There are so many kinds of love. What if I just love her the way she is. I want to share all my problems, talk about everything that makes me happy, share song that suits my mood, what if I just want to hear her voice when I don’t even know what to talk about. I just want to be beside her, knowing that she always there for me and I’m always there for her. What if I just want us to cuddle all day, hug each other and maybe peck on each other’s cheeks. Is this platonic love? But what if I want more than that but I’m still not sure what I really want. Maybe I’m still scared to move forward. But I know I just want her to be there for me and I’ll do the same. What is this feeling if it’s not called love? What if I’m just tired with all this thing and I just want to be alone forever? Why did I feel jealous when I know there’s someone else beside me with her before? Why don’t I feel jealous now? I just want to love her still. What is this love called?
