pear!

He/him

[snowynekos]

Intro post!! :3

My name is pear n I use he/him prounouns

I'm new to age regression but I think it'll help me out lots!! Idk my little age tho

I luv kitties n owls n wolfs n all the animals!!

Besides agere I'm a huge nerd and some of the fandoms I'm in are: haikyuu, heated rivalry, banana fish, critical role (specifically m9), n more!

[snowynekos]

🐇 Bunny regressor Shane Hollander x very supportive Ilya Rozanov

[snowynekos]

It's summer break rn but I miss school because a lot of my teachers are/were the only adults I felt safe around and I so miss not being so scared to be myself. I miss being good for them as me. They liked me as the me I was not who I pretend to be at home.

[sapphirestingray]

I need to start actually posting on this blog lmao

In my heart, little Shane is absolutely OBSESSED with stuffies. I like to think it started when he was a kid – he had such bad separation anxiety when he first started going to kindergarten, any time Yuna would drop him off he'd just sit there and cry for at least an hour and be absolutely inconsolable. Obviously, she can't just come with him and sit with him the entire time, so she comes up with the next best thing, which is getting him a stuffie that he can take with him and squeeze whenever he feels lonely or nervous.

I'm absolutely projecting here, but with Shane being autistic, he finds it much easier to connect with stuffed animals than it is for people; stuffies are reliable, they're always there for him, they never make fun of him, they're never too loud, they understand when he wants cuddles and when he wants to be alone. He's so happy with the one that Yuna got him that she and David can't help but get him more, which encourages his family to use stuffed animals as a go-to gift for birthdays and holidays, and before long, he has a whole shelf in his room full of them. He attaches so much personal sentiment to them that it's very hard for him to get rid of any, and he still has the majority of his childhood stuffies even as an adult. He keeps them hidden in drawers and closets, he can't imagine anyone finding out that he still loves them so much as an adult, as a professional athlete no less, but he can't sleep unless he's holding one.

(I'm at work so these are all the thoughts I have for now, but I promise there'll be more to come!!)

[snowsmoked]

Shane notices that Ilya always has to be doing something. At first, he thinks its sweet, attentive.

"Is your blanket warm enough? I'll go get another one."

"I will carry plates, go sit."

"Practice is optional for players, Shane, not captain."

And, look, Shane isn't one to lay about. He's up for morning runs, he attends almost every optional practice, he's meticulous about his work out routines. He's a top athlete and so is Ilya, they both work incredibly hard to stay at the top. Still, Shane doesn't have a problem with a lazy afternoon reading in bed, or a free weekend spent at his cottage, or a summer relaxing.

He notices that sometimes Ilya will startle, just a little bit, if Shane walks into the room when he's laying on the couch, scrolling through his phone. If Shane makes even the slightest request, Ilya is jumping to get it done there and then. He's the first one at practice and the last one to leave.

He will take naps with Shane, but he's always up before Shane, working out in the gym, doing their monthly calendar, adding things Shane likes to their shopping list that he wouldn't add, etc.

"Just sit with me," Shane catches Ilya's arm on his latest trip to the kitchen."

"I know, I will," Ilya covers his hand. "I just want to wipe down counters before your parents get here."

"They won't care," Shane scrunches up his face. "They won't even notice. Come sit down."

"Okay," Ilya says, but looks a little torn. "We are suppose to be hosting, not lazing around."

"Ilya," Shane sat up more. "You cleaned the whole house like twice today. I cooked. We aren't lazing around."

"Yes, I know, but..."

"Ilya, you aren't lazy," Shane said directly. He doesn't know exactly why that word seems difficult for Ilya, but he has his suspicions. "And even if you were lazy sometimes, I wouldn't care. I would like it, probably."

Ilya softened. "I know. I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry," Shane tugs him and Ilya finally lets himself be pulled into Shane's lap. "Just come be lazy with me."

"Hm," Ilya adjusts himself to better snuggle into his boyfriend. "That does not sound so bad."

