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“Behind my eyes a familiar child
I take her hand and she finally smiles”
She's feeling the cheer
“I don’t think I know how to be a friend without something to fix. But I just can’t do it anymore. I’m so tired. Now, I’m even doing it in my dreams! I’m sorry I can’t do this for you…”
🐾 black and white 🐾
So I instantly regretted saying the last part was the conclusion because I then thought up this...
Part 1 | Part 2
Giant Rainbow 2.0 launches onion into space and not even a second later onion is on his shoulder somehow
On the inside pearl is freaking the heck out but Steven is used to onions random shit
we opened at 11 this morning. i watched an old man literally pry the fucking sliding doors open at 10:43 and stand there just staring into the empty store and my coworker & i were like sir. for the love of fuck
I worked in a restaurant for while and a woman climbed past an A board sign, ignored the sign on a the door saying the opening times and trotted on in. When told we were not open she asked why the door was unlocked. My manager explained that it has to be unlocked when people are in the building to comply with fire regulations. Which lead to my favourite exchange with a customer: Woman: But there are no people in here. Manager: Madam. The staff count as people. Woman: That’s ridiculous. *Storms out*
“The staff count as people” has me dead
“You can say it, Sabrina. Hell. I went to Hell. I took the Dark Lord inside me.”
#that’s it #that’s the show
That was his punishment. Bojack lived. Diane left, and made sure that that conversation they had on the rooftop was the last. Princess Carolyn found the love of her life, and made it clear to Bojack that he would not work with her again. Mister Penutbutter was more successful and wealthier that Bojack, so he could never go back to him. And Todd was happy without Bojack, he didn’t need to depend on him anymore. Hollyhock left without a goodbye.
There’s just some sins you can’t erase, and everything that happened to Bojack, he deserved. If you ask me, he would have been better off dead, but I guess death would have been to good for him.
AAAAHHH!!! It took me so long but it’s finally done!!!
This is my first Steven Universe Animatic (Based on that audio that Leaked some days ago) soo :’’ Hope u like it!!! 💗💕✨
YAY THEY’RE MARRIED!! i’m a gay, girls-in-suits-loving doofus so ofc they’re all wearing tuxes :)
on another note excuse me as i collapse onto the floor because holy shit. this took so much effort
Pearlmethyst Week 2019 (Oct 27th - Nov 2nd)
Day 1 - “Independent Together” Day 2 - “There We Were, Here We Are” Day 3 - “Blanket” Day 4 - “Free Day” Day 5 - “Happy Halloween!” Day 6 - “Making Music” Day 7- “Future”
A bit late uploading this here as I wanted to group them all together but just finished off the last couple paintings recently. Feels good to have them all done!
SUF LEAK WARNING ;
Don’t you think that the leak that was dropped heavily calls back another episode?
Garnet: It looks like Steven is trying to avoid a serious discussion about this altogether.
Steven: NO! I’M NOT!
Garnet: Steven! You have got to calm down and talk to us!
Amethyst: Just chill, man!
Steven: Ugh-
“I don’t want to talk about it- I don’t even want to THINK about it!”
“I just want to FIX it!”
It seems like a very adamant and aggressive callback of this line:
“But you didn't mean to hurt him! [sighs] I know what it's like... Sometimes, you hurt people... by accident..? Y-you just have to try not to think about it.”
In Steven’s case, at this moment, it’s all of the people that Pink has hurt. He wants to help them to the best of his ability, but he can’t seem to stand the fact that he’ll need to accept what Pink Diamond has done to do so. He’s trying to fix things without wanting to understand how to.
Steven is trying to avoid his mother’s past and the responsibilities coming with it because it’s so much. It’s extremely overwhelming for him; he really believes that he can’t do it.
Which brings us back to a certain somebody who will consistently try to help him with that:
Connie.
In Mindful Education, after ‘Here Comes A Thought’, Steven still hasn’t fully grasped the concept that Garnet was trying to show him. And that might be the same case now.
“To find balance, you must understand your feelings. To understand your feelings, you must see them clearly without running from them.”
Back then, Connie had immediately understood.
But Steven hadn’t.
“I-I tried to help you. You wouldn't listen. I...”
“I told you to stop! I-I had no choice! I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't be-“
But here, Connie interjects. She immediately takes over, reminding Steven:
“No! It's okay! It's okay to think about it!”
And Steven, again:
“I thought I could, but it's so much! I can't do it!”
Steven is crying, and it’s because the butterflies have just formed into the one thing he never wants to think about, even in Future:
His mother.
But as everybody remembers, Steven didn’t lose complete sight of himself and transitioned into this angry, benevolent Pink form of himself. That wasn’t the ending to Mindful Education as we all know.
Connie was there by his side.
“I didn't want to hurt anyone! I'm sorry! None of them would let me help them! I had no choice!”
“It's okay!”
“No, it's not!”
Steven expresses how hard it is for him to accept that he can’t help some things, and that he has to move on to accept that he couldn’t help people, despite how much he tried. He’s still in denial that he can’t help everybody, those who were hurt by Rose and those he didn’t have any part in hurting at all.
and Connie tells him that it’s okay.
“But it's okay to think about it!”
“It feels so bad!”
“That's okay, too! There was nothing else you could've done!”
Steven hates thinking about everything in relation to his mother because it reminds him of everything he couldn’t do. He just wants to give and give, without ever caring for himself, and it hurts him deeply when he finds that he can’t just solve everything. But Connie was able to tell him that it’s okay.
“I don't want to feel this way.”
“You have to. You have to be honest about how bad it feels so you can move on. That's how it was for me.”
“[sniffles] ... Okay.”
In Future, there isn’t a person that Steven can anchor to, to help remind him that all of this isn’t something he can run away from. He’s growing further from the gems; he finds them to be incapable of understanding what he’s going through, which is probably worsened by how much Pearl pressures him to talk to the three main crystal gems. He needs somebody he can let loose with, somebody he trusts with his whole heart, and mind.
I sincerely believe that Connie will help him talk it out, that she’ll help him face his trauma and start to move on. To remind him that, it’s okay. It’s okay to feel the way you feel, to think the way you think, but you have to move on. And that’s okay too, because they have one another.