ㅤWelcome aboard! My name is "Liam" and I am going to do the introductions today, while of course acompanied by our Captain, Mars!
ㅤFirstlly let's do a quick run down of the basics!
➪ DNI / BYI — !!! ;ㅤAnyone who caries any prejudice is not welcomed in this blog, turn around and leave immediatlly. (Pro) Endogenic "system"s are also not welcomed, we will not argue with you. Just leave. Anti-recovery people please do not interact with us either! We wish for everyone to heal and stay safe <3
⋆ ᵎᵎ Introduction ↴
ㅤWe are the Solaris crew, a 20 year old system of trauma origins, we do not have a medical diagnosis, but are pretty sure of our ourselfs. The host is Mars, they are permafront, so even when other alters are in front, they are still present, and can grab control back.
ㅤWe are currentlly on the second semester of psychology, and aspire to be a therapist. That is in part inspired by our expetiences, as we have a few conditions, such as AuDHD, Depression and Anxiety, wich are diagnosed, as well as suspecting others, such as bipolarity and the DID itself. We are also phisically disabled, tho it is covert.
⋆ ᵎᵎ Side blogs ↴
ㅤ@coldcircuitsㅤ; Liam
ㅤ@fromthelimboㅤ; Will
ㅤ@krisdremmurㅤ; Kris ᵎᵎ MINOR
@thomaslikesflowersㅤ; Kris ᵎᵎ IWC
⋆ ᵎᵎ Sys terms ↴
ㅤAs you may have already noticed some of us like to use alternative system terms to refer to ourselfs, so here is a quick guide!
ㅤAltersㅤ; Astronauts, stars, headmates, alters, parts or voices.
ㅤHostㅤ; Captain, Vessel, Host or Watcher. Our Captain is always present.
ㅤco-Fronter(s)ㅤ; Co-pilot(s), witnesses, "chat", control and passangers can be frequentlly used!
ㅤFront roomㅤ; Front, Cabin, Control and Deck are some of the ways we call it.
ㅤInnerworldㅤ; we do not have one yet, so we have not developed terms yet.
There is something strange about how people (in certain circles) talk after the wave of "mental health activism" of the 2010s. And it is sometimes like "neurotypical" or "mentally healthy" people are just supposed to have infinite forbearance for mentally ill people. Like take depression for example. It's like you're supposed to just tank a lot of negativity and not say anything. And it seems like when you're depressed you actually do get really insecure and really annoying. Then you get self-aware about this. Then fueling your self-hatred is the sense that you are being clingy and annoying. Which you are. Then you start complaining about how clingy and annoying you are and your "rock" is just supposed to tank that too and not say anything and assure you that everything is fine. They're creating a wonderful world of falsehood for you which is supposed to make you feel better but which is of course so flimsy that you couldn't possibly feel anything other than despair in it. But if the mask slips then they're toxic, they're the problem, they're not supporting you enough. It just seems a rather strange world that we're building for ourselves. It also seems like a completely unreasonable set of expectations to put on another person. And again I wonder if we're destroying ourselves by getting lost further and further in a defective network of concepts.
"You hog front" "Dictator host" ok where the fuck are YOU now huh??? I only see you mfs front when it's smth fun!
to cuddle ur situationship and go out and party? Sundelly I have headmates! But now when we are doing nothing? Yeah. Tsk.
AND don't even get me started on when we are having a crisis, sundelly everyone is raaadio silent for MONTHS!
I'm not avtually that mad and it hasn't been that long since the last front
But I'm mad we went out drinking and then to our friends house, and 2 alters hogged all of it, and I don't remember ANYTHING even tho it had been for like 3 days
AND I'M SO FUCKING JEALOUS
grrrrr grrrrr grrrrr grrrrrrrr grrr grrrrr
"hogging all the front" YOU MEAN BEING FEONTSTUCK?!?!?! GET YOUR ASSES HERE TO LIVE OUR LIFE!!!!
being plural is telling ur family “I’m plural” and them going “that’s scary, go see a therapist, they’ll know more than me” and then you tell ur therapist “I’m plural” and they say “I know nothing about that”
System culture is wondering at some point ir you still have an alter, if they're dormant or split too much, then suddenly you get a fucked up memory flashback and ohhhh there she is hey girl
