouldn’t have ever dared push her away but the brunette needed the blonde to understand that this was serious. the mistletoe had merely been a prop. honestly, she’d been thinking about just kissing the other without any sort of prompting. this has merely been a sign from the gods to just do it, just carry on. so, sav wrapped an arm around the others waist and pulled her flesh against herself. she didn’t want a whisper to separate them. savannah then placed her other hand on the girls cheek and held her as if she were the most precious thing in the world. and, to savannah, she was. andrina was everything that sav needed. she was kind, funny, and optimistic about a world that the brunette had turned away from. andrina made her feel things again and sav was tired of being selfless. maybe she didn’t deserve andrina but andrina deserved love and savannah was positive she could give it to her. andrina deserved to be cherished and treated like royalty and sav could give that to her. all she had needed was to take this leap of faith. finally, she pulled away, a breath of a feather between them. sav said nothing, she just waited to see how andrina would respond.

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🎄 for  our  muses  to  decorate  the  christmas  tree  together 

-- “i really can’t believe we’re doing this.” she looked at the tree in front of them taking up most of the room in her very small studio apartment. turning to zuko, she placed her hands on her hips. “i don’t have any damn decorations! we need ornaments don’t we?! i don’t have any actual ornaments! what do we do? hang socks?!” @zukoozai​

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🌿  for  our  muses  to  be  caught  under  mistletoe 

-- savannah had seen the mistletoe. she could have avoided it. did she? no. of course not. she was pining and this was a way for her to actually make a move and if things went wrong to blame it on something else. it would be a win win. except, if andrina rejected her it would break the brunettes heart. still. she had to try. when they moved beneath the doorframe, sav paused and grabbed at the other girl with a soft grip. “dreena...” she just needed to get the blonde to look at her. all she needed was to see the others bright blue eyes and it would give her the confidence. when those ocean eyes met her own, savannah moved in for the kiss, pausing only slightly to give the other time to push her away if she wanted to. after a few seconds hesitation, savannah brushed her lips feather light against the blonde’s. she just needed the go ahead to deepen it. god, she was hoping she’d get the go ahead. @andrinatxo​

[misselesava]

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andrinatxo‌:

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andrina truthfully was only here because she was able to convince savannah to go. it was like they were in their own little world. sitting in the back and whispering into each other’s ears about the crowd of people who passed. andrina had her face stuffed when sav made her laugh of course and she was still trying to get mashed potatoes off her shirt from snorting so suddenly. it was nice. this was the best way she could see herself celebrating something that was supposed to be about her friends. because savannah was her best friend and she was so thankful for her. 

“hey….you know i’m really happy we decided to do this, right? i don’t think i could handle this without you…”

savannah obviously had only come to this whole ‘friendsgiving’ ordeal because andrina wanted to. the things that this woman could make her do was astounding. and the fact that sav wouldn’t complain about it was even more unfathomable. the brunette was in deep and she hadn’t even realized how deep until the past few weeks. savannah didn’t want to go to the dinner not because she didn’t believe in thanksgiving but because she didn’t necessarily feel like she had enough friends to be considered a part of the whole friendsgiving crowd. but, andrina had made the night better. she had sav actually laughing and cracking jokes. she had her feeling like maybe the holidays this year wouldn’t be so bad. 

“i--” sav turned to look at andrina and was caught at the brightness in the others eyes. the air rushed out of her throat and savannah could feel her heartbeat in every single part of her body. “yeah. glad. could come. me. too.” sav turned back to her food in a full gay panic. “its not as bad as i thought it was gonna be but you know anytime i go out with you it always winds up being better than planned.”

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carlwheezinq‌

Watching her for a moment Carl let himself think. Did he want to see if he could be of any help to her? He could try, but finding the right words would be difficult. “….if it wasn’t important you, you couldn’t have reacted so harshly.” A call out but sometimes certain people needed it, he just hope she was one of them.

savannah was all about minding her own business when suddenly the other made a comment that she couldn’t ignore. looking over at carl and then back at her notebook, the girl sighed. “i’m not good at talking.”

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ellabugg-xx‌:

Ella quickly regretted her words in asking if she was alright. Privacy was needed in every soul to keep moving forward. The words on the page just got the best of her worrying heart and she felt she could shine some light. Nodding softly she held her bag just a little tighter. “Are you sure? We don’t have to talk about anything … just.. maybe get some tea? Or a cupcake?” She offered with a soft smile. 

savannah blushed faintly and looked back down at her notebook. she knew it was rude of her to act how she was acting but the girl didn’t know how to handle certain feelings anymore. she didn’t know how to be a normal girl with normal feelings. “sorry.” sav said softly like a child who’d just realized the tantrum she was throwing. “i mean, i’ll never say no to a cupcake.” 

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artsandpoppy‌:

“there’s no right or wrong way to celebrate,” poppy reminded her with a small smile. “but i do have a bunch of decoration ideas that i wasn’t able to use at the store or my house that i could try out with you if you want! or we could just stick to more simplistic stuff. whatever you want to do!” she giggled slightly at the mention of branch and his grumpy ways. it was strange how many grumps she surrounded herself with - must be a balancing thing with the universe. trying to make up for all the extra energy they gave her by partnering her with serious types of people. “i’m doing good. counting down the days now, but still in the scheme of things could be a lot worse,” she answered, smiling down at her stomach as well. “well she better get used to that because it’s only going to get worse when she comes on out.”

