SO¥EN

[so--yen]

one day 

tucked away in the clenched ball of my fist

is the sound of your laughter

the curves of your smile

the feeling of waking up next to you in the morning

i promise myself

one day

i will learn to let these go

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

i am comforted by the fact

that in the end, i know

i’ll be okay

[so--yen]

ethereal light

i long to shed the weight 

of my existence

and become nothing 

but ethereal light

[so--yen]

thank you

[so--yen]

bite me

she put her face closer

her breath

licked the length of his neck

and with that

she whispered

bite me

[so--yen]

take me away

[so--yen]

plunge

i decided 

to take the plunge

but

i didn’t realise

that it would hurt this much

[so--yen]

a bad idea

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

and i’ll feel better in the morning

[so--yen]

short-lived

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

[so--yen]

break

sometimes

i would break into pieces

and i would

scream and scream