solaris @soltide - Tumblr Blog

my hair looks so so orange it's making me mad but i'm just gonna have to slather it with a shit ton of purple shampoo and hope it helps somewhat cause i can't afford to buy blue shampoo and pride is TOMORROW i don't want to feel uglyyyy !!!

soltide

yall it actually worked a little bit YAYYY

soltide

my only problem now is my eyebrows... they look really ugly cause they were bleached and now my dark eyebrow hair is growing back in so i like to not know what to do! i want them to grow back in so i dont want to re-bleach but ALSO! i dont rly have the right color to put eyeshadow in them to fill them in??? oh goodness... the horror...

soltide

my hair looks so so orange it's making me mad but i'm just gonna have to slather it with a shit ton of purple shampoo and hope it helps somewhat cause i can't afford to buy blue shampoo and pride is TOMORROW i don't want to feel uglyyyy !!!

soltide

yall it actually worked a little bit YAYYY

my hair looks so so orange it's making me mad but i'm just gonna have to slather it with a shit ton of purple shampoo and hope it helps somewhat cause i can't afford to buy blue shampoo and pride is TOMORROW i don't want to feel uglyyyy !!!

wishing i could wear heels so bad ugh i feel so uggo wearing sneakers all the time... osteoarthritis is such a bitch

i'm so nervous for pride yall omg i rly wanna make some friends i just gotta be brave which can be quite hard

wanting a hobby when current life is work-chores-sleep ... very hard ... but they do oft say the hardest part is getting started. i think maybe i could revive some of my old hobbies. i used to draw a lot and write lots of poems but i just haven't rlly had the inclination to lately bc life has been so non-creative. hmmmm. sometimes though i want to pick up a completely new hobby but i can never choose one and i get stressed about it not being a natural interest in that it starts to feel like an assignment ive given myself... i am trying lately to rebuild my inner self after an event from a few years ago that left me a little bit of a blank slate of a human so trying to figure out who i am versus who i want to be and which is more true has been real difficult and my hobbies and interests are a big part of it... hmmmm much to think about

butch-prince0

something that pisses me off a bit is when a femme only talks about butch4butch in a way that centers them. please please don't get me wrong, I love the beloved femmes of this community,but if the only way you can cherish butch4butch relationship is in a "I need my boyfriend's to kiss" way, butches fucking and kissing exclusively for YOUR gaze, ma'am that's not...

love tumblr but sometimes wonder if lesbians here even see butches as people the way they're so commodified as sex objects and rarities you want to catch... truly i don't know how butches deal with the excess of expectations people have of them

birdbyt3

i get so gay off that dr pepper

dyeing my hair blonde with pink highlights on monday.... huge if true

your-edwardian-princess

btw i love you butch4butches and i'm still femme for you. you still get my care and protection and camaraderie. i still want to play my part in helping carve out our places in the world. your relationships are beautiful and i love to see your queer joy. you are my community and my friends and my family, forever. always.