*-_-*

[solldasallesgewesensein]

I´m afraid of that one day. I tell myself I´m exited for it. Maby thats the truth. I don´t know. But somethimes that day is all I can think about. 

[sad-empty-lost]

My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had

[sad-empty-lost]

My life

[abnormall]

[dissociate-d]

i keep telling everyone i’m fine but suicide is high up on my mind

[solldasallesgewesensein]

But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself

NF

[solldasallesgewesensein]

Not even the loudest music will make the voices shut up. 

[solldasallesgewesensein]

Sometimes I think I can´t handle it anymore.

Sometimes I think I´m close to the end.

Sometimes I think I will never be enough.

Sometimes I think my death will kill the ones I love. 

[blurrade]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[d-0gma]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sa-dnesss]

I have been thinking about suicide a lot lately.

(via sa-dnesss)

[audreystyles2]

[solldasallesgewesensein]

Dream Diary

I see your feet under the door, I hear your breath, I feel your heat. What do you want from me? How did you get there?

As I draw what I have seen I hear your breath again.

Please don´t come back again

[perfectquote]

And somedays I miss everyone - who has ever left, all at once

Donte Collins (via perfectquote)

[tamaresc-deactivated20170902]

What doesn’t kill you gives you a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms and a really dark sense of humor.