Angst Goblin Supreme™

Help me out on my Ko-fi! Randy. 30, FtM nonbinary...ish, Aries, fuck if I know what's going on with me physically or psychologically anymore. I draw, I write, I cosplay, I sew, I craft, I complain. I'm also a horror enthusiast who can't play horror games and has to watch other people play them instead. My favorites are the basic bitches: Resident Evil, The Evil Within, Poppy Playtime, and Silent Hill. Otherwise I'm a major fan of other horror media like analog horror media, Old Gods of Appalachia, The Magnus Archives/The Magnus Protocol, and the Saw series, to name a few. I am temperamental and opinionated, a self-proclaimed Chaotic Good inclined individual, and WILL die on the hill I have chosen, when I choose one. I don't pick fights, but I have no issue joining them if someone else is trying to. Also, a general warning: Homestuck. You will not know when it will appear, but inevitable it will be here sporadically. Good luck.

[soft-pink-wilfy]

Hi there! My name is Randy, I'm a digital illustrator, and I currently have commissions open! I would love to be able to make at least a good amount of supplemental income through my work, so any and all commissioning, even just an inquiry, is appreciated!

I am able to do "spicy" art (some "topics" of said spice may add a surcharge), furries/anthro, and gore. Few hard limits aside from -ist, -phobic, otherwise discriminatory, or illegal/sketchy depictions.

Anything commercial (book covers, album covers, merch designs, game character design, fashion design for production, etc) will be discussed and further priced out for commercial usage rights.

Adjustments to art style can be experimented with, and other details can be discussed as well. Please DM me if interested! You can also request an email address in my DMs to communicate that way if you want to!

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[my-flying-sister]

I love rebloging. It’s the adult equivalent of showing everyone the cool rock I just found.

[the-dandy-liar]

[soft-pink-wilfy]

Anyone wanna buy me a license to the newest Clip Studio Paint so I don't have to yo-ho-ho it?

[errant-heron]

oh, you can feel the consequences of your actions catching up with you? that just means it's time to commit some more actions. put some distance between them and you. never fails.

[soft-pink-wilfy]

I wonder if anyone actually noticed that I stopped posting for a few weeks, and if they did I wonder if they gave a damn about it

[ziggystarling]

smoking my zigarette

[mrsterlingeverything]

Do u guys like me as evil or good cuz im flexible

[miraclemaya]

the thing is that misogyny is actually gender affirming for men and fundamentally always will as long as men and women are considered to be real categories

[inkskinned]

you get used to it, but it's tiring, because they need you to understand your own life as a series of goalposts. what college are you going to, what's your major going to be, whatcha gonna do with that, oh where will you settle down, when can i expect grandkids.

for the longest time my goals have been so blurry that they track into each other, their undefined edges slipping quietly back into the soft night. today i want to be a writer; tomorrow i will want to be a doctor, later i will wish i took that law school free ride. how the fuck do people just know what they want to do with their life?

where do you want to be in five years? i want to be alive; which is a huge step for me. ten years ago i would have said i want to be asleep and meant i hope that i'm dead by then.

but i want a yellow kitchen and a stand mixer. i want a garden and a fruit tree (cherry, if i can make that happen) and a big yard for my dogs to play in. i want to come home and read poetry out loud to someone and have them close their eyes to listen. i want a summer watergun fight. i want to make snowmen. i want to be the house to go to for halloween. i want my life to settle around me in a softness, for it to lay down gently. if i am very, very, very lucky, i want to travel; finally go someplace overseas.

of course i don't know what i want to be doing professionally. what i actually want to be doing is curling up beside my dog, settling in to read. i want to be making myself a cup of good coffee.

i can't answer the other questions. whenever people asked me what do you want to be when you grow up, i used to say i hope i'm happy.

i hope i'm still kind, five years from now. i hope i never get jaded and mean. i hope i have stayed in therapy. what do you picture yourself doing? when will you actually be an adult about this? why are you so afraid of being ambitious?

am i not ambitious? the other day i rearranged my furniture which doesn't quite fit into my apartment. i watered my plants. i'm going to try to propagate a cherry seed. my five year goal is to spend more time laughing. to lie down in a patch of sunwarm moss. to relax for a minute. to close my eyes and think oh thank god. this is why i stayed. this is finally it.

[angels-all-sin]

“ask me about” button PNGs credit not necessary but appreciated!

[pangur-and-grim]

I have this selfie I took from when I shattered my right leg into four pieces and was like crawling across the ground, and I thought “wow I bet I look sooooo sad right now”, and anyway whenever I’m asked to supply a photo for like an interview or a book announcement I’m so tempted to give that one

[pangur-and-grim]

[pangur-and-grim]

[bigandlong]

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

[jae-felidae]

Oh hey! Haven’t seen this in forever! Didn’t reblog it when it came across me before, not gonna skip it this time, I need some good vibes.

[shamebats]

Post by @ sassyandlassiedoamerica, she/her for both human & dog.

[lassieisafag]

Losibg it at these tags

[northstareclipse]

stop medicalizing every person you don't vibe with

[northstareclipse]

Hello, stranger. Get peer reviewed

[can-i-make-image-descriptions]

[Image ID: Tumblr tags reading: #be brave and go. I don't think you being an asshole is some disorder. I think you choose every morning to be a dipshit dirtbag. #and anyone of of us could. /End ID]

[everyday-cutephoto]

[ailithnight]

This is a worm? Or perhaps some sort of slug?

[marlynnofmany]

And it's gonna getcha

[dduane]

Artemis II Is Competency Porn and We Are Starving For It

girls will be like i needed this and it's just four nerds in space.

This is worth reading.

[cleverclara]

“Psychologist Barbara Fredrickson’s research tells us that emotions like awe and wonder do not just feel good in the moment. They literally broaden our thinking and build long-term psychological resilience. People who regularly experience awe are more creative, more connected, and less susceptible to the feeling that everything is about to fall apart. Awe is a biological reset button, and four humans went to the moon and pushed it for all of us, and your body knew what to do with that before you maybe had words for it.”

[shirleycarlton]

"Here’s what happened. Four humans got into a rocket and went to the moon, farther from Earth than any humans have ever traveled in the history of our species. And they were so good at it, so genuinely moved by it, and so articulate about what they were seeing and feeling, that millions of people who have been running on anxiety and dread for the last eleven years just stopped for a moment and finally exhaled."