SO HE'S A GHOST STORY.

[soldatpierdut]

SOLDATPIERDUT. is a private , extremely selective sideblog for JAMES " BUCKY " BARNES inspired by MARVEL COMICS / MCU. this blog is heavily canon divergent , and is primarily based on custom lore / headcanons. both mun and muse are 30+ , and this blog has a mature rating , and only for muns 21+. handled by jj.

remembering things like ... war , loss , death of one's self , brainwashing , do you remember who i am cause i forgot , deciding who you are going to be , making ammends , anarchy , TURNING THE GUN ON THE ONE POINTING IT.

heavily affiliated with . . . @thegirlwhowaited-dw , @vintertsarn , @agentxromanoffx , @marvelmyriad , @little-blog-of-horrors

please consult @rebuiltheroes for rules to follow on this blog. follows back from that blog and you must be mutuals there to interact.

STARTERS. MEMES. HEADCANONS. PINTEREST. THE WIFEY.

[soldatpierdut]

endless edits of james " bucky " barnes: 01/?? ( mutuals may reblog. )

[agentxromanoffx]

"I have full knowledge that he will be. I saw the list of party goers who did rsvp for this birthday. So he should be easy enough to tag and then we go from there." She looked at Bucky. "We can't risk anyones safety. He needs to be bugged there." She watched him wrap the gift as if it was second nature. "You know.. the brooklynite accent sounds good on you."

[soldatpierdut]

if natalia was sure that the contact for their mark would be there , then he would make it work. he was never very thrilled to be around people , and the suburban atmosphere was even more stressful for him than when he was in town at work. at least at the auto shop he could get around too much social interaction. at one of these neighborhood functions , it was a requirement to engage in conversation. his hands busied themselves with wrapping the gift , before reaching for the leather gloves he used to conceal his metal hand. when she commented on his accent , he paused and focused his gaze on her. ' feels natural. though i'm not really sure how. ' the life he had before HYDRA was still a mystery to him. never enough to piece together anything concrete.

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES CAPTAIN AMERICA: CIVIL WAR (2016)

[what-iz-life]

i’m a very observant person, so if you think i didn’t notice, i did. i just decided to keep quiet.

[agentxromanoffx]

The Widow watched his movement, gauged his reactions with studied eyes. She noticed the twitch of his hand as if he wanted to, no longed to reach out and touch her. He spoke of the safehouse they found a place that only they knew of. He did have a point, anyone could find them here. It was very open after all. She found it harder to deny him. He need only ask her of it and she would do it. His words may have said no, but she saw the longing in the way his hand moved. Then he spoke more, the mask removed from his face, again a rarity she knew. "Afraid of me.." She looked him up and down. "If I moved against him we both know they would order you to end me." She took a deep breath and started for the door that would take them off the roof, turning to look back over her shoulder. "The day they are actually afraid of me, I'll save us both from this hell of servitude."

She tried to steel her nerves. She knew he could see right through her, into her very core. He was the only being on this planet who knew her better than anyone else ever would. He knew what it was like to be made into a weapon for someone else. For a battle that wasn't even theirs to have.

[soldatpierdut]

it was a grim reality that they served , until te day when their respective masters thought they served no further purpose for them , and they would both be killed for simply outrunning their uses. natalia was something else though. something that the red room wasn't goin to let walk away so easily. and for james ... sadly it would take no more than those damn trigger words and he wouldn't have a choice in anything.

his only hope would be that he could find a way to get her out. he had lost the hope that he would one day find freedom , but he still somehow held out hope for her. it seemed that she was holding out hope for the both of them. if it had been another time ... another james , he might have mustered a smile.

instead , he huffed out a sigh , trying to find a way to change the subject. but conversation wasn't something he was particularily good at. because HYDRA didn't need him to be. he spoke. but he was a man of very few words. jaw set tight , he nodded in the direction she had come from. ' we should get back to the safe house. ' he suggested. ' more secure that way. '

[silverink58]

Good day in  Bucharest.

- I hope there are enough cats for you XD. @chibisquirt

[buck3t-barnes]

A little 1940s bonky

[nothingbutpoison]

[agentxromanoffx]

Natasha’s eyes sparkled with amusement and affection as she looked at James, her beloved James, her fingers gently tracing patterns through his hair. “I’m sure you have a few suggestions for names,” she said, a teasing lilt in her voice. “You’ve probably had them picked out for a while, haven’t you?”

