Forever was born as a human, their father left it and their mother alone with barely any money to survive. Forever was originally named "Annabel"; she/her. Her mother got a terminal illness long before Annabel was born; her mother hid the illness from her child to not make her worried, she took care of Annabel until she was 14 and she had died from her illness, Annabel was only a child still.
Annabel couldn't bear to stay in the house her mother died in; she ran away and lived on the sheets for most of her life until she was 20 and got a job as a coffee shop worker, her life was good; perfect even. She had caring "friends". . .
Some of her friends were using her; some cared for her, some were killed by others, her life was falling apart again and she couldn't do anything to stop it. She soon lost all her friends, both killed or left on their own, she had no one anymore. Her job fired her and her house was gone from not paying rent in days. She was back to the sheets again until . . . a demon became her friend; a true and real friend.
That friend being named Vivie; Vivie let her stay with her until she had enough money and a job to get her own house.
Annabel found a new job as a cafe worker; it was starting to become good again but something changed that. Annabel was on a walk back to Vivie house, a human(?) came behind her and stabbed her to death.
She woke up in the afterlife but she couldn't have it end now, what about Vivie? She was 25 by now and that is too young to die now, she broke out from the afterlife, found herself back on earth as a spirit, wandering for years until a powerful entity found her and they made a deal. That deal was to change herself to a whole new being; after all her life was always falling apart from being Annabel and she became Amara but that deal had a trick. . . a soul was placed into her without knowing, one that would control her and she couldn't stop it.
She was being used again and she will not let that happen again, she found the dealmaker, she killed them horribly out of pure rage that been building up for years. She felt empty inside by doing the act, the deal was not broken fully, the soul stayed, it was useless.
She hated the world; it was always horrible to her for no reason and she wanted to be cared for as Vivie and mother had done to her; the only two that really cared.
She soon found that she was never a human but a reborn god, no one knew that she was. A God of creation and giving. She learned how to use her power and started over again as Forever, making worlds that are a "perfect" version of the horrible world she was born into.
She didn't create the world's that are seen today but different ones that had dead from her getting trapped in a timeloop, she doesn't know how it happened but someone or something trapped her in one for millions of years, a cycle of dying over and over again with no way to ever stop it.
Forever finally got out from the timeloop by using almost all of their power, finding out that all she created was gone, all wasted... Her rage and anger built up again; she went on killing other worlds to get rid of the anger, she stopped after a year and saw how much of a monster she was becoming.
She hid for millions of years, away from the whole universe, thinking and blaming herself. She let herself out of hiding after 6300 years and made new worlds, the ones nowadays.
She treated her creations has her own children, giving them a life she never got to have but the soul was still a problem...
The soul forced her to do since things she never wanted to do, she was anger at it. She always ripped out the soul and threw it into a bird cage, it got out multiple times from the cage having no spells yet, she put a strong spell on the cage and kept it in there for years until it got and controlled her again.
The soul made her kill many innocent souls for it enjoyment and she couldn't stop it, after years; this year, she trapped it in the cage and there is no way for it to get out again.
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