hello old friends.
i havenât been around here for a long time, and i know i split without saying anything to pretty much anyone. iâm sorry for hurting anyone. iâm sorry for scaring people or making people worry. that wasnât my intention.
a few things have happened since i was last here:
- i lost 75 pounds, in a healthy way, so thatâs pretty cool.
- i have officially been diagnosed with schizophrenia and ptsd, so thatâsâŠnot cool, but itâs nice to have coping mechanisms and stuff.
- i have a job in my academic field.
- iâm going on a big trip soon.
iâm pretty sure that A Lot of u have either forgotten i exist, or have no desire to speak with me again, and thatâs all fair. this is basically an open invitation, if u want, to message me, and i promise iâll answer. pls keep in mind that being on this blog, with so many followers, is kind of overwhelming, so i might not answer right away.
iâd just like to say again that iâm really sorry. really, really sorry.


















