Starting Over

New account, trying to keep it PG-13. My last account was abruptly terminated 🥺😢😭😭😭It was X-Rated😈 DO NOT send me dick pics. I am NOT interested in hookups, I don’t want your Snapchat or Only Fans and not looking for pen pals. Any rude behavior will not be accepted and you will be blocked.

[socalhoneybunny]

From my old blog that was deleted 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 One of my favorite pics and most liked. DO NOT RE-BLOG‼️‼️‼️‼️ #meandAstro ❤️

[socalhoneybunny]

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[sw33tm3lody39]

[socalhoneybunny]

Same 👸🏻🙋🏻‍♀️

[sw33tm3lody39]

[socalhoneybunny]

He DEFINITELY felt me 😜🤣🤷🏻‍♀️

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[socalhoneybunny]

That f’n part! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽😍🥰😘

[icaseybaybee]

[socalhoneybunny]

I crave this sooooo bad! I swear Mr. F was the only one that ever REALLY understood and accepted me for me. He listened and remember EVERYTHING!!!! Even years later…I was shocked 😮

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[socalhoneybunny]

Fuuuuuuccckkkk! 😳🥺

[supernalhealth]

Joy doesn't always arrive in grand moments.

Sometimes it looks like tea, sunshine, plants, a good book, or a quiet evening.

Protect the little things, they become a beautiful life. 🌿

[socalhoneybunny]

I’m trying 🙄

[thepeacefulgarden]

[socalhoneybunny]

😔☹️♥️

[iiumz]

[socalhoneybunny]

Love this 😍😍😍

[socalhoneybunny]

7.10.2026

So it’s been a month and three days since I lost my nephew. I still miss him very much. It still hurts like hell and I still find myself crying at least once a day maybe twice. Today was a lot harder because I heard the song that my sister would play by Bruno Mars at his memorial. I heard it on the radio when I got home and the time was 8:03 and 8:03 August 3rd is his birthday! 🥺😭 And it just made me cry even more because he was so young so full of life but I know he was checking in on me. For me, I need to see him in my dreams. So I am praying please comfort me and come see me in my dreams please 🙏🏽 I miss you. Love you ♥️

[thepersonalquotes]

[socalhoneybunny]

Today is one month since my nephew has passed. I still cry everyday, I don’t know why but something about crying in the shower is therapeutic to me. I am still trying to process this. Grief is a crazy f’n emotion! I cry if I hear a sad song, I cry if something reminds me of him, I cried because it was the first holiday without him on the 4th. I get mad and cry when I hear the birds singing in the morning because I found out at 5 am he passed and they sounded so happy while I was screaming into my pillow because I just couldn’t believe he was gone 😫😩🥺😭😭😭😭😭

I am literally just trying to take it one day at a time. Some are good days and some bad days and some okay.

I know he’s okay but I want him here. If I could trade my life for his I would. He was only 22 and just getting to the best part of life.

I am pissed off that he will never graduate college, go to medical school, get married and have kids. Why?!! Why did he have to leave so soon?!! 😡😭 I know there’s no rhyme or reason. It’s just life. People die everyday. Life goes on. You just have to keep going. Honestly, there are some very dark days and dark thoughts. But I just have to keep on going. 😔

[socalhoneybunny]

I strongly believe this.

I decided to go dancing 💃🏻 last night so I texted my friend and she said she would be there. Then she texted me that she couldn’t make it and was having an issue with her domestic partner. Honestly I thought they were married but she told me no because they had both been married before and went through bad divorces. So she said she found out he was paying some other b****’s bills!!! So while he was paying this other puta’s bills and telling her the IRS was garnishing his wages, my friend was paying the bills. I was like “Oh heeeeeeeellll nooooo!” Now thank goodness she’s a strong, independent woman and makes over six figures, so she kicked his ass out IMMEDIATELY!!!! And filed for child support 🙌🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

I know not all women can do this bc of financial restrictions. Or the guy says he’ll change 🙄 or there might be other factors like domestic abuse, but I’m so proud she knows her worth and kicked his ass to the curb.

The fact that this has been going on for years….LYING F****** BASTARD!!!! Why do men do this BS?!? And ruin their WHOLE lives!!!!! Not just his and hers but their child’s life too!

[socalhoneybunny]

It’s been a rough week. Lowkey think I had a panic attack when I was driving next to a semi-truck. Work is stressing me tf out.

So this morning, I heard the birds singing very faintly. I asked my friend, “can you hear the birds singing?” and he said “yes”. They were very happy and getting louder. So I asked him, “Do you know why the birds sing in the morning?” and he told me “no.” I told him, “they sing in the morning to let each other know that they made it through the night,” and he said something like, “oh you’re trying to be all poetic n sh**.” I told him, “no, I heard them singing when I found out my nephew died and I wanted to scream at them to “SHUTUP!” because he didn’t make it. Then he just tells me something about trauma dumping. 🙄

Like sorry not sorry I forgot to ask for consent before but he told me I could talk to him about it. Asshole 😒

[socalhoneybunny]

To my dad (stepdad technically), thank you for stepping in and stepping up for my siblings and I. I know it must have been rough trying to get along with two teenager girls. My brothers were prolly easier to win over.

I am really glad you did because you and my mom have built such a beautiful life together. You treat her better than that @$$hole ever did.

To my bio dad, your mama raised a b****! You are an alcoholic loser! You lost your wife, your family, your job, your dads’s house, and any relationship with any of your 7 kids. Not to mention your teeth. Probably got your @$$ beat for talking sh** while you were drunk. You wanna act like everything is good just bc you came back for a funeral….you’re lucky I didn’t beat the dog sh** out of you for disrespecting me. I knocked your sorry @$$ out before and trust me I can do it again. The only reason I didn’t say a thing was out of respect for my mom & dad’s house and bc we are in mourning.

I was walking through the kitchen and he backed up REAL F’N quick! Like yes, you should be scared bc I’m not some teenage girl anymore.

Years ago, he pushed me down bc I was defending my mom. My mom and sister separated us. The second time he pushed me down, I got back up and knocked his @$$ tf out!!!! He wokeup with a black eye, hangover and bad headache. I had a bruise on my finger from my ring. He NEVER messed with me or my mom again.

I guess that is one thing I learned from him, don’t take 💩 from ANYONE, especially a man.

PSA: NEVER stay together “for the kids,” because you’re going to traumatize them and their future relationships. It’s better to leave and live in peace.

[socalhoneybunny]

The past two weeks have been a blur. My nephew was in a tragic car accident. He was only 22 years old. It just seemed like a horrible nightmare I couldn’t wake up from.

The grief comes in waves. The smallest thing will remind me of him. He was my oldest nephew, he made me an auntie. In my culture, I’m considered his back up mom.

They warned me about seeing him. I didn’t care, I just needed to see him. My mom and sister were telling me I wasn’t ready, I couldn’t handle it and that I was too emotional. I told them just let me see him! I swear I was about to take them both down, the door and run to him.

When I finally did see him, it actually kind of calmed me. He was telling me he was okay. And from the injuries he suffered, they said he was killed on impact. I’m glad my baby didn’t suffer.

Life can change so quickly and unexpectedly. Tell your loved ones how you feel. Resolve any issues bc tomorrow is not promised.

[socalhoneybunny]

Mood 😆