N.A.V

I want a new world.

[snobeer]

I cannot say that it is worth the effort of sleepless night but at least I tried and just glad made it (tho in a hurry lol 😄). It just made me feel better after it was submitted.

[snobeer]

I hate how my life is going on right now.

I hate everything, I hate why I was born like this

I feel like I don't belong in here or anywhere in this world, I felt crap!

When the only person whom you expect the most to support you are the one's bringing you down, hurting you deep with only words, that the only thing you wanted to do the most are slowly fading through time. The feeling of unwantedness. All my dreams are not only for myself, I never once thought about for myself only but all for your sake! I never once felt supported but by my friends only that may come and go. I never once received the advice that I wanted the most. I never once experienced the life I wanted the most. Never in my life I complained, never in my life I blamed someone for being like this. I hate how I developed into someone like this emotional and fucked up. Why did I ever grow up? I hate everything. I'm afraid that something like this would come out someday and what I'm afraid the most is for me getting tired of everything and do something that shouldn't be done and happen. I'm afraid of nowhere, but I guess it's the only solution to rest and not to think about anything else. I want my brain to stop thinking, I would like my heart to stop beating for days. I want everything to stop and go unrecognized by me. Please stop making me think and feel like shit already... I'm sick of it, really.

[thoughtkick]

“Don’t expect loyalty from people who can’t give you honesty.”

— (via emptystic)

[snobeer]

Exactly hurts and disappointing.

[snobeer]

When you only thought about helping them and nothing but for their sake but you ended up being left, all alone because they save only their selves.

Lesson learned: "Save and Care no one but yourself because only few will understand you and truly cares for you."

[snobeer]

He just notices me when I don't leave any message.

Me: Really?

[snobeer]

That feeling when you thought you just found a genuine happiness but ended up getting disappointed once again and the energy is not enough to lift you up , the mind's empty, the body's lazy and the atmosphere's cloudy.... I needed rain so much right now to get me into deep sleep.

[snobeer]

It's really hard to communicate with someone not in your culture and language hays😧

[snobeer]

"Go with the flow and let fate decide where it would take you with no strings attached."

Help me forget where I came from

Take me where I haven't been to

Show me things I've never seen before

Tell me exciting things I haven't heard yet

And make me smile whenever I need it.

[thoughtkick]

“A year ago, I would never have pictured the way my life is now.”

— Unknown

[snobeer]

I don't understand how it turns out like this. This is not how I used to live before, this is not the life I wished I had, this is not how it should supposed to be but why? Thinking that I'm being emotional again makes me want to go crazy.

[snobeer]

Doing school work sometimes making me realize something about life that I thought I've never learned anything yet it comes out unexpectedly from my mind. There were also certain times in our lives that ideas from previous happenings appear this day but then forgotten the next day! And yeah..I'm probably gonna forgot 'bout this and worrying about that to happen brought me here tho😃

The Lord completes everything. 😇

[extramadness]

[snobeer]

I don't know why?

[thoughtkick]

“Never obsess about chasing love. Chase goals. Chase dreams. Chase the behaviors that are going to make you better. You don’t chase love; you allow that to find you by accident, and when it finds you on accident, you’ll know that it was supposed to find you purposely.”

— Sylvester McNutt

[snobeer]

When you hear these words almost everyday you get used to it and learn to live with it. That's what you call lesson.

[macrolit]

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[snobeer]

I'm trying to find a reason why I still think of you when you don't care for me anymore. I'm a stranger to you now but I still feel this way. You still own my heart even if I no longer own yours. I still expect from from you but I always end up getting disappointed.

[santaclara03]

When a woman

falls in love with her man

she doesn't only read

a simple love letter

written from inks

but she reads a whole book

out of his blood

of love

of promises

of hopes and dreams

that is written to

her heart,

from his heart.

[quotemadness]

“The hardest battle you are ever going to have to fight is the battle to be just you.”

— Leo Buscaglia 

[quotemadness]

“If you hear a voice within you say “you cannot paint”, then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.”

— Vincent van Gogh 

[snobeer]

If you hear a voice within you say " you cannot draw", then by all means draw, and that voice will be silenced.