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Food Journal - 12/22

They think I’m going to eat?!? Yea right... I have less then 5 days in freedom and they thing that Ana will let me eat and let myself go before I go to treatment? Think again...

#24hrfast #48hrfast #ana says #ED #this week is hell #uncontrollable #please help

“Hungry to bed, Hungry to rise, Makes a girl a smaller size.”

#calories cant make you happy #ana says #Skinny #hungry

They are F*cking sending me to treatment.

#goodbye freedom #ana will prosper

Food Journal - 12/15/16

Breakfast: 0

Lunch: 0

Dinner: 0

Calories Burned: 125 Calorie Intake: 0 Total: -125 or so

Always ask yourself “Am I hungry enough to eat an apple?” No? Then you aren’t hungry... Find something else to do...

#Beat The Binge #I know its hard #just think #mia #ana

Starting this after my fast...

This is a great way to restart your metabolism after a fast.

#anoreixa #join me #striving for perfection

24 Hour Fast - 8:37am

As of this morning I started a 24 hour fast to get back to empty because I royally f*cked up yesterday. I can’t wait until that 24 hour mark hits.

#strive for perfection #emptiness is pure #starvation is cure

Food Journal 12/10 - 12/11

The 10th I had 3 pretzels and an apple sauce (50 calories total)

The 11th- I starved all day until about 10:30pm when I was forced to sit down and eat. I tried to get rid of it but I am almost certain that I didn’t just by how I felt this morning.

#fuck it #ana hates me #failure #24hrfast

Worth is found in hunger...

Worth is found in release...

Worth is found in control...

Worth is found in numbers...

Worth is found in ED...

#stay strong #ed #ed is worth it all

Food Journal 12/9/16

Breakfast: 0

Lunch: 2 bites of granola bar (30)

Dinner: 0

Calories Consumed: 30 Calories Burned: 0 Total: 30