[shanesthumb]

littleshane bedtime routine :)))) i think without fail it starts every time with shane whining and saying "papa its bedtime" bc he likes routine and ilya likes to indulge him by not interrupting whatever hes doing, i think sometimes theres bathtime which i could truly make a whole other post on but what im chewing on rn is ilya helping shane get undressed and laying him in bed and kissing his tummy and rubbing lavender lotion into shanes arms and legs, slow and easy to help him relax, putting fresh socks on his feet and putting his pajamas on for him and then climbing into bed to pull shane into him and squeeze him soooooo tight and he says "oh i have best teddy bear in whole world" and shane laughs and says "not a teddy bear papa its me shane" and ilya gasps and pulls his head back and says "oh! my shane! even better than teddy!" And he holds him close close close and kisses his pink cheeks and nuzzles their noses and says "is it fast or slow bedtime malysh?" fast bedtime is when shane is ready to just go to sleep but even if he is he still usually answers "slow please" and ilya sits up a bit and lets shane settle onto his lap with his head tucked in ilya neck and he rocks them side to side so slow and pets shanes hair and whispers stories to him until his eyelids are too heavy to keep open and hes pulled to sleep without even realizing its happening

[snowynekos]

I'M SO SCARED OF FIREWORKS IT'S NOT OKAYYYY I FEEL LIKE SUCH A SCAREDY-CAT BUT LIKE I GENUINELY GOT HIT BY SOME WHEN I WAS LITTLE AND NOW I FREAK TF OUT WHEN THEY'RE TOO CLOSE 💔💔💔💔

[snowynekos]

Tw?

I be reading agere fics that use SFW spanking as a punishment and they're talking it through with their little making sure they know "you're not bad, you were just naughty" or like how the punishment erases the bad behavior and after it happens it's over with, and it makes me realize that my parents really were just beating the shit out of me fr like bro I was a little annoying or bratty why am I being whipped with a charger 😭😭

[snowynekos]

My parents scare me sm still

[puddingcup-heart]

summer time nap ☀️

[redplumjelly]

its summertime ! the outdoors are waiting for you !

i do not consent to kink blogs interacting ♡ DNI if kink ☆

[snowynekos]

The orange popsicles r the bests

[snowynekos]

Guys I sung so bad for auditions but I did it first so they were surprised that I did the monologue good and like that's good right...

[softpawpup]

⋱ ― ♱ . RURAL REGRESSORS MIGHT LIKE... ♱

catching bugs and fish and critters of all kind

fruit gummies

swimming in lakes and ponds and rivers

sunshine coming through the leaves on trees

splashing in puddles

leaving all the windows and doors in the house open on the warmer days of the year

trampolines

getting a lil' muddy during playtime

taking in all the stray dogs

fresh lemonade, sometimes too bitter and sometimes too sweet

running down the dirt roads

reading with a flashlight

camping in the backyard

cheering on the barn cat

falling asleep in the truck

[snowynekos]

Sigh if only someone would cuddle me n call me their sweet boy while playing with my hair and falling asleep 👀👀

[snowynekos]

MAJOR TW: SA!!

Guys idk if what happened to me as a kid was sa or not. She was 14 and I was 7 and we were like best friends and we would play dolls together n one day she asked "do you know what 'smash' means" and me being 7 obviously didn't so she explained it to me and we'd play like that with our dolls and that was that for a while. And besides that she taught me more things n eventually we'd have sleepovers n we'd "pretend" to have sex. Like it was never under the clothes (maybe once?) and I never said no but like I wouldn't have know what it was for me to be able to consent either, but I liked it and just thought my cool older friend was teaching me stuff I should know and that's where I'm confused on if it counts or not?

[snowynekos]

I want to be famous enough to get a lot of money but I'd never be rich because I'd set me and my family up then I'd give the rest away fr like what am I gonna do with that much money when people are choosing which bills to pay and I know how miserable that is

[themoonandmyman]

Parent Ilya who watches baby sensory videos long after the baby has fallen asleep because he ‘didn’t even realise she wasn’t watching’ (lies)

Parent Shane who sits down to watch with him because they’re both so exhausted that anything that requires more than 1 amp of brain power is Impossible