Lucifer

asexual biromantic || confused about everything || mentally ill || feminist || vegetarian

[eddiecoweyesdiass]

going through a sexuality crisis was not on my 2024 bingo card

[so-f-ace]

well, turns out I might be a lesbian

[so-f-ace]

for the first time in like… probably my whole life I like someone just because of their looks (he’s very very attractive) and I don’t know how to flirt Jesus Christ I want that guy to kiss me (to say the least). Any recommendations will be good, he’s a CrossFit coach

[so-f-ace]

bro why can’t I be at peace with being asexual. It’s like I’m always trying to prove me wrong, trying to find out that I’m actually not ace but it always turns out that I am!

[emmaharwoods]

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[grelliam]

#oh it raises money thru ad revenue and ur click confirms the value to advertisers. neat

[findingmybravado-2]

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[so-f-ace]

dudes I gave a really handsome guy my instagram and he never followed me lol I feel so stupid

[so-f-ace]

so dudes and dudettes… I’ve never been in a relationship and I’m turning 25 this year!! Haven’t kissed anyone either!! Do you think I should stop? I mean, living?

[so-f-ace]

dude why can’t I be at peace with the fact that I’m asexual, it’s like I’m forcing myself to fit into the compulsory sexual being and I don’t feel anything! I don’t feel sexual attraction towards other people! I don’t understand why do I subconsciously find a crush to fixate on and forget about my problems until the problems brought by said crush are bigger than my life and I get KO by depression

[so-f-ace]

I need some help I need someone to talk to i don’t know what to do who am I what am I doing where do I go

[so-f-ace]

update: I guess he never cared about me!!!

[so-f-ace]

I've been thinking, again of course, about my sexual orientation. I always come to the conclusion that I like men and women but I've never been in a relationship. And I don't get opportunities that would lead me to be in a relationship. And don't you dare say "it will come when you least expect it" or "go out and do something about it" because I AM doing something about it and I'm not necessarily expecting it so what the hell

[so-f-ace]

Independence is nice. Focusing on myself is good. Growing up, evolving, and changing for the better is needed.

But I'm tired. "I want to know what love is". I need to know, I want to know. I don't want to live 100 years without experiencing it, and I sure as hell won't. I need to experience romance at least ONCE in my life. I'm not asking for too much.

I really don't know what to do

[so-f-ace]

How do people end up in relationships though??? How do they have feelings for someone and they feel the same way back??? How!!!?

[so-f-ace]

Oh I'll wait for you. I'll wait because I never thought I could feel like this. Because I've never felt like this before. I'm not looking to replace you. I can wait. You were patient with me, I'll be patient with you. If you need me to, we'll meet in another life. I'd still look for you, I will look for you. I know we're meant to be together.

[so-f-ace]

Today is a bad day. A very bad day. I feel very depressed, sad, tired, lonely, anxious, worthless, useless. I hope it gets better. I'm really tired of dealing with this.

[so-f-ace]

no te voy a escribir más!!!

-escribo yo en la carta que nunca le voy a mostrar porque me gusta demasiado pero lo quiero mucho y no sé si siente lo mismo

[so-f-ace]

is it PMS or depression?