She sighed contentedly, leaning back into the cushions. “You’ve always been the planner, my love. Always thinking ahead, making sure everything is perfect. It’s one of the things I love most about you.”

Her hand moved to her belly, feeling the gentle movements of their baby. “I have a few names in mind too,” she admitted, her eyes meeting his with a warm smile. “But I want to hear yours first.” She took his hand in hers and brought it to her stomach, their little one was responding to the sound of his voice.

Natasha’s gaze softened as she looked at him, her heart swelling with love and gratitude. “You’ve given us so much. A second chance at a family, a chance to do things right. I want this to be perfect for you too.”

She shifted slightly, making herself more comfortable. “So, let’s hear them. What names do you think would be perfect for our little one?” Her tone was playful, but her eyes shone with the depth of her emotions, her love for him and the family they were building together.

[soldatpierdut]

there had been many times in his life , long ago ... when he was a young man , before the war , that he had thought about what it might be like to plan for a family. what he might name his children if he ever found a gal to settle down with and have a family with. he had thought those days were long behind him after he had been drafted. then , when he had been turned into the winter soldier ... it was nothing more than a forgotten dream.

natalia had been the one to give him hope that could be possible for him. she was the one who helped him remember that dream of having a big happy family. so what if it was a little different than he had originally planned? it was still there's. which meant that it was perfect.

bucky gave a pondering look , glancing up and to the right , thinking of name options he had on his mind. they'd be easy to guess , if you knew much about bucky. he liked a small list of names. all names that belonged to important people in his life.

' now that i can remember em , ' there was a slight bittersweetness to the memories. he hadn't been able to remember his family fully until recently. ' i always wanted to name a baby girl after my sister or my ma. and if it's a boy ... i always thought steve was what i would go with.

[soldatpierdut]

Send  🩹  to  patch  my  muse  up  after  a  fight. - @agentxromanoffx.

getting roughed up in a fight had been a normal for him for so long , he could no longer completely remember a day when he wasn't having to nurse some wound he had obtained in a fight. during his HYDRA days , it had been because his opressors simply didn't care if he got roughed up. as long as they could repair the damage ... and when they couldn't , well then he would have served his purpose.

after HYDRA , it was mostly because he felt that others deserved to get away unscathed before him. years of taking a hit made the blows easier to ignore ... and bucky barnes had plenty of experience in that avenue. when he had natalia all those years ago , it was a way for the two to care for one another out in the field. a way to be closer. being able to have her back in his life , despite her having every reason to not want anything to do with him , she still wanted him , and she was still there waiting to help patch him up.

' coulda been worse , ' he commented as she worked the needle to stitch up the gash on the back of his right shoulder. ' almost didn't catch him , woulda gotten somethin vital. ' he stilled for a moment. rolling his lips before glancing over his shoulder. ' thank you. ' he knew he didn't have to thank her. he never had to thank her. but he still did it anyways. now that he was able to do so of his own accord , he wanted the people he cared about to know he appreciated hem.

[jjentertainment]

up on a rooftop where no one is supposed to be. - @agentxromanoffx LOCATION  BASED  SMUT  PROMPTS.

it was no new fact that bucky had a hard time keeping his hands off of natalia. since the day he met her , he couldn't stop thinking about her when he had the power to make that decision. and everything she did made him simply adore her all the more. in his eyes ... she was flawless. he was also pretty sure that she knew she had that effect on him , considering the little things she did here and there to entice him. in his new found freedom , he found it easy to muster a playful smirk. most of the time he would play along , and this time he had long enoguh for him to find a tucked away spot to pull over on their drive , before his arms were reaching to wrap around her , and was pulling her into his lap. lips hungrily searching for hers.

' you've been a tease the whole time we've been on the road beautiful. ' he commented to her. though it was more of a mutter against her skin. his breath hot against her neck as his hands gripped for her hips , seating her in his lap in as he sat in the driver's seat. ' y'know you coulda just told me what ya wanted. '

[soldatpierdut]

@agentxromanoffx

[morggo]

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[buck3t-barnes]

Did a redraw of this bad arm day Bucky art I did last year based of the headcanon that he gets chronic pain from the HYDRA prosthetic

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

[themadknightuniverse]

Sun and Moon

[yourbuckies]

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