“no. go ahead. go crazy. i want to actually, i dunno, celebrate. you know what i mean? it’s been awhile.” it’d been since her father passed, actually. her step mother had never been fond of holidays and after her fathers untimely death, that only strengthened. “you’re getting close. final stretch. and you know if you ever need anything, i’m here for you.” poppy was always how snow envisioned her own mother being. “have you decided on a name yet?” 

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ladylaylas‌:

lalya physically reacted to the sharpness of the girl’s tone. see, this is why she didn’t usually bother with trying to be helpful to people she didn’t know. because even though she knew it was important to lend a hand out to those in need, half the time they were just plain jerks about it. “fine,” she snapped in return herself, adjusting her blazer and holding her head high. “but you should know that it’s rather rude to react like that when someone just asks if you’re doing alright. a simple no thank you would have sufficed.”

savannah sat back in her seat. she wasn’t going to explain herself to someone who didn’t know her. she was tired of letting people close. even though there was a part of her that felt a physical disdain to being rude to others, she knew it was her best defense against a broken heart or soul. “and its a bit rude to want to know everyones business.” sav snapped back. “why is it rude for not wanting to talk about my personal business? why is that always seen so rude?”

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✉️ andrina

god. i think about kissing you all the time.

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artsandpoppy‌

a wide grin spread on poppy’s face at the mention of christmas decorations. and the sight of seeing savannah’s own smile. it was a rare sight and one that she knew was just proof of the magic of christmas. “yes! i try not to go too all out yet until thanksgiving’s over. just the basics to start. but i’m already done with the store’s decoration and working my way through the ones at home,” she answered, bouncing on her feet a little in excitement. “but i would be more than happy to help you! i’ll probably have to bring branch along since i can’t really do any of the heavy stuff or stand on ladders, but i’m very good at directing still!”

savannah hadn’t felt like decorating for christmas in years but this holiday season felt different. maybe it was that she had finally come to terms with the fact that she had two very good friends who weren’t leaving her side anytime soon or that she was free from her step mothers clutches once and for all. maybe. she just wanted to decorate and savannah knew that she should do it when she had the urge or else she might never have the urge again. “that’s good to hear. it’s just been awhile since i’ve gotten any decorating done or really celebrated the holidays with anyone. i want to do it right this year.” specifically for a certain someone who deserved to have a holiday full of cheer. “thats fine. bring branch along. he and i get each other. its a grump thing.” sav winked. “how you feelin’ anyway?” the girl smiled at poppy’s stomach, “they’re happy in there. cozy. and slowly getting used to you singing all the time.”

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-- “no. i don’t want to talk about it.” savannah said harshly. she stared down at her notebook as she scribbled meaningless words all over the page. except they weren’t meaningless. fear. doubt. stress. love. they were things she was feeling. things she didn’t want to be feeling. who fell in love with their best friend? what sort of lame ass was she? not only that, she didn’t even know if andrina was into girls. it was horrible and she was extra rude because of it. she always was extra rude when she was feeling something deeply. “its not important. leave it alone.”

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andrinatxo‌:

andrina felt herself blush and she wrinkled her nose in response. sav was always calling her cute, but she didn’t see it. her siblings were cute. they were outgoing and incredible and practical goddesses. andrina though? she was just….andrina. the very thought of anyone seeing her as cute was just weird to her. “we will finish the move today,” andrina said firmly. “i want to know how this one ends. i never make it to the end when i’m with you. starting to wonder if you like keeping me on my toes.” it wasn’t sav’s fault andrina relaxed herself to sleep. but that didn’t mean the blonde couldn’t tease a bit. “what time is it anyways? please don’t tell me i slept through breakfast. or woke up so early that it’s five am or something. i honestly can’t tell.”

maybe it was the others inability to see just how cute she was that made her extra endearing. or maybe she was just naturally adorable. both were incredibly plausible. savannah supposed she could understand how the other felt, though. she never saw herself as others saw her. it seemed to just be a human trait. especially for girls their age. “that or i just like knowing you’ll stick around later in the day.” sav was a lonely creature by nature so when she found people like andi or zuko, she tended to want to spend most of her time with them. they were the few people in the world who didn’t annoy the crap out of her or make her wish that the universe could give them a show of how awful it could be. “nope. perfect timing. about eight thirty? i haven’t really checked to be honest. the usual for breakfast?” 

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andrinatxo‌:

andrina was notorious for falling asleep at sav’s place. she loved her siblings and all, but sometimes their noise was too much, which made sleeping a maybe thing. but at sav’s place everything was quiet; it was like their own little world, even. and andrina was so at ease with that. it didn’t take long for her to have fallen asleep the night before watching movies in sav’s bed and she must have slept way longer than she intended because when she finally started to come to her sense, her friend was already awake. “hey,” she said quietly, rubbing her eyes a bit before laughing quietly. “i have no idea why you let my conk out so early. we missed most of the movie.”

savannah knew there were some advantages to living alone. this was one of them. she didn’t have to ask whether or not a friend could spend the night (not that she’d had many friends when she still lived with her step mother but still the thought was there); sav didn’t have to worry about getting a person out of the house, she didn’t have to worry in general about rules that had been set for her. it was her home, she made the rules. and maybe it wasn’t the best apartment on the island but it was a home for sure. savannah watched as andrina came into consciousness and wondered how someone could be so cute. and the worst part was that andrina had no idea about the effect she had on savannah. reaching out, the brunette tucked a piece of hair from the blondes face behind her ear. “because you were tired. we can finish the movie later today. sleep? that’s important andi. besides, you’re really cute when you sleep.” sav smirked.

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Your smile fucking melts my heart. Holy